What happened Gats?
I confess that I've kept a small periodic table of elements in my wallet for the past two years and it comes in handy wayyyy too often.
I confess I'm the kind of guy who'd rock on his chair that can rock, and go further back than is safe, even if common sense says not to.
I confess I'd most likely end up rockin too far back, fall, and laugh at that experience. Just because it's fun.
I admit that warding off depression gets very exhausting after a while and eventually I just get tired and have to let it set in for a while. I confess I'm sorry that I let it get the best of me because I know it effects other people around me negatively as well. I'm sorry that when I feel depressed, I don't even care about that.
I hate it when I don't feel like myself.
I confess, I hate it when I am angry.
I confess that I've fucked up so much when I've gotten angry - said horrible shit and done horrible stuff that I regretted later - that I had to train and make myself have better temper and higher tolerance.
Depression sort of has a selfish feeling to it anyways. Pushing most things in your life aside for being within oneself and feeling that way...well it's definitely not unselfish, but sometimes you can't help it.
Depressions sucks big time. Just remember that things will get better soon, and that you are where you want to be right now. Trust me. (Also, if it's physiological, you can work to fight it. I know that my congenital thyroid issue gave me a nasty depression last semester.)
I confess... (I've already talked to Gary about this) that my best friend is making an horrible mistake of talking to a guy that I know is a woman beater. It absolutely kills me on the inside that she wont listen to my warnings and I have talked to my other best friend (Who is an Ex of the Woman Beater) to come talk to her and I am afraid of how this will end up.
This sucks and stepping your neck out into it could have it blow up in your face. I know what you mean here, however I think its always to be safe than sorry later..
I would give it a try and see if the ex could talk your bf since you're really concerned here but treed with caution and feel out the best approach. Try not to overstep too much. It's worth a shot and after that if she still wants to, its out of your control.