I confess that I had an awful panic attack concerning my parents. After getting legal consultation on the house, I learned that the ruling has been made and now we have to challenge 2 default judgements - something orders of magnitude harder and something that our first lawyer said we didn't have to worry about. We honestly could be kicked out at any time. My mom's already emotionally unstable because this has been going on for a while, and I was afraid my mom might consider suicide while I was miles away at school, with no ability to help her or my dad.
I'm able to think more clearly now, only because I've been able to distract myself by talking with friends.
Augh. It's been one of those days, and it still ain't over. I need to work with my sib to find a lawyer in the next day. God fucking dammit... (yeah, and it's right before finals. FML.)
Wow, sorry to hear. Hope it all gets resolved soon.
I got to spend the evening with a good friend and her boyfriend. The jerk hung around for a bit, but other people keep him in line. Overall, it was great - talked politics, got good spaghetti and chicken and tiramisu (those French girls were so good at cooking!), and had a great time. Back to finals, but I feel more myself again. Thanks!
I confess that I start to really like another girl. Damn, I'm feeling like I'm in a soap opera
and now I'm kinda scared to hang out with her...
Men have no balls U.U
I confess that life has continued it's never-stopping mission to kick me in the balls.
One of my cats - the one I adopted from my grandfather and have had since she was 6 weeks - is suddenly acting really chaotic. She purrs but then suddenly runs and gets scared, hiding under the bed and growling at me. Yet earlier she wanted to be petted. She's acted incredibly erratic, especially since a few days ago. I'm really worried, because she's never ever done this before. She's always been the quiet cat and now she doesn't want to eat, etc. It could be the stress, it could be an earthquake, or it could be something wrong with her. I'm just afraid.
She's a friend of a friend but we instantly liked each other the first time we met and met a lot of times alone. I thought she is just a good friend to me but now I feel like there is more. Not too sure yet, hard to describe my feelings :/ I'm thinking of her quite often though so maybe I'm just denying my feelings for her. The feelings for my girlfriend are still there and yet I feel like they are fading away. Oh god, what a mess...