It's my first year. What I'm studying at is what is called a polytechnic which the students take a course that specialize/targets a single industry.Quote:
I'm in the tourism and resort management course and this will be my first year...
It's...acompletely different life from my secondary school because I'll be experiencing all kinds of stuff. Alot of hands-on and practical in a polytechnic too.
I hope it does. just being sane is enough for me .Quote:
What songs should I check out? I only tried one of their songs, BYE BYE.Quote:
It's a pretty nice song, reminds me alot of Yuzu. How do I put this...I like it!
Yeah, sometimes socializing and being someone you are not to people for a few moments here and there can be a bit tiring. And as it takes it toll on you(meeting people you are not used to, trying your best not to mess up), gets tiring too.Quote:
I don't know why I sometimes feel so different from the person at home and the person outside. I'll work on i guess haha.
Oh that's nice. I hope your year goes well and that you enjoy the course and new direction your life is taking. Depends on what sort of way is easier for you to learn, but I found practicals to be a lot easier to learn than theories or lectures. So what made you choose this course?Quote:
I'd recommend the songs for Chihayafuru: STAR and YOUTHFUL. If you go to YouTube, two members played for acoustic session, and they're good. That English <3
Argh, I really forgot to answer you Zel Gonna do it when I have some time on my hands, just wanted to say that I didn't completely forget you yet
Looks like someone's enjoying Twitter a lot lately.
Finally I'm responding I'm very sorry for the late reply Zel =/
The thing is, aren't there always people who are better at some things than you? That's only natural and can't be changed, but it's nothing to feel bad about either. Maybe you are/were down because you felt their strengths are more appreciated by others? I know that I often felt envy when seeing people who can easily form a bond even to a random person, meaning that they are pretty much liked by everyone. This trait has it's ups and downs but can make your childhood a lot more easy. Now I did work on becoming more comfortable/friendly with people I barely know, until the point where I was comfortable with the change - that doesn't mean I changed to the point where I could easily befriend everyone but to a point where I felt it was okay. I still think I don't need to befriend everyone and heck, I will admit that I definitely won't become someone who's as open and kind to everyone as some of my friends are but that's okay. What matters to me is that you're happy with yourself and not trying to make others happy. Ofc making others happy shouldn't be ignored either, friends are a very important thing in life, but there's no point in trying to change forcefully only because of others. Change as much as you're comfortable with, otherwise people will notice you're not yourself sooner or later anyway.
Okay that turned out pretty long Anway, just like you said, it's a matter of will. If you really want to change, then go and do it as long as you're comfortable with it. I don't know you in person but you definitely should be more confident, honestly. From what I know, you're a great guy, so believe in your strenghts and work on your weaknesses. Easier said than done but I know you have the will Feeling down and depressed won't help anyone
Maybe others disagree with me but at least no one can tell me I didn't try and gave it my all. Doing nothing is the only thing one should regret, at least that's my opinion.
^ DAT TEXT WALL.
I see you lurkin' thar.
Are you alive??
yes i just...lazy to post...such a ...lazy...ass now....
i've..changed into a lazy ass.
I know dat feel, bro.
Hm, alright I suppose. Uni started this week, so it's back to less anime more "studying". How have you been doing?
nah jk its alright im also alright.
so many late nights im dying so many projects
Anime, what is that I don't even have time..i only watch like two series now.
Oh sorry for the rant.
Yeah I feel zombie.
General education, Management of Business...all those business stuff igh
tomorrow is the deadline and it looks like late night today again .
all projects deadlines end next wednesday but then I have to study for the upcoming sem exams
but I have no idea where to start cos i think the lessons lost me at chapt 4 and they are now at chapt 10.
Exams in 2 weeks, deadline in 1. omg.
that felt good.Quote:
Oh im watching toaru S and shingeki