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Translations: Gintama 515 (2)
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Kimi wa Midara na Boku no Joou 5

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+ posted by PROzess as translation on Jan 4, 2013 16:11 | Go to Kimi wa Midara na Boku no Joou

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And another masterpiece comes to it's end.
Too bad it didn't have any NTR....
Damn vanilla main-stream.
Reserved for Renzokusei



Kimi ha Midara na Boku no Joou Chapter 05

Page 01

As long as I have you, I don't need anything else!

Page 02

The first time I met Akira
was when I was still in elementary school.
I just moved there and had no friends.
I played alone in a building under construction,
when I tripped and hit my knee on the concrete.
It was bleeding, I was scared and alone.
I didn't know what to do.
So I just cried absent-minded.

Page 03

Then he called out to me
and wiped my wound. He looked so reliable.
I was happy,
but my chest painfully cramped together.
That was my first love.
And I'm still having the same love right now.

Page 04

Rank 5...
...
It's over...
...
Acchan...

Page 05

I can't face Akira.
I don't know how.
...
I'm about to cry...
No good!
I can't be weak!
....
I have a habit
for painful times.

Page 06

...
Let's rub the muff....
Mm... // Ah...
Acchan's smell...

Page 07

Acchan...
I'm giving you a felliato...
If someone sees me like this...
I have to bite my tongue and die...
Wow... I'm...
so wet..
Letting out my tears as a different fluid.
That has always been my way to stop the tears when I was sad.

Page 08

....
Huh?
Strange...
I thought I used up all my tears for down there...
Why...
I have to masturbate harder...
My tears won't stop...

Page 09

Kawana-san, are you feeling better?
Yes, // thanks for the concern.
Subaru...

Page 10

I was strictly raised by my father
as to not backtalk.
My father is an absolute existence. No one in my family can oppose him.
Neither my sister, nor my mother.
I was always hit when I missed the curfew by even one minute.
Same for my sister or mother.

Page 11

My father is scary.
That's why I never ever talked back to my father.
I could never say what I wanted to...
Nor could I do what I wanted to...
Hah x2
That's why I played a fake personality.
That's why I got such a strong self-control.
Because I was always oppressed,
I turned into a pervert that masturbates all the time.
Auh.
Hah x2

Page 12

No,
that doesn't matter.
...
I feel better now...
Maybe we should elope...
...That's no good. My self-control will interfere.
Since I wouldn't just betray my father, but also my sister and mother.

Page 13

The promise with my father is absolute.
I have to marry that old guy.
....
Hah... // Let's go home.
I wouldn't want Acchan to think I'm daunted by coming back late...
I wonder...
if I can behave like nothing had happen....

Page 14

Subaru!
I was worried... It's so late...
He was worried after all...
You never came back this late before.
I want to suck him off...
His d*ck is not even a metre away from me...
Well.. I don't need to study anymore after all.
I'm sure that if I take a breath...
the air filled with his d*ck's smell...
will enter my lungs, then blood and spread to my whole body...
Uwa! What should I do!
That totally got me wet....!
....

Page 15

Subaru...
Why are you making such a regretful face?
He'll find out by it's smell!!
Stop flowing, my Bartholin's gland's fluids!!
I want to masturbate while giving him heads...
Sperm. I want to drink his sperm!!
I told you I'm studying hard so that I can marry the guy I love... // but I never said that you would be the one.
...
I never can be honest.
I'm scared of exposing my true character.
You might not know, but I...

Page 16

worked so hard so far to see you again.
...
This school got expensive fees, so I worked hard to get a scholarship. It was all to see you again.
...
I definitely won't let it end here.
I'll do anything in my power.
...
Acchan...
Was he always that manly...
Uhh... I'm about to ovulate...
I want to be impregnated by him....!
...

Page 17

I'll take a shower and sleep.
I came to know that I can avoid losing my self-control by sleeping.
But since I always studied, I couldn't fall asleep that easily...
I'll go to sleep for today.
Tomorrow's Saturday...
I'll meet my father.
I'll muster up all my courage...
and ask him once again...

Page 18

I see.
You couldn't get the first rank.
....
Please give me another chance.
No. You had your chance. // You didn't fulfil the condition, so you have to listen to me now.

Page 19

You'll marry Tajima.
This is not my selfishness. // Marrying a man worth for you, is for you own good. // You can live without any worries.
But I want to...
No. // If you insist on choosing your own partner, then die once and be reborn into a different family.
But you were born into the Kawana family, so I'll have you fulfil your duty as such.
....
No good...
I can't say anything back...

Page 20

Next week, we'll have a dinner with the Tajimas.
Then we'll announce the engagement.
Got that?
I can't say it...
...Even though I don't like it...
Even though I want to marry someone I love...
!?
Shit...!!
This isn't funny. At such a time...
I'm losing... my self-control...!!
....
What's up, Subaru?
Never....

Page 21

ever will I do that.
... // What was that?
I won't do it.
I won't marry that guy.
Subaru....
Are you saying // that you won't listen to me?
Obviously. // You're telling me to live together with someone I don't love for years.
That's your problem.
I wasn't born into this world, just so that I could have an easy life.
Subaru, you...
I...

Page 22

want to marry Acchan..
... // Acchan?
Yes. // I always loved him.
And we were finally together..
I don't... // want to get separated from him again...
...
You love him that much that you would betray me?
Yes.

Page 23

I masturbate every day thinking of him...
.... // Huh?
About five times a day. // Ten times when I'm distressed. Even when I had the influenza with 40° fever, I did it three times.
While thinking of him,
whiling sniffing his pants, I masturbate every day...
Here look... // I always carry around his pants with me...
So that I can masturbate while sucking it any time...
Usually...
my panties get wet just by thinking of him...

Page 24

but it's no good anymore...
All my body fluids were used up for tears... // I don't get wet at all...
I'm so sad... // I'm crying non stop...
I can't masturbate...
Uhh...
Uhh...
Uhh....
Uhh....

Page 25

*breathe*
*breathe*
I don't really understand a young girl's feelings, but...
at least I understand
that a daughter revealing her masturbating habits to her father isn't anything to ignore.
Subaru was always so serious, yet she did that... // Was I cornering her that much?

Page 26

Mm...
...
Ah....

Page 27

AWWWW!!!
UWAAAA!!
What a thing to do in front of my father!!
I told my own father that I'm masturbating while sucking on pants...!!
Death!!
I can only die now!!
Subaru?
Eh?

Page 28

Acchan...
Why are you here...
I came to negotiate with your father.
I asked him to let me marry you.
....
Did he get angry?
Not really.

Page 29

He wasn't angry at all.
!?
LIAR!!!
... // So...?
He just told me it's too early. // That we can't marry in our first year of high school.
That when you look back on a school love, it's just like playing house...
And that there's no proof // that our feelings will still be the same when we're at an age to marry...
But...
I might be a freshman...

Page 30

I have already love you for ten years.
Since I met you for the first time..
I only loved you, Subaru.
And I'm confident that it won't change even in a hundred years.
I told him that // and then..

Page 31

he told that we can marry in ten years if we still want to...
...
Let's go home.
Yeah.

Page 32

Want sex.
Want sex.
Want sex.
Want sex.
Want sex.
But we can't.
But we can't.
But we can't.
But we can't.
But we can't.

Page 33

....
...
.....
.....
*drip*
!?
NO!!
...
What's up?
Well...
He'll hate me.

Page 34

He'll hate me if he knows I'm a pervert.
He'll hate me if he knows I masturbate every day.
He'll hate me if he knows I masturbated while he massaged my shoulders.
He'll hate me if he knows that I brushed my teethes with his toothbrush.
He'll hate me if he knows I licked the tissue he used after his masturbation.
By the way, I already know that you're a pervert.
HUH!?
I know that you masturbate while I massaged your shoulders. // I noticed that you used my toothbrush to brush your teeth, since it smelled of your personal toothpaste. // I also noticed that the tissues in the bin were gone...
Wah---!!
Wah---!!
Wah---!!
I'll kill myself!!
Don't stop me!!

Page 35

Your perverted side included, I love everything about you.
...
Really...?
Yeah.
Ah...

Page 36

Ever since the day we met for the first time,

Page 37

today we finally became one.
In the end...
we did it all night...
Subaru... You can stop sucking now... // It's starting to hurt..
Shut hup!!

Page 38

I vant to rick it, so ret me!!
Hust shut hup!!
...
I'm happy that the wall around her heart is gone...
but it seems the period of one hour without self-control a day...
extended to twenty-four hours.....
It might actually be harder..
to date her than I thought.
(Thank you for reading!! The Tankobon is set to be released in February 2013*)
THE END.

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