I confess I volunteered for the lowest IQ star party ever.
Usually I don't deal with adults telling me that "you shouldn't have a scope if you can't use it" (as I was positioning my 14" Dob on the moon without my finder scope, that rat bastard grabbed my scope from me, said that, positioned it, and ran off before I could call my family on his sorry ass).
Nor does my mom usually get told that my brother's scope is a "crotch scope".
Nor does my brother have his scope picked up and swung around by an adult who then claimed "I can't see anything!".
Nor does my dad get stuck in a chess game with a nitwit who took 20min to make a move.
This was the dumbest and most assholic set of people I have ever dealt with. We ended up taking down our stuff hours early because there were so many dickheads.
It may not be that they are dickheads or stupid. I dunno, sometimes when you go to places that have very specialised interests like a star party, you may get people who have autism spectrum disorders or various other developmental disorders.
Or they could just be dicks.
earthy, should have pointed the telescope at the sun and make those dicks look. Then they'd know not to fuck with you.
I confess that thanks to Ron Swanson, I now have high standards for anyone named Ron. And that I expect them to be at least 25% as cool as Ron Swanson.
And this is why you deserve the Spammiest Member award.
I confess that I have short periods of laziness/demotivation and I don't post or do mod-related stuff for days at a time. When I get over the laziness, I internally cry at the amount of unfinished tasks that Bob left for me to do in his absence.
I confess that I'm not really trying to get out of my debts.
On the large scale, I'm almost out of it, but I don't pay any attention to these last bits and it's becoming one big money-hungry chaos, several instances want a lot and they want it right away.
Now I have several big projects lined up, which will get me tons of money and clear my debts, but I already let one of those get cancelled due to lazyness.
I'm not really doing anything for the others too, that's happening with minimal amounts of effort in between the videos of the most random shit on YouTube I can find. Also manga.
I just can't seem to get out of these feelings, these moments. I'm enjoying doing NOTHING so much (which isn't like me at all).
But I just can't seem to find any motivation, and I'm getting depressed about nothing and everything more and more.