The one he just made up...
Shame well except how the story ends.
I confess that I got in a fight with a co-OJT (on-the-job) trainee a while a go. He smoked and I have colds and headache (but still go to work/training because I'm undertime) so I got annoyed. Luckily my supervisors are not that cruel, and didn't report what happened to our school ojt personnel. And now I stand out as the baddest guy in the office, we're just five anyway.
Last edited by FaustXIII; May 07, 2013 at 07:37 AM.
Are you gonna open up a fightclub branch?
So... I made an 88% on my final experiment report, which was 10 points higher than the average for the lab.... Which is much higher than the previous three grades I made on my other experiments.... And I was buzzed verging on drunk when I wrote that last one.
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I confess this episode of SVU with the transexual got me depressed and disgusted. And ashamed at the fact that the LGBT community gets treated like shit just because they're different.
I'm feeling down, like really down. It's along story, but let's just say that last year was worst year of my life prolly, I procastinated the whole year didn't study at all. This year I moved with my sister, trying to fix all that. But honestly, not much has changed. Yeah, I do my housework (I didn't do it in the past, I was a pig) but I barely study and have an exam in 2 days (although I've been studying the past days, it's not enough I should practice almost every day).
I heard a conversation of my sister with my aunt on the phone. I acted as if I was taking a dump in the bathroom when all I wanted was actually hearing them. She told my aunt that I was "only here occupying space, doing nothing, it's time for him to do something". Then when I got out of the bathroom, acted as if she didn't say anything. (My aunt loves a lot me btw, I lived in the same city as hers last year). I'm not a crier at all, I usually have a smile or a poker face, but that really hurt.
So I was really angry at my sister, really mad, but as usual I hid everything. Then shit got real, I started arguing with myself (in my mind, obviously). One side of me defended me and was mad at her, the other side understood her and felt angry at me. I got into the bathroom and had a long, hot shower (as hot as possible...). Now I'm just really angry at myself and too depressed. Also I'm starting to think I'm a bit skizo (I even act like that here).
Dunno why I'm sharing this here btw.
FIrst paragraph - I can totally relate. It's like, we envision we'll do this or that but when the time comes around, we just don't. We come up with excuses. It's so much the same with school for me that I'm shocked I haven't failed any of my courses yet. But at least you're studying now, which is better than not doin anything.
I'm sure your sister loves you and cares about you though, otherwise she wouldn't have let you live with her or would have kicked you out. I think it's good you're taking baby steps like doing housework and actually studying. Your sister should have confronted you though, if she really wants to help you, but it doesn't mean she loves you any less. I guess she was worried about your feelings? In any case, just keep makin changes and remember that what you're doing not only benefits you, but it also helps your family as well. If you do well and get good grades, you'll get good job and can support your family as well financially.
I suggest you join a study group or go to various tutors I would personally choose the study group simply because it's free and it can be fun at times.
anyway, I'm not a nymphomaniac
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It's all about keeping the focus, if you start to live the distractions instead of have distractions from what you live it can get real bad.