smart*cough*. Well, there are some things that makes me different from my classmates.
My classmates ALWAYS, and literally, ALWAYS, asks help from their classmates when they don't understand the lesson. For my case, I understand it all on my own. Well, that is if I don't understand it. I make it a rule for me that if I can't understand something, I'll self-teach myself. And as a result, here I am, doing well the day after the lesson (which is usually followed up by a short activity or quiz). For my classmates's cases, they ask for help, and show only worries or concerns about the lessons the day after. They don't bother trying to understand it themselves. Heck, we even have a first honor (we're in the second section - meaning, we're the average-minded people) who doesn't even bother to try to understand the easy Math lessons we have. She'd always go, "HA?!" "HAAAA!" HA?" or other types of "Ha's". Her mind is good, but it's only her diligence that made her go up to that rank. I honestly think that it's annoying to be like that because it's like she's only willing to understand something that has someone to help her.
Through my short life, I've finally discovered that not everyone's there for you, that there are times that you just have to be on your own. No, it's not the same as independence. (It's probably the effect after what I found out.) It's just that people aren't there for your forever. You're not acting independent; you're not being independent. People just aren't there at times, and people need to cope up with it.
Observations tell me that the longer they keep up with this, the harder they'll be able to cope up with problems where they can only cope up with themselves. She's smart, I'll say that. She's diligent, definitely. But she'll have a hard time at the rate she's going.
I really wish I'll find a strong point in me. >.< I'm hoping I'll find it sooner or later. Life hasn't been easy for me, probably the same for you, but I guess it's just hard.
*puts them in a smaller cage* They're too big for that cage. :O
Yeah, sometimes there are people who don't even try to understand the subject, but luckily most of my friends here is a lot more diligent than me. So usually they try to study themselves and if they don't get it even after trying, only then they will ask for help. If they're the type who can understand things quickly, I'll be happy to help, but if they have slow loading, I'll run away quickly. I just don't have the patience to teach someone like that. I'm patient in other things, but NOT that one. It just turn on my berserk button.
Oh, I think someday you will. It's different for everyone, some people only take months, the others take years to find their strong point. Life is never easy. I complain day to day about real life, but I can't do anything against it so I just take all life can give me and use it to my advantages. I had to suffer a lot in order to find who I am but I have found my place now. It doesn't mean I'll stop struggling, it will get even harder but at least I know I can face it head on. Maybe just for a starter, you can list all the good an bad things you can find in yourself and ask your friends for honest opinions about you. I warn you, it's going to be tough but I think if you can manage it until now, you'll.. survive.
Rem, if phio/yuki or anyone else starts boring you, just tell me. I have good connections between the higher-ups.
BTW, do you read Bakuman/DN?
Great that we're on the same side on that one. xD I usually hold off my temper by a fake smile. Up until now, I've been wondering if they've noticed if that smile is
And phio-chan's smaaaart? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I'm not surprised that he's smart, I'm just surprised that he's... well... intelligent. xD loljk. I've got a lot of respect for you guys. Also, even though I'm an honor student, I'm just hanging in the bottom. Out of the 92 or 93 students in our batch, we have 42 or 43 honor students. I'm ranked 35.5, so basically, I'm just hanging. Still, I feel that it's a huge feat. Our batch is the only batch that has achieved this number of honor students. We are in three sections, and the first and second year students only have 13 honor students. The fourth years only have two sections, but it's good enough that they got less than 30 honor students. Even if I won't become an honor student, it makes me feel happy and great that I'm part of this determined batch of competition in honor roles. xD
And about the 'survive,' I got... well, a bit scared on that part. Well, it felt... a bit... depressing? No, not the right term, just that, it's sad. xD
Also, DN? As in Death Note? If so, I haven't because I've already watched the anime. If the anime and manga are the same, I won't read it any further. Anime's also great, except for the ending. Sure, the ending was mind****ing and all that, but it felt like it was crap at the same time. I can't explain why I felt that though. @.@
I was away for several hours and look at what happened here. Such spammers you guys are. Sorry, Remnant.
...And at this point I give up reading the next wall of texts you guys made. Sorry.
No, no, no. You will turn into ashes.[/QUOTE]
. . . ashes of evil?
phio found herself a lover
Remnant x Phio
My other nickname is beautiful, IMO. Feel free to call me Catherine, though I may not always respond. Sure! I can make more friends too that way.
You really should explore MH's smiley database, Remnant. You will find beautiful ones there, from to to to to to to .
(Sorry to mods of GC, I do not mean spamming at all; I simply am on a tour for this new member.)
*climbs a very long tower*
*kicks the ass of an evil witch*
*kicks a dragon's eye into his brain*
*saves her... to be a lover?*
You save people to be a lover. @.@