Googlez you PLAYAAAA. Lol, I envy you, something like that happened to me last year... but I didn't have the balls to say "fuck this" (so, I ruined the relationship and nowadays we're nothing, we can barely see at each other).
Nah, seriously, men and women aren't that different. In fact, every single person is different, so you can't say "women like this" and "men like this other thing".
I hate myself the most whenever I miss my dad.
I wanna say that I feel like shit. I miss being myself. I used to be a fun, carefree person although somewhat random and excentric. I think leaving portugal was the worst thing that happened in my life lately. I left behind all my friends who liked me even though I was kinda crazy and now I'm alone.
Not only I found myself alone. People who I tried to approach said I was crazy and stuff and although they didn't hate me I wasn't able to form bonds. That kinda made me down and made me become a more quiet and reserved person and also I have become bitter towards people I don't even know for no reason.
After becoming quiet and bitter towards people I think my old personality which I loved has gone away and now I feel that I have become empty inside.
I found a girlfrined whom I felt an attraction towards but I think it has become an empty relationship with time. Just like every thing in my life.
If I don't get into uni this year I seriously don't know what to do with my future. I fell that suddenly the ground I was standing in has crumbled.
I want to find good friends again. I want to become the person I liked to be again. I want to find my path again.
Man sorry for bringing depression in after all the good posts you guys have been posting.
You can't go back to Portugal?
Don't think my parents would like that. And I wonder if at this point that would solve the problem.
There's no such thing as too slow with education man. As long as you make it worth it. If Uni is what you want, even if you don't make it in again, you should do it. And if I'm not mistaken you missed out on it this year because of some sort of formality/technicality right? So just make sure shit is in order and there won't be any reason to doubt it.
I would be your friend, BBBro. ._.
I confess I got depressed for some reason... ( It's not like there isn't anyone to talk to...Oh, wait..there isn't)
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I confess hospital nurses were more friendly than I remember them to be. I wonder if wearing a uniform makes it more appealing lol.
I had a pleasant experience.
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I'm here for you man - <3
That awkward moment when something happens that makes you feel stupid, makes you hate yourself a little more, makes you lose a little faith in humanity, makes you want to break random shit.
That doesn't happen to me often. But it just happened.