I...can't really feel good about myself anymore in light of a lot of the comments being directed at the 1999 animé. As someone who really likes that series and thinks it's the
bee's knees, I've had a hunt around the web for a place that doesn't have that intense hatred to it. I've looked all over the place...to feel companionship, more than anything, really. But there's nowhere that really seems to corroborate my view; a lot of the time, it's rather a pretty belligerent opposite! Nowadays, it sort of feels like I have really,
really bad taste, and that my love is misplaced, and that I'm dead wrong in my reading of the manga, which I feel is very well represented in the first series. When the weight of the opposition against the groups that would support me is so vast and so unrestrained, it's...
hard to feel otherwise.
I tried my best, though!
Each to everyone's own: It's beautiful to see people here--and on forums afar--feel passionate about HxH and its new adaptation, and to articulate themselves, and to feel the support of a community that they're a part of--not least a community that's liable to get bigger in coming years! But, man...even though it sounds so melodramatic...I just feel so bloody heart-broken! I'm hurt at the weight of those who...really hammer the disparaging comments home, vis-a-vis the old series...
sometimes, almost, as if to justify the new series. How can I
like the Hunter franchise anymore, in
any form, when all I can see in it--manga et al.--is the pain of trying to mediate and to support both sides while feeling the agony of my
favourite cartoon being mauled? That cartoon was pretty much exactly how I envisaged the manga from the day I started reading it way back in 2006; to feel so bad about it, or to think that's a dastardly bowdlerisation of the manga is to make me think I'm wrong about my love of the manga. And to feel the need to support the first series to feel spite for the new one which is often the weapon of those who want to put the first series in a microwave and watch it
melt like Bart Simpson's plastic army man!
The prevailing consensus is that the 1999 series is misguided. I'll leave my views to the contrary be. I'm wrong and misguided. But I feel so badly bruised after all this that I can't stick around with this series any longer. I'm no loss to the community by leaving; there are some really intelligent people around here that communicate more elegantly, more grandly--and, crucially, more actively!--than I, and I hope they love the series even more than I did. But I can't stand to look at the darn thing anymore because of how bad it makes me feel about myself.