Alam nyo, kaya ko lang naman di maiwasan ang pag iinom kasi- not that I'm an alcoholic, but the people- the company. I really love being with friends, and I know a lot of people from different factions of different industries and shit- and each group is different kaya di nakakasawa ang company nila...
sure man, I'm a girl- often times I would prefer coffee and cakes and plain chika.
but most of the time recently kasama ko mga lalake. -_-
Being that I'm quite guilty about something, I thought I should share it with you guys.
There's this security guard in our apartment building who turns the elevator off at night. And since I always come home at night (not drinking or otherwise- my shift ends 11 pm), I always end up taking the goddamn stairs to the fourth floor after I'm tired from work. I always thought- just something crazy and random- what if I'd spit on him since he sleeps under the stairs- and while I go up the stairs I spit on him...
matagal ko na syang ni-nurture na thought- but always thought better not to do it.
e last night medyo tipsy ako... and when I looked he had a cap on- so i thought if I spat on him he wouldn't feel it because he had a cap on.
So I let go... and I climbed the steps to the third floor, and looked down to see what happened, and was surprised to see him looking up at me!!!!!!!!
so I dunno. :/
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for the record. di pa ako bumababa to meet him again. I'm actually quite scared to face reality.
bad ka. hehehe but sometimes, alcohol can make you do that. and you're right to feel scared. you don't exactly know him personally. looking apologetic when you meet him might make him feel less upset with what you did. its not exactly an admission of guilt, rather its just a way of riding with his feelings and emotions and toning it down to your benefit. 'cause you have to remember, it was your wrongdoing in the first place.
I worked four hours CHARITY TIME yesterday. I was getting sick of being always behind on everything- sasabak sa labanan na walang kagamitan. I just... I wanted a clean start= and today my goal at work is: to finally take my dinner break.
If the bosses ever saw my meal card they would see that in a whole month, I only take breaks about once a week.