God, math and physics can drive us nuts sometimes ._. And I only had the silly parts of them... I can't even imagine quantum. Hope you'll rock your finals.
I confess that I'm rather confused.Today I went to a theater play of our school.I met her there and we had lots of fun watching it,as it was aweful.However,one of the 'actresses' was dressed in a tight suit and looked really hot.After that play,when most of the people went home,a pal of mine and I stayed for a while longer and he happened to know her,so he introduced me to that hot chick.I made her laugh a lot(even though I'm reaaaally shy when it comes to talking with girls I don't know at all) and we were like hurr durr the entire time.Then she wanted to know something about me,so I told her I'm an artist.Bitches love artists it would seem.It seemed as though we could get some action going,but we,who were not part of the ensemble, had to leave.That's the part where I get confused.You see, even though it could've worked out between us(she had beautiful eyes) that evening,I kinda hesitated.I'm not that kinda jerk who just jumps to the next bitch in sight.On the other hand,I think I should forget about her.At least in that love way.Guuh...though I guess I should concentrate on my exam for now,even though stuff like that makes it difficult...
And I confess that I was under alcohol influence while writing this.But only a little bit.
Honestly, give it a try. better that you gave it a try than constantly ask "what-if." You're not jumping to the next "bitch", but you shouldn't limit yourself to one girl who's already taken. That's worse, in my opinion, as you didn't take chances that could have been very good.
And g'luck with your exams.
I would hesitate getting bleepstruck by a girl you just met only because you were "hurr durr"-ing with her for a bit. I guess it really depends on how you feel about the first girl in the end. Have you guys ever talked about how you feel about each other, or did that not really go anywhere?
There's nothing wrong with being a jerk in that sense :hmpf
But to be honest if you want something and that other "her" won't give it to you but this one might, why would you hesitate to go out and get to know the hurr-durrian better?
I confess I've once let three girls slip because I was being loyal and slow. I was working on girl 1. Then girl 2 was really into me but I knowingly let her be and even passed off sex to not mess up my work with girl 1 who I had (and still have) deep feelings for. Eventually girl 1 slipped for various reasons, and girl 2 around the same time slipped too. Probably from getting bored of me "not taking the hint" while I knew about the baiting all along of course. All the while girl 3 was into me but too idiot to tell me or even drop a hint. Girl 3 was my crush when I was younger and she passed me down for an idiot back then. Had I known about girl 3's feelings I would have jumped right at the boat (this was after girl 1 and 2 were out of the picture). Funnily girl 3 while being after me for so long without showing it (too afraid I suppose) got together with another dude, and only then told me the whole story.
The moral of the story is, Googz. Make a move on girl 1 or see them all slip out of your fingers. And then you will think "wtf happened? I had x girls going on and now I'm with zero".
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I confess that while I'm revising (right now), there is some wild sex going on next door. They're drumming the wall separating us and she is...expressing her enjoyment loud enough.
...my focus is lost for a while...
I confess I spent the night at a female friend's place after the party yesterday and instead of having sex we ended up ordering pizza, talking and getting to know each other much better and I must say that I really enjoyed it but at the same time it was so unlike me (and her). Don't know what to make of it lol >,<
So you couldn't blaied the female friend .
I confess, I never expected that from blai
Is she your friend as in "friends with benefits" type of thing???...If so, then it would have been unsual to chitchat instead of blaing .
It was just, I dunno, I kinda enjoyed the whole just talking thing more than the regular sex shower sleep routine and, meh, I dunno, that's a first for me.
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Opening up to someone, never mind the unexpected choice of who we open up to at times can be pretty interesting and even scary sometimes. I think in some cases it's easier to talk about deep, heavy things with someone you're not interested in sexually/romantically.
At least you're aware of whatever "image" you're trying to give off, that's better than being in denial about it. Half the battle of bettering yourself is being as self-realized as you can be and recognizing the things that you'd like to change or improve. Doesn't make it easy though, it just gives you a slight advantage.