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93) Chapter 40 - What's Important 1-6: uuu
94) 1: Sei...? 2: I'm going out... 3: M...me too! 4: Leave me alone...! 5: S-Sei?! Where are you going...? 6: S... 7: Sei... 8: Ryou... 9: I'm glad I met you... 10: Once you find your answer 11: Tell everyone about it!!! 12: Ryou. 13: I...
95) 1: ...Sei. 2: Ryou... 3: You don't look so good... 4: Go ahead, have a seat. 5: It's fine. 6: I see. 7: Why...
96) 1: Why...didn't you help us today...? 2: Ryou!! 3: ...I told you. 4: I'm done with all that. 5(2b): There's no laws on this island...so who says I have to help? Everyone should just do as they like. 6: Fighting or not fighting...live or die...people can kill as they please, too. 7: This isn't the lawful nation of Japan. 8: After almost dying, I understand now..."the law" doesn't exist here!! 9(2b): Don't you feel anything? Sugi gave you a compass on the day you set out...Tomo always helped you. 10: And all the people who went with you...they were following you, Ryou. 11: Tomo's cutting is getting worse. 12: The girls can't sleep at night, and are wasting away... 13: Sugi's trying to support everyone in your place, but...he's reaching his limit...!! 14(2b): Everyone is...especially after what happened today... 15: Why is it my fault...? It has nothing to do with me! 16: Are you being serious?
97) 1: What do you know...I...I don't have anything left... 2: I can't go to the only person I want to go to... 3: Just leave me alone... 4: Must be nice...to have had something to lose, Ryou. 5: Fuck you... 6: I had nothing. 7: Absolutely nothing. 8: Nothing to tell anyone...nothing so wonderful that I could die if I lost it... 9: I had nothing. 10: But you had something. 11: You lost it, but you did have it at one point. 12: But now... 13: I have something too.
98) 1: You told me 2: that you were glad you met me. 3: That's the first time in my life I've heard such a thing...! 4: I had nothing...I was just waiting for death. 5: But now people thank me. 6: They count on me. 7: On the day you set off, you told me that when I figured out my reason to live... 8: when I found what was important to me, I should tell it to everyone. 9: Your words, 10: and everyone else's words. 11: That's...what's important to me. 12: Sei...
99) 1: If you really think that you have nothing to do with us, 2: then I've lost those words. 3: ...fine. 4: I think you died 5: in that shipwreck.
100) 1: You don't...understand... 2: I... 3: Eri... 4: Eri! 5: Eri... 6: Hm...? 7: Oh...you were in here... 8: You alright? 9: Yep. 10: I'm not going anywhere. 11: Oh...
101) 1: The one who didn't want to be alone 2: was really... 3: Fishing!!? 4: Yeah. 5: B-but then...you know what'll happen... 6: It'll be the same thing all over again!! We can't... 7: Let's go, Tomo. 8: If we run away here, we're finished. 9: It's alright... 10: Today I'll bring my bow. 11: We can't count on anyone. 12: We have to protect what's important to us by ourselves...!
102) 1: Good luck out there! 2: We're counting on you! 3: I can't do it... 4: Let's stop this! 5: You aren't going out? 6: Too bad, I was hoping I could join you! 7: You know...I can't get too much on my own... 8: Hey! You guys are gonna help out too, aren't you?! 9: Come on! 10: Hey, where are you going? 11: W-wait...
103) 1: Ryouuuu!!! 2: Maybe 3: we move forward 4: H...hey. 5: Ryou! 6: by losing what's important to us 7: and then regaining it. 8: Then stepping ahead. 9: Let's go. 10: Together, 11: with those we treasure... 12: Yeah! [Chapter 40 - END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/33866[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 39 by molokidan2012-03-18T07:50:26+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for I-M.
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83) Chapter 39 - Confrontation
84) 1: I was woken by Ikiru's barking in the morning. 2: Someone else committed suicide... 3: It was him. 4: He hung himself in front of the school 5: as if he wanted to display his corpse to everyone. 6: What did he want to say...? 7: Who did he want to attack...? 8: Liar! You're wrong!! 9: It was... 10: ...i... 11: Sei! 12: Are you alright? You look pale. 13: You don't think this is YOUR fault, do you? 14: Huh...? No, I'm fine.
85) 1: I...! I...!! 2: No, you had nothing to do with it! Calm down. 3: Everyone, calm down and listen. 4(2b): This is no one's fault! He wasn't making an effort to live from the beginning. 5: He knew it himself... 6: Now, let's get the body down and bury it. 7: We have a lot to do today. 8: He may have lacked Ryou's strength, 9: But Sugi was still able to act like a core for us. 10: His logical statements supported everyone. 11: You alright? Don't worry about this. 12: Including me... 13: Yeah...thanks. 14: It's gonna get hot today. We need to get the nets in the water. 15: Yeah.
87) 1: Are they in?! 2: They're in! 3: Alright! 4: That's a lot! 5: Phew... 6: Everyone's gotten so good, I could barely keep up. 7: No, having two extra people was what helped us. 8: All I really did was float, though... 9: Did you cook them? 10: Yeah, how about you? 11: Perfect!
88) 1: Tadaaaa! 2: Sashimi! 3: It isn't perfect enough to be called that. 4: But we're all lacking vitamins, so when we get big fish, we try to eat it raw. 5: While you're in the mountains, Sei, we need to work hard too..! 6: Y-yeah...we can't just receive all the time... 7: Metabolic insufficiencies are common when people are low on vitamins. The vitamins in fish are destroyed by cooking them, but they are sustained in the raw meat. 8: I'm not the only one looking forward and trying to survive. 9: Mmm. 10: It's good! 11: This isn't the time to get down on myself. 12: We should dry them while the sun's still out. 13: Awww, let us rest a little longer, Sugi! 14: No way! 15: C'mon, let's hurry. 16: Fine, fine. 17: What's wrong?
89) 1: It's them...again! 2: Again? 3: Heey, how did it go? Looks like you got a lot of fish, Sugi-chaaaan! 4: Niiiice. 5: We tried our hardest, but we couldn't get any! 6: Girls, get back!! 7(2b): H-how long are you going to continue doing this?! Have you gone crazy?! 8: You're the crazy ones. 9: We're all suicidal, remember? 10: Saving food for later is stupid. 11: We've decided we want to live now. What's wrong with that?! 12: If you don't want to live, then why don't you just die?! 13(2b): Hey, that's mean...if I'm gonna die, then I want someone to come with me... 14: Wha?! 15: This is bad...maybe we should give them half... 16: No!! 17: If we give them some, then they'll work even less!
90) 1: We have more people on our side! Men, grab sticks and step forward...women, protect the food! 2: A-are you really going to fight?! 3: Sugi! 4: Isn't there anything else we can do...? 5: Ooooh, you wanna go? Fine, put down the fish! 6: If we get serious, someone's gonna die!! 7: You wanna go?! You wanna go?! 8: Bring it on! 9-12: hoo 13: C'mon, that's enough. Let's give them the fish. 14: No. 15: Uuuu... 16: J...just give them some... 17: Just get away, Tomo! Trust us...! 18(2b): Listen carefully. We don't have to beat them up...we just need to get the fish back. We just need to make a path for the girls to run through! 19: Once the girls get down the slope, we'll make a run for it too! 20: L...let's go!
92) 1: Hieee! 2: Didn't you hear? 3: We're not letting you go. 4: Now leave the fish. 5: Or die. 6: Ahh 7: My stick! 8: Bamboo isn't going to work!! 9: Just give it up! 10-12: hoo 13: Your arm's next!! 14-16: haa 17: Ry...!!! 18: Ry-Ryou! 19: Ryouuuu!!
94) 1: In the end... 2: They stole all our fish. 3-4: uuu 5: Uuu...I hate this... 6: I...can't take this anymore...
[Chapter 39 - END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/33734[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 38 by molokidan2012-03-09T10:27:46+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for I-M.
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73) Chapter 38 - Isolation
74) 1: How's this spot? 2: Looks good. 3: We're fine...no one's following or watching us. 4: Alright. 5: Let's bury it here. 6: Be careful of rain. If it overflows with water it could get washed away. 7: Fearing that the meat would be stolen, 8: we hid the meat we butchered and salted 9: OK. 10: in a stream. 11: But if someone finds it they'll take it... 12: Yeah. 13: Geez... 14: It's hard enough to survive as it is. 15(small): I don't want to hear that from you. 16: But it isn't all bad news we have for you. 17: Oh yeah, that's right! 18(2b): There's something we want to show you. Let's go. 19: O...okay.
75) 1: Look. 2: This is... 3: a field...! 4(2b): Just like you said, Sei, there were a lot of crops left around here. They weren't in very good condition, though. 5: But potatoes are tough...that's what most of these are. 6: Kai! 7: Some people wanted to eat them immediately...but we decided to cultivate them. 8: There are some people here whose families were farmers. 9: Hi...I'm Minoru. 10: We mixed leaf mold with cut weeds to make compost. 11: Growing potatoes is pretty easy, so I think we'll be alright. 12: Wow...
76) 1: Ah...hi... 2: Let's go... 3: They're scared. 4: Scared...? 5: Everyone knows, man. 6: Why Yoshimura died... 7(2b): I once told you we were both "have-nots," but that was my mistake. Sorry. 8: I don't have the willpower you do. 9: The willpower to kill someone else in order to keep living, that is. 10: I'm jealous.
77) 1: Sei? 2: What's wrong? Did something happen...? (He says weird stuff time to time, you know.) 3: Nope. 4: It's fine...just stay calm. 5: Look...it happened again. 6: Who dug them up? Animals? 7: Close...it was "other people." 8(2b): There are other people out there who don't have crops. You know...it's the usual suspects! 9: "Agriculture" is something you do with hope toward the future. 10: For people who don't...or can't see a future, it's meaningless. 11: For us...all we have is "now." 12: There wasn't a person who couldn't understand Kai's words... 13: It isn't easy for us to look ahead.
78) 1: Hey... 2: What's Ryou been up to? 3: Mmm... 4: The same... 5: He's living alone in the diving shop on the beach. 6: He fishes and does everything else on his own. He hardly talks with anyone... 7: ...oh... 8: Ohh!! 2: Hey! 3: ...bastard 4: Ahh! Ken!! 5: What?! 6: S-stop it!! 7: S...Sei!
79) 1: Ken! ...a-are you alright? 2: Y...yeah. 3: What's going on?! 4: Getting wounded can lead to death here, you know?! 5: Wh...what are you thinking... 6: Give us the meat. 7: We just want to eat. 8: You hid it, didn't you? Hand it over. 9: ...I told you, I won't give any meat to those who do wrong. 10: No matter what...! 11: Are you saying killing isn't "wrong?" 12: It may have been Yoshimura's fault, 13: but you didn't have to kill him!
80) 1: So what, Aoki...? 2: If Sei had been serious, we'd be dead too!! 3: T-that's not true!! 4: Aoki!! 5: H-he ran after us with his bow and killed Yoshimura!! 6: He even sicced his dog on us in the dark... 7: He isn't suicidal, he's a murderer!!! 8: Y-Yoshimura said it himself... 9: A...Aoki. 10: You idiot... 11: Yoshimura never said such a thing.
81) 1: Y...Yoshimura never said anything like that. 2: I took care of him because you never came, Aoki. 3: But he didn't say anything like that. 4: What he told me before he died was--... 5: We were gonna kill Sei and steal his meat... 6: But it was at night, and I got scared and ran off. 7: I heard him call out stop, too. 8: I was so stupid... 9: He was just trying his hardest to survive... 10: Even to the end, I couldn't believe myself... 11: and I couldn't believe anyone else. 12(2b): He said that if he got better, he wanted to be friends with us and apologize to Sei...
82) 1: Y-you're just making stuff up... 2: Y...you're lying...! 3: You're wrong! 4: You're wrong... 5: Why... 6: Why...dammit... 7: What should I do? 8: Dammit...what should I... 9: You failed. 10: Y...you're... 11(2b): You tried to isolate your enemy, but now you're the one isolated. 12: And things are just going to get harder. 13: You've lost your standing both there and here... 14: Ah... 15: Ahhhhh...
83) 1: Don't you think...it's about time? 2: There's no reason to try so hard anymore... 3: You've done enough. 4: If you're too scared... 5: I'll help you out. 6: Oh... 7: Ohhhh...
[Chapter 38 - End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/ars-magna/releases/31318[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 34 by Ars Magna2011-09-05T15:31:12+00:00Ars Magnaadmin@mangahelpers.comSuicide Island Volume 4 Chapter 34
For Illuminati-Manga _______________
65 Chapter 34 Fellows
We've got to hurry Ikiru. We must make it to the point until noon. Woof.
Uaaaah! Oww...
Oh great...
67 Uuuuh.
Where's the other guy?
Dunno. When I woke up I was alone. Maybe he went back. Why won't you go back?
You told me yourself what kind of place this mountain is. W-What do you mean?
I don't really know how to put it in words... Anyway, this place is really important to me.
Important? If we follow this route down we will be at the mountain stream. That's as far as we can go.
68 Ikiru and I will go deeper. We won't back until we kill a deer.
Bye.
Good boy, Ikiru. You got pretty fast. Woof! At this rate we will find a deer until daybreak.
69 What are you doing? Why are you still following us?
At this suicide island... There's no place... you... you can call precious!
This is the suicide island! Only those who are at the end of the road are here! Neither nor you will change!
Nothing will cha-
Uaaah!
70 W-Watch out man! That's why I told you to go back. T-That's none of your business!
Oh man... You won't be able to leave the mountain alone since you came this far. Guess you will have to tag along.
We have to treat your wound before you catch an infection.
71 I-It's okay! The bleeding stopped already. No! There are so many people who died from simple wounds. We need to treat it!
Ugh.
H-Hey! That's water!
Are you thirsty? Then you can drink the rest. Nah. What about you?
I'm fine. I'm chewing a sala bud. More importantly...
72 We will go up to the peak as long as the sun is up to find a crowd. That's going to be a bit tough.
We will do that without eating anything? T-That's...
Yes.
We need to help each other or it won't work. If we fight in the mountain both of us will die.
Well? If you don't like this, then I- All right.
I got it...
73 What did he get?
Let's hurry! Woof!
Where on earth is he planning to go?
74 Did you see anything? Psst!
I knew it!
It's on the hill of the sea side. We will head to the forest from there.
T-There is a mound? You know that?
Let's hurry. We can chase them once we enter the forest. H-Hey! Is it near?
75 I-I can't go anymore. I'm at my limit.
Here. Eat these.
T-These are grasshoppers! I grilled them at night. You should eat something. It's going to get tougher.
76 Is this... edible? It's a bit salty but tastest okay.
All right. If we keep going like this we will be at the windward. I guess I've to ambush them once we are at the summit.
The question is if we will make it to the top before them...
小屋 Hut 風 Wind シイの森 Chinquapin Forest 峰 Summit セイ Sei 鹿の群 Deers 海側の丘 Hill on the sea side 海 Sea
If I don't hurry he will even drag me back. Don't think he can keep it up.
77 Let's split ways.
Hey! Are you planning to leave me behind?! No.
We are at the windward right now. We need to cut their way before they make it to the summit. We really need to hurry up, so you need to stay here.
So you are going to leave me here! You will continue to chase the group up to the hill. You can take it easy. They will realize you at some point anyway.
You can go slowly. They don't fear humans because they know they are faster. They will head toward the peak as they keep a fair distance. But that's where I'll be waiting for them.
78 Can I take your word?
We won't make it out alive if we don't work together. If we fail, we will march out tomorrow.
All right, I got it. I'm going to die anyway...
He's already up there...
79 I guess he left me here. I can't blame him though.
After all I did... I'm just a drag... Not to mention I tried to kill him.
I don't need any help. I'll wait for my death here.
Then why do I move on?! What am I expecting?
sfx: Panting/deep breathing
80 The deers... So I'm at the hill... Yeah, looks like it.
81 Hahahaha. I did my part.
It's fine... I don't care what happens now.
I can't... Move any further.
83 Ikiru! Woof! Woof!
Ah... Ah!
84 He...
It's him!
[Chapter 34 END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/ars-magna/releases/30858[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 33 by Ars Magna2011-08-07T11:48:26+00:00Ars Magnaadmin@mangahelpers.comFor Illuminati Manga
Suicide Island Volume 4 Chapter 33 _______________
45 Chapter 33 The Mountain
46 Look, Ikiru. When I see them with those weapons,
fear strucks my chest. They are completely exposed. But at the same time
Rage... Grrr.... It's all right.
I was encompassed by so much rage This is our mountain. {furigana: (battle)field} that I was...
47 felt nauseous. {こみ上げてきた} I don't want them to find out the location of the hut, so I'll lead them toward the sea.
panel2: Panting
Shit. It's so hot.
Didn't we lose him? Do you know where you are going? Y-Yeah. Are you sure?
Come, Ikiru!
48 See, all is cool. Yeah... Let's stay on guard.
49 I'm back. How was it?
Looks like he's camping somewhere. But I couldn't find anything like a hut here.
That bastard... Was he bullshitting?! Maybe... No, this has to be his hunting ground...
I see. So, what now? Shall we sleep?
That bastard... I'll catch it tomorrow. Huh? What are you talking about?
50 I mean... The meat. Ah...
It's all dandy if he gives us the meat and does as we say. If he doesn't...
It'll be his last meat he'll eat... Well... ours too.
Ha-Hahahahaha. Oh man, we are so wicked. Hahaha. Yeah. Indeed.
I can't believe it.
51 I used to be very quiet and honest... Hahaha, aren't all of us like that?
I wonder how I ended up like this. Stop it.
I will... I'll do anything I like that I coudln't do before. Food, women... I'll do anything until I die!
Wow, that sounds pretty selfish.
52 I'll let you do as you wish since you'll die anyway. Where is he?!
H-Hey... You'll take the meat and kill me...
In that case... Come ou!
I can see you clearly. I'm ready to pull the trigger any time.
S-Shit! The fire! Put it out!
53 Ah!
I-Can't see anything! Of course you won't after staring at the fire and then suddenly putting it out. I can't see anything... Shit! We're in deep shit!
Where is he?! I'll close my eyes and count until thirty. A flare! Find a flare!
When I open my eyes again, I'll be able to see my surrounding a bit better. Sei was used to the darkness of the forest.
54 It's half-moon but the moon is clearly visible. I should be fine if I move slowly.
What do I do now? I can't forgive them. Well? I should...
...give them back to earth.
55 They want to kill me too. No!
I... I don't have the right to do that...
I've to get out of the mountain, and never step on it with wicked feelings.
Come out! Come out, I said! I'll frickin' kill you! Don't shout! Dammit! I can't see shit!
Come! Come... out...
56 He's close. Huh!
Uaaaah! Ouch!
M-My arm! Ugh... Stop it! Stop swining the knife when you can't see!
57 He... He's in there. I-I'm bleeding! Shit! Shut the hell up!
Grrrrrrr! Whoa!
He's close... Come on, it's easier than shooting a deer. Fuck... Ugh... What now?
What now? Aah... Ahhh...
58 Uaaah!
Crap! If he runs in the darkness...
Wait! Hiiii!
Wait! Aaah! Dammit!
Shit! Stay away!
60 Did you fall? Hey! Hey!
Did I... Kill him?
Did I...
61 Ugh... H-Hey... You okay?
Sh... Shit!
Look!
Uwaaah! D-Dammit!
62 W-What... What happened to him?! What happened to Yoshimura?!
He died.
What?! Y-You bastard! What are you going to do?
Fuck this! Fuck! Let's kill him.
63 Are you going to shoot us with that? D-Do it!
We're gonna kick the bucket anyway... Sooner or later doesn't matter. So, are we gonna kill each other?
64 We've to stop the bleeding. Wha-
The mountain isn't a place for murder. Y... You...
It's a really... Really important place...
[Chapter 33 End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/ars-magna/releases/30857[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 32 by Ars Magna2011-08-07T11:47:28+00:00Ars Magnaadmin@mangahelpers.comFor Illuminati Manga
Suicide Island Volume 4 Chapter 32 _______________
25 Chapter 32 Evil
26 A few days has passed and Ryou was back on his feet which was a big relief for us.
However he doesn't seem to be in the mood to talk about what happened. Is he trying to get over it? Or rather... he just silenty gazes into the emptiness. Well, we can't blame him.
Hey! Over here! *Woof!*
Wait, Sei. Sorry.
27 You're really used to walk through the mountain area. I can't keep up with you.
It's over there.
The water is low there.
Found it. Looks like it didn't got swept away.
28 And the meat seems to beb fine too.
Yay! I see. Thanks to the gasket no water could get into it, and it provided a natural cooling.
Yeah. If I had left the smoked meat, insects and rats would have gone for it. I made this with the tools I found in the hut. Hey, this is pretty useful. Let's gather more boxes to store food.
Sei, is it really okay... to take this meat?
29 Sorry but we can't rule out that it'll get sntached away. I mean I resisted but... Sorry... I'm a pacifist.
Then let's take as much as we can eat? That... will motivate them to do that even more. Whatever. Just take it.
We can't survive if we don't resist. You must understand that.
Yeah, you're right. Yeah... Let's go back.
30 They understand it... No, they have to understand this...
But is this for real? They are... I mean we are suicidal.
Will we... see the future... Will we really see what lies in front of us?
We're finally back! It's so heavy! Well, it's good that it's heavy, right?
You can say that again. No! Stop!
31 Whoa, bedclothes? They look decent! Hey, cut that out! You'll give it to us, right?
Hey!
Ah, Sugi... Hey...
Why the scary face? We didn't do anything... Whoa!
32 Hey! That's a huge clump of meat! Will you... share this with us... Yeah...
No.
We won't give it to you with that attitude. Never!
33 What? You're gonna shoot with that arrow? Oh yeah, you threatened me with that before.
Try me...
S-Sei! What's wrong with you? We're trying to die here, no?
You can keep that half-assed moral sermon to yourself! You wanna do it too, don't you?
Just do it! Everyone here is... H-Hey!
34 Ryou...
Let's go... Y-Yeah...
35 We'll come back for the meat! Keep that in mind!
What the hell?! It's okay. Leave them be.
Thanks for saving us Ryou! Where you at the beach? Thanks. Yeah.
Wow, that's a lot.
We have the smoked meat Sei got. Let's... No need.
36 I'll eat the fish I caught. I'm fine.
Huh?
Hey...
Wait a second? People like them are causing trouble here. We have... Stop it!
37 Give mea break, okay? Stop relying on others.
I've done enough already, didn't I? Cut me some slack already...
Ryou... Ryou!
38 No one was able to stop Ryou. No one...
I've seen how he, who always carried the others ended up.
There's no way we could have said anything.
We don't have a future if we don't help each other instead of relying on others.
39 That's for sure. Huh? You're going to the mountain again? Yeah.
Since they are up to something, we need food to stop them. They might change their view if we have enough food.
Otherwise... it'll be a mess.
That's terrible!
40 No... I'm sure that's how it will end. I'll try to get babck as soon as I can.
So.. about the rest...
A-About the girls...
Oh the girls! Yeah. I'll keep an eye on them. Great! I'm counting on you.
Hahahaha! You're so kind, Sei. So, who should I particularly take care of? What? Uh... I didn't mean it like that... What? There has to be someone!
41 The next day...
Sugi-san, Tomo and I decided on a few symbols and I headed to the mountain.
It seems as Ikiru knows that we're going to hunt and huffs from excitement. *Huff* *Huff*
Me too. Let's do this! Setting foot to the mountain
is like a sacred privilege for me.
42 We were a bit late to move out, but I hope we'll make it until the sunset.
Grrr... Ikiru?
Uuu... What's wrong? This place is far away-
43 They're chasing me?! They aren't holding weapons to hunt... Oh!
They're here to steal it from me!
44 My heart is struck by anger and fear... Grrrr... I know how you feal, Ikiru... We'll go to the hut later.
I cannot allow the evil to enter this mountain!
Change in plans. I definitely can't!
[Chapter 32 End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/ars-magna/releases/30856[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 31 by Ars Magna2011-08-07T11:46:23+00:00Ars Magnaadmin@mangahelpers.comSuicide Island Volume 4 Chapter 31
Ryou has weakened quite a bit. He can only drink water which really makes me worry. Don't tell me he... Don't be so pessimistic.
I don't want to!
07 Wait! You are the only one who has medical knowledge! It's enough if you watch over him. It has nothing to do with medical knowledge!
Even if I know, there are no drugs on this island! What if he... dies like that person?
Is... death something bad? How... How would I know that? Whatever, I don't care anymore!
Tomo! Yeah.
08 Ryou, we're coming in.
Lay down. You need some more rest! I-I'm fine... Really.
I'm fine so... let me stay here.
B-But...
09 I'll listen to you if you want to talk.
What happened at the sea? How did he get shot?
Please tell me.
Okay.
We decided to set sail to the open sea. We were heading to the north. The waves were calm, any everything was working well.
10 We can't proceed without the wind. It's better to get sea-sick than getting caught in a storm though. Yeah. Looks like there's someone who already got sick.
Hey Yamazaki, are you all right? O-Oeeegh. (Eeek)
Drink some water. The waves are a bit harsh here. Hang on, we're almost there. OK. Thanks.
Ryou!
11 Dude you are amazing! Huh? Yeah.
Without you, we'd have been already dead. Suicidals like us decided to live on. Leaving the island and go back home.
It's all thanks to you. Yeah! Is that a compliment or what? (Geez, stop it.)
When I get back home...
12 I'll cherish my life and apologize to my parents. I want to tell them about the island, about what I felt and about you guys.
On the second night...
Hey!
13 Guys! Wake up!
There's light! What?!
T-There really is! A fishing boat?
We've got to hurry! Fire! We'll give a signal too!
14 A-All right! Where's the damn lighter?!
Light mine too.
Hey! Heey!
It's coming toward us! Y-Yeah!
Heeeey!
15 A patrol boat? Why aren't they saying anything?
16 You are trespassing our waters. Leave this zone immediately! I repat, leave this zone immediately!
What?!
You are trespassing our waters. H-Hold on! We are Japanese! Japan...
Go back to the "island" immediately. The "island"?! Otherwise we'll shoot.
17 What's going on? L-Look...
The machine gun is moving!
Wai-
What the?!
A-Are you serious...
19 Guah.
Hey... He... Wait!
20 Wait! Wait dammit! Hey... Hey!
Wait... H-Hey... What the... Are you kidding me... Shou... Uuu...
Chuff chuff! {lol no idae what you call that sound} Ryou pulled me up when I was drowning. It was so dark I couldn't see anyone. I barely managed to hang on a log.
21 At dawn we could see the island. Are you awake?
Sorry guys. Can you leave me alone?
Y-Yeah, sure. Sorry, we were a bit too loud. Catch you later.
Bye. Oh, Sugi-san.
22 S-Sorry guys... They stole our meat...
Anyway we have to team up and oppose them! How is Ryou? He's conscious but not on his feet. W-Wait a second.
Does that mean we will have to fight? We need to cooperate in order to survive...
That's correct. But we aren't in a situation where we can be this idealistic.
23 If we don't fight, we'll die. They're trying to make this an anarchist island!
N-No way!
Anyway, let's gather the others. Where will we gather?
When I came to it...
24 I always find myself gazing at the ceiling of a hospital room. In the end I didn't go anywhere.
Heh...
*cry* Hahahahahaha!
Dammit!
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185) Chapter 30 - Washed Ashore
186) 1: Carrying the deer down to the river and disassembling it went easier than I imagined. 2: No, not here! 3: Ruff 4: I could have done more if Ikiru hadn't got in the way of my work, but thinking of what he had done for me, I couldn't be angry. 5: When I shot it, however, I think I pierced its stomach, so the contents spilled out all over its guts and meat. 6: I messed up... 7: I was so excited about this, too... 8: The contents had a strong stench, so I gave up on using half of its insides. I'll need to take more care from here on out. 9: Let's try to eat as much of it raw as we can! 10: Chopped liver...and I've heard that deer meat can be eaten raw. 11: Sei was also thinking of eating this meat raw also because of the vitamins it contained.
187) 1: Ikiru. 2: Ikiru. 3: Ruff! 4: Wait! 5: OK. 6(2b): Mmm...it's not just edible...it's really good. 7: I can't take it back raw to the school at this temperature...I guess that's the good part about being a hunter! 8: Right, Ikiru?! 9: Ruff!
188) 1: What I learned hunting this time is that Ikiru is a vital partner to the job. 2: Eat a little more! 3: It's necessary that I get everyone to understand a little more...and--... 4: The reason he was so concerned about vitamins was because he hadn't been eating vegetables lately. 5: While tracking for his prey, Sei cannot gather mountain plants or fish, and vitamins cannot be received from raw fish or plants. 6: This is an urgent problem. 7: I don't want to keep all the meat to myself... 8: If I don't tell them right out...what will happen?
189) 1: I can't stop thinking about it...but for now, I'll sink half of it in the river and take half of it back to the mountain cabin. 2: I'll smoke half at the cabin, and then pick up the other half on my way back...but 3: Thinking about what would come next 4: will make my steps heavier. 5: Hey, don't move it! 6: Ruff!
190) 1: I hope this will do it...I don't THINK the table will burn... 2: All I need to do is smoke this, so it should hold up! 3: The inside's gonna get filled with smoke, so we can't go in! Alright? 4: Ruff! 5: Sei used a strategy taken from hunters in South America who would line up sticks over a fire to smoke their food. 6: It's thought as one of the origins of smoking. 7: I wonder...how I'm going to explain this to everyone... 8: I can't...stop thinking. 9: This is how hard it is to assert something... 10: I--...
191) 1: Up until now, I've never asserted anything. 2: If I asserted something, there would be duty and responsibility that came along with it. 3: And I avoided carrying things like that. 4: While I cast side glances at people who got things by asserting and taking responsibility. 5: It's not like I didn't want anything. 6: I just didn't have the confidence or willpower to take responsibility. 7: But 8: In order to go on living on this island 9: that won't cut it. 10: Sei's back--
192) 1: Sei! 2: Tomo! 3: Ohhh, meeaaat! 4: You were quick this time. 5(2b): Yeah. Luckily, I was able to hunt at a close spot. 6: But isn't this only half? 7: It was too heavy to carry it all at once...I'm smoking half in the mountains. 8: Wahh...how exciting! 9: Let's begin, then! 10(2b): W...wait a minute!
193) 1: Th...there's something I want you to listen to...! 2: In order to get this meat...it takes me an entire day...and sometimes many days of chasing deers through the mountains. 3: During that period of time, I have hardly anything to eat...and I can't fish or gather vegetables while I hunt...so 4: In...return for giving you this meat, 5: I want other kinds of food. 6: H...hey, wait, do you mean...setting up an exchange? 7: I'm not saying I can't give you anything, but... 8: whine... 9: Wait...wait!
194) 1(2b): The meat...only you can go get meat, Sei! Are you trying to monopolize it?! 2: You're not gonna give it to us?! 3: Hey! Don't say it like that... 4: Then how should I say it?! He won't give us the meat... 5: We have to separate it equally! 6(2b): Equally...? Then what am I supposed to eat while I'm in the mountains...? You all want to eat something during that time, right? 7: If you don't like this exchange I've proposed... 8: Then this-- 9: will be the last meat I bring.
195) 1: Hey! 2: Se...sei...? 3: And one more thing. 4(2b): I will also not be giving meat to people who act lawlessly on this island...attacking women...using violence to steal food...etc. 5: I-I will give them nothing...! No matter what... 6: Who the fuck do you think you are...? 7: I agree. I agree completely.
196) 1: Lately, people who have been proactive in working and those who haven't have been receiving equal treatment. 2: The security around here has also gone down... 3: There are people who don't fish yet eat fish. 4: People who don't go into the mountains yet receive plants. 5: People who cannot suppress their desires. 6: I don't want to give food to those people either. I completely agree. 7: Sugi...san. 8: Hey...
197) 1: Is it alright to talk like that...? 2: If you won't give me any...then 3: I'm not going to reverse myself any longer...! I didn't really care much for this in the first place. 4: Who's the one...who said that security and equality doesn't matter here? 5: That this is a no man's island!!! 6: Now give me some...no 7: I'm taking some... 8: I-I will not allow lawlessness...
198) 1(2b): Wai...wait a minute...! Everyone... 2: I was naive...! I should have thought about this... 3: I--... 4: This is an antagonism I brought along... 5: Calm down...! Alright? 6: Shut up!! 7: Move it...! 8: What should I do? 9: No...what am I thinking about! I'm up against people here? 10: Heeey!
199) 1: H...h...ey 2: everyone... 3: W...we have trouble! 4: At...the beach! The raft...!! 5: Ryou-kun's group!!
200) 1: Ryou... 2: Ryou....? 3: It can't be...!! 4: ...h...hang in there... 5: Ryou...come on! 6: Ryouuuu!!
201) 1: Wh-what happened?! 2: Is he alright?! 3: Ryou... 4: Ryou!! 5: Uuu... 6: It...it...didn't work...d... 7: Dammit...!! 8: Ryou... 9: What? 10: What happened...?!
202) 1: Ryou...put me on the broken raft...and we came back here... 2: But I don't know...what happened to everyone else. 3: Th... 4: They... 5: They...hit us!! With a boat! Hit our raft...th...they... 6: They fired at us!! F-fired!! W-we...c-c...couldn't do anything... 7: Fired!!? That can't be... 8: Hey! 9: D...dammit...I...I... 10: H...hey! 11: Gahah
203) 1: A-are you OK...? 2: Hey? 3(2b): Then what happened?! Hey! Hang in there! Hey!! 4: H...he's dead... 5: I knew it...I knew it!! It was written on that sign. 6: Kuh...the nation...they have no intention of taking us back... 7: Ryou...
204) 1: We can't leave...we can 2: never leave... 3: this... 4: Suicide Island...!!!
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165) Chapter 29 - Hunting Dog
166) 1(2b): Yes, yes, good boy! Good boy, good boy! 2(2b): Uuu...grrr 3: Ikiru... 4: Stop!! 5: R...ruff! 6: That's it! Good boy! 7: Alright, now bring it to me. 8: Yes! Good boy!!
167) 1: Good boy, Ikiru, good boy! Good boy!! 2: Ruff! 3: Puppies want to play every day. And when they want to play, their desire to train is strong. 4: Sei continued Ikiru's training by using a dog he made out of deer fur and skin. 5: That's right, pull it! 6: uuuu 7: It was an attempt to teach him the scent of deer and to increase his attachment to them. 8: After Ryou left, I entered the mountains to hunt, 9: but maybe because I had Ikiru with me, I wasn't lonely. 10: Rather, my heart felt calm. 11: Wanna eat it together? 12: Yeah...
168) 1: OK! 2: He's so cute. 2: But-- 3: It'll be hard to get fish from here on out...to be honest, I don't know if we'll have enough for a dog... 4: Oh come on! The poor thing... 5: But we don't have HIM anymore, remember? 6: Who knows if we can actually fish properly...do we really have the room to be feeding a dog? 7: Alright, let's go! 8: We'll take responsibility for our own food! 9: Ruff!
169) 1: We entered the mountains and neared our spot-- 2: Possibly due to effects of the deer skin, Ikiru clung straight to the scent of the deer. 3-4: sniff 5: He's getting excited. 6: I may be able to trust in him now...and 7: at this spot, I would be able to carry the deer down to the valley. I wouldn't even have to set up camp. 8: I'd really like to hunt them here...
170) 1: Sei's spots 2: School 3: Valley river 4(lower): Low grassland 5: Hut 6: Nut trees grey line: The x marks are the spots where Sei saw the deer. 7: It's alright...I've been seeing deer daily. 8: This is different from before, when I didn't even know the layout of the land. 9: I'm counting on you, Ikiru! 10: A while after we entered, 11: my heart gradually grew quieter.
171) 1: Ryou leaving... 2: everyone's eyes 3: on Ikiru... 4: winter coming... 5: those circumstances grew farther away 6: and the completeness of chasing my prey filled my heart. 7: Ryou... 8: I must be that kind of person. 9: He told me that he wanted me to tell everyone about what I understand, 10: but that's only what I understand, 11: and it's separate from everyone else. 12-14: haa
172) 1: There! 2: I've watched TV and read books numerous times because people told me to. 3: But it never did anything. 4: The answer has to be found 5: There....this is the leeward side. 6: by myself. 7: There are a lot of bushes that can serve as blind spots. 8: I need to find my own answer, for myself. 9: Let's go.
173) 1: That's a pretty big group... 2: Since there are so many, there will be a greater number of eyes looking around, so the risk of being noticed will be greater. 3: It'll be really hard to move closer from here. 4: I want to try and wait for them to move. 5(2b): But which way will they move...think. 6: Toward the mountains...or the river? 7: I always see them at the river early in the morning. 8: If they came up from the valley, then--... 9: the mountains. 10: We're going to get above them...quietly!
174) 1: Good. Seems like they're going to climb up the mountain. 2: The problem is...the direction of the wind. 3: If it goes west, then we'll be on the windward side, and we won't be able to hide. WIND WEST EAST 4: This is all up to luck...
175) 1: Alright. 2: They're coming! 3: Now to find a place to aim from... 4: I was excited. 5: That's no good... 6: After searching for them and their tracks daily 7: Nope... 8: getting a grasp on their movements, reading ahead... 9: It'll be hard to see from there, and the path of my arrow won't be obstructed... 10: I was finally chasing my prey--... 11: Hurry...
176) 1: Oh... 2: So this is hunting. 3: OK. 4: This'll work...! 5: I'll have to aim from the upper left. 6: In order to hit pierce the muscle in its shoulder... 7: I'll need to pull back really hard.
177) 1: I'll use the new big arrow I made recently. 2: And... 3: count on Ikiru once more. 4: Stay down...got it?! 5: here it comes...
178) 1: I won't be able to shoot if they go right... 2: Go left. 3: Left... 4: Yes. 5: A male...it's big. 6: Still not yet...more. 7: Come in more...more 8: More...
181) 1: I thought it hit pretty deeply... 2(2b): It's fast...can he make it?! 3: Deer are overwhelmingly faster than dogs. 4: Not to mention the fact that Ikiru is still a young puppy. 5: Normally, he would never stand a chance. 6: But...having been struck in a vital spot, the deer's stamina had been greatly reduced.
182) 1: Ikiru 2: continued to chase. 3: Alright. 4-5: haa 6: He's still chasing it. 7: haa 8: As its small pursuer caught up to it, 9: the male deer became even more withered. 10: Even though it brandished its horns, 11: threating its enemy, 12: Ikiru kept his distance, 13: continuing to howl.
183) 1: There was nothing it could do. 2-3: ruff 4: And finally, it became unable to move. 5: Ikiru! ... 6: Good dog...! 7: Perfect...!
184) 1: Thank you. 2: Hunting dogs can finish their prey off by both biting and howling. 3: For biting, they actually attack their prey by biting, sometimes completely finishing it off. 4: For howling, they continually howl and corner their prey, stopping it at that spot and waiting for the master to finish it off. 5: Ikiru was growing as a hunting dog.
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146) 1: You sure you don't want to come with me? 2: Ehh?! 3(2b): You can do anything now. You went into the mountains on your own and hunted for deer...no normal person can do that. 4: If you went back you could live to your heart's content. 5: Thanks. 6(2b): But I want to try living on this island. Here, there's something... 7: Something I'm on the verge of understanding.
147) 1: What? 2(2b): ...yeah. That's the question... 3(2b): As I face the act of living on this island...it's true that I've started to change, and I've started to understand things... 4(2b): So if I were to stay here...then maybe I, too... 5: Ryou... 6: No, forget it! 7: Ryou!!
148) 1: If you...were to make it back...! Then... 2: do you intend...to die? 3: I don't have...the right...to say this...but...! 4: No matter...what way it ends up being in, I-- 5: w-want you...Ryou... 6: I want you to live!
149) 1: Live... 2: That's the first time...someone's ever 3: honestly told me that. 4: Thanks. 5: Sei. 6: I'm glad I met you.
150) 1: I 2: feel the same. 3: Let's go. 4: It's late. 5: If I had had a senpai like Ryou 6: or a friend to talk to like Tomo 7: then I--... 8: I'm thinking about ifs again. 9: When will I stop? 10: Ryou didn't answer that he would "live," to the very end.
151) 1: Are you really going? 2: Mmm... 3: With that person...Ryou? 4: Ehh?! 5: Wh...why?
152) 1: Does he know? 2: About your...um... 3: There's no way I can tell him. 4: And -- 5: even if I stayed here... 6: Yeah. Even if we stayed here--... 7: Yeah...
153) 1: Some days later 2: Ryou attempted numerous departure tests. 3: The raft had a mast and even boxes to store things. 4: It was a very professional construction, 5: that seemed like it might actually be able to make it to the mainland.
154) 1: Then, on the morning of a clear day, he decided to set off. 2: Once we arrive safely, we'll request that help is sent. 3: And if that doesn't work, we'll try to find other people to help us. 4(2b): Yeah, we're counting on you. 5: C'mon now, don't cry...alright? 6: Heeey. 7: Sugi! 8: You should take this with you. 9: What is that?
155) 1: I magnetized a needle and then stuck it to a piece of styrofoam and put it in water. 2: ? What? 3: It's a magnet! When you put it in water it points north. 4: Realllyyyyy?!?! 5: Geez...You're trying to set off without even knowing what a compass is...? 6(2b): Listen carefully. You can't go east or south...if you go into the Pacific, no one will save you! Go north!! 7: If this is an island around Okinawa or the Izu Peninsula, and you go north... 8: ...Sugi. 9: What?
156) 1: You...are cold, but you're really a good guy. 2: I'm glad I met you... 3: Wh-what are you...to be honest, I'm against this whole departure...! 4: I-I have no choice, though... 5: I know...take care of the rest for me. 6: Yeah. 7: You...be careful too. 8: Tomo! Sei... 9: ...I also...
157) 1: I'm against you leaving...Ryou. 2: B...but 3: I think that if you hadn't been here...we... 4: We wouldn't have survived...! S...so... 5: Thanks... 6: Tomo...everyone...
158) 1: I wasn't going to talk about this...but just let me. 2: To be honest, I wonder what would have happened if I met you all sooner...and-- 3: I'm glad I met you...that's how I feel. 4: But I'm going back... 5: to my place.
159) 1: See ya! 2: Ryou... 3: Ryou. 4: R...ryou!!
160) 1: Sei...!! 2: If you find an answer...to what you're about to understand!! 3: If you find it...!
161) 1: Then tell everyone else about it. 2: I'm counting on you. 3: ...Ryou...!
162) 1: The raft gradually drifted away with their hand paddling... 2: and soon they raised the sail. 3: Then, before we knew it 4: they were gone. 5: Even after the raft disappeared 6: we all couldn't move for a while. 7: That's how large--
163) 1: Ryou's existence was. 2: But we don't have time to stop now. The water is getting colder with every day... 3: If we don't throw out the nets on a hot day like this... 4: Hurry, let's go!! 5: We'll get a huge catch today! 6: But no one went to start anything. 7: The voice that had pulled everyone this far could no longer be heard.
164) 1: Stop it... Ikiru. 2(2b): Ruff! Ruff 3: I said stop...! 4: wh...whine... 5: ...Ikiru... 6: I'm sorry, it's alright... 7: Ruff 8: It's nothing, don't worry about it.
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125) Chapter 27 - Ryou II
126) 1: E... 2: Eri...!
127) 1(2b): After that came-- the hospital...and then the funeral. 2: And strangely enough, I can hardly remember a thing. 3: The next thing I knew 4: I was in that room. 5: Something must have broken then. 6: No concrete feelings like sadness or anything came into my head. 7: I just remembered. Over and over--...
128) 1: "It's so nice...being together." 2: "Hm? Yeah." 3: "I never want...to be alone." 4: "Ryou...don't ever..." 5: "leave me alone..." 6: "You're the one who'd better not cheat on me!" 7: "I won't!" 8: Within our ordinary conversation 9(2b): Eri brought up that topic so many times...and
129) 1: I even started having dreams. 2: That Eri was walking alone in a dark place. 3: What's wrong? 4: Where are you?! Eri!!! 5: The dreams continued daily. 6: I stopped leaving my room. 7: A friend from work who was worried about me brought me my bike. 8: He said insurance covered the repairs.
130) 1: Ironic as it seemed, the bike was back to a brand new condition. 2: I couldn't even stand to look at it... 3: And that night 4: I dreamed again. 5: Eri... 6: Eri, I'm right here! 7: Eri!!! 8: E...!!!
131) 1: She's all alone 2: again. 3: Where? 4: It's obvious. 5: On the highway off the road. 6: That big road...the one we always go on. 7: Whether I was still sane or not 8: I don't really care. 9: I was just thinking 10: about one thing.
132) 1: I left Eri there. 2: I have to go there. 3: She must be waiting. 4: at that spot. 5: At that intersection.
134) 1: E... 2: ri
135) 1: Please, smile. 2: When I opened my eyes-- 3: for some reason...I thought I'd see Eri. 4: But of course, I when I opened my eyes-- 5: all I saw was the hospital ceiling. 6: I 7: failed...
136) 1: I couldn't budge an inch...apparently, I underwent some really serious surgery. 2(2b): Afterwards, I had two other big surgeries...and when I was in the hospital, my parents only came to visit once. 3: The doctor...was really seriously trying to save me. 4(2b): The staff also worked really hard at my rehabilitation...cheering me on every day. 5: My heart and body gradually recovered...and then 6: I thought about forgetting...about giving up on Eri.
137) 1(2b): I could move my body again, so I returned to my part-time job. Finally-- 2: Then, one day when I was finally able to really settle down, 3: a bag of candy fell off the shelf. 4: And I remembered instantly. 5: Now that I think about it, I remember her always holding this... 6: So I took that with me 7: to the intersection I had only been to once since I left the hospital, the intersection I had avoided.
138) 1: Flowers...were there. 2: I had put them there one month ago. 3: Withered flowers were all that remained. 4: I was the only person 5: who had come here. 6: Why...? 7: What about her family, who came to her funeral? Her friends? 8: I didn't understand...she never wanted to talk about her past! 9: ...it's just
139) 1: Just me. I was everything. 2: I was all she had... 3: Don't... 4: Don't leave me alone...
140) 1: Eri...I'm sorry. 2: We were together the whole time, 3: yet I made you wait so long... 4: But it's alright...now. 5: It's alright. 6: But...not only did I not die this time, I didn't even get any major injuries. 7: It was so stupid. 8: There... 9: I should have died there...!!
141) 1: I couldn't say anything... 2: How could I? 3: Ryou had a dire enough reason to take his own life. 4: But I... 5: I-- 6: I ran from fighting with people, even ran from compromising with people, losing all my confidence and willpower, finally running away from myself. 7: That's me.
142) 1: I was shocked...by the deer you brought! 2(2b): It tasted good, too...I was moved. And--... 3(2b): the fishing we all did together...the tools we used...searching for water, and salt... 4: We even searched for stuff to eat in the mountains. 5(2b): Ever since coming here, I've no longer felt the sadness or hollowness I felt in my teen years. 6: And of all things, I've even become able to feel the completeness of living. 7: This place--
143) 1(2b): doesn't have a single thing that makes me remember Eri...and as each day comes, my memories of her grow thinner... 2: So I thought...if I stay here, then she might eventually disappear... 3: I need to go back...! 4: To that place... 5: Ryou...
144) 1: Could I tell Ryou that since he's "standing on countless lives," that I want him to live? 2: I couldn't. 3: I had no right to. 4: "I'm jealous..." 5: Ahh 6: She must have a big reason to... 7: And yet I've... 8: lost all understanding 9: again.
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105) Chapter 26 - Ryou
106) 1: The fishing that day went well. 2: But 3: everyone seemed really strained. 4: Ryou and some others are trying to leave the island. 5: Silent unrest and dissatisfaction has enveloped the rest of us.
107) 1: Right now, Ryou is the leader we need. 2: I couldn't imagine we'd have the food and security we have now without his leadership. 3: What...should I do? 4: What should I do--... 5: Talks that day were heavy. 6: I think--
108) 1: we should just get everything out in the open here. 2: About those who are going to leave...and those who are going to stay. 3(2b): Yeah. We'll have to decide how to divide up the work. Let's just see a show of hands. 4: Yeah. 5: Wait a moment. 6: Are you REALLY going through with this? 7: You remember the words that were on that sign, don't you? If the surrounding waters were to be invaded... 8: "we cannot guarantee your lives." In other words--
109) 1: Doesn't that mean you'll be killed? 2: Ha...hahaha, no way... 3: Don't you think that's a bit extreme...? 4: No, it's possible. 5(2b); If knowledge of this island was made public, it would be bad for the "nation." And if this is something that must absolutely not be revealed to the public-- 6: then they will do EVERYTHING in their power to keep it from doing so.
110) 1: ...I couldn't care less...about the government. 2: I'm leaving this island, no matter what. 3: But I won't force anyone else to. 4: No one is responsible for anyone else. 5: Decide your own actions by your own judgment. 6: Even if they get killed as a result? 7: Yeah. 8: I don't think that'll happen, though. 9: Well then, let's see a show of hands.
111) 1: Those who are going-- 2: Surprisingly, not many hands were raised. 3: I thought you'd come, though. 4: You even helped out building the raft. 5: I just thought it'd do well to learn a bit 6: for later. 7: Besides, I can't go back there.
112) 1: The reason I committed suicide... 2: is an economic one. 3(2b): Although...you can understand a little just by looking at our "friends." 4: The comparatively, normal...healthy-looking people most likely tried to off themselves for those kind of reasons, I bet? 5: But for me, I have no "burdens" here. 6: I get it...people really do have a lot of reasons.
113) 1: But to think you'd want to return so badly... 2: What's waiting for you over there? 3: Nothing...really. 4: I just want to decide where I die on my own. 5: I wonder what'll happen. 6: The water keeps getting colder and colder... 7: Yeah... 8: I can't...rely on Ryou or other people anymore.
114) 1: I'm going back into the mountains. 2: Ehhhh!!? 3: But you just got back!! So suddenly...? 4: Not just yet...but 5: we need food...before the real cold comes. 6: And we won't be able to rely on Ryou-kun anymore. 7: We need to keep going on our own... 8: Sei...
115) 1: Partly due to Tomo stopping me, 2: I decided to wait to go back into the mountains until Ryou departed. 3: Ryou--... 4: Will you really be able to...safely leave this island...?
116) 1: I should go ask him when he's going to leave. 2: If it's going to be a week or so, I'd like to go to the mountains during that time... 3: Ah...Sei! 4: Ryou? I think he's still at the raft... 5: He's been working on it until really late these days. 6: Working on it until this late, all by himself?
117) 1: Ry... 2: ...ry... 3: it...wait! 4: I'll be back soon...OK? Wait... 5: Wait for me...Eri...!! 6: E...ri...? 7: Who is it?!
118) 1: ...Sei... 2: U-u-umm, er, the i-island...Ryou-kun...umm 3: I-I was w-wondering when you'd be...leaving. 4: I-I want to go back to the mountains soon...so... 5: Umm... 6: You overheard me... 7: Ahhh, no..uh, I... 8: Ah, fine, fine. 9: I don't care anymore... 10: Sorry...
119) 1: Sei, did you 2: have a girlfriend? 3: Oh... 4: I... 5: did...over there.
120) 1: Well...it was nothing special. 2(2b): We were a normal couple...normal... 3: But 4: We were always together.
121) 1: We were both lonely people. 2: Meeting on the street at night 3: Always together. 4: When I was in middle school, my mother remarried...you know, you hear this kinda story all the time. 5: I didn't get along very well with her new husband, so I rarely went to school, and often just wandered around town. 6: She...Eri was in the same kind of situation. 7: We really were a lot alike.
122) 1: Eri hated being alone, and always came with me everywhere. 2: But the one who really wanted that 3: might have been me... 4: We both got part-time jobs and then rolled into some cheap apartment... 5: It sounds weird, though. 6: But then we finally...were able to relax. 7: We never had money, and things were always so tough, we never really had any amazing times worth mentioning. 8: It was commonplace...but 9: the hollow feeling from when I wandered around alone... 10: was gone. 11: I think we lived together for 3 years... 12: And then... 13: And...then...
123) 1: I think that's when it happened...dammit! I've recalled it so much, yet I always forget. 2: I had a little extra money for once, so we decided to go out to a restaurant... 3: She was always late at getting ready. 4: Saying the helmet didn't fit right, or that her hair was messed up, or something. 5: Yeah...the usual. 6: It was really...such a normal night... 7: We headed out onto the highway from the road...turning right onto a wide road 8: and then instantly.
124) 1: What went wrong? 2: My luck? 3: The fact that I had her ride on my bike? 4: The driver who fell asleep? 5: The helmet that didn't fit right? 6: The fact that we both met? 7: And then? 8: And then what? 9: We both 10: became alone again.
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86) 1: It bothered me ever since then. 2: What you said before you left... 3: Why do you live? 4: I couldn't get it out of my head. 5(2b): I...felt embarrassed at myself for being too afraid to die.
87) 1(3b): I am an object of desire. And I have my own desires. I hurt, and I get hurt. 2(2b): I lie, I defile. I do things I dislike, that other people dislike. 3: I'm a pile of ugliness...and it embarrasses me. 4: If I walk off here, it'll end. 5(2b): But I can't...and I can't find an answer... 6: So I waited. 7: Well that's a problem...
88) 1: This may disappoint you... 2: But I had no time to think about any of that. 3: So--I have no answer...sorry. 4: Water... 5: Water? 6: Ah...water and food... 7: And...fire...firewood for night. 8(2b): Night in the forest is really scary. While chasing the deer, I had to gather wood.
89) 1(2b): It was hard to gather water. I would gather it from morning dew and take it from tree ferns, walking around for hours at a time. 2(2b): Oh, yeah. Along the way I ran out of food---and had to eat grasshoppers. 3: I was absorbed. I continued sleeping out in the mountains, 4: just chasing the deer. 5: And then I finally met them. 6: I hardened my decision to kill and eat, and then waited to ambush them.
90) 1: They really were beautiful. 2: They were like embodiments 3: of life and nature. 4: I won't say I didn't hesitate at all, but I shot the deer--... 5: then cut off its head, sliced opened its belly...and ate. 6: Until then, it was like I was in a trance...and 7: suddenly I saw the deer down beside me. 8: I buried its head and guts in the ground.
91) 1: I will never forget that night... 2: for the rest of my life. 3: I wanted to explain these feelings 4: to you. 5: to...me?
92) 1: I...no, we 2: stand upon countless lives. 3: I feel clearly now how we are receiving life from these deer, these trees... 4: ...this island. 5: From that day forward, my nights in the forest weren't scary anymore. 6(2b): I slept soundly, as if I was being enveloped.
93) 1: That meat 2: was something we received. From the forest...from this island... 3: That's why I'm living today as well. 4: Sorry... 5: This must sound...really pretentious. 6(2b): The meat yesterday-- was really delicious... 7: And a bit...sad.
94) 1: But 2: That's why I'm living today, too. 3: Yeah. 4: Thank you. 5: I- 6: I... 7: I've been looking at such a far away place...until now. 8: Over there... 9: Far away?
95) 1: A high, out of reach place...something so bright I could never lay a finger on it...beyond my monitor. 2: that's all I've ever looked at. 3: And gradually I came to feel that I was also in there 4: that I also had something. 5: Whenever I turned the switch on, I could see it. 6: I thought I understood it all. 7: But 8: I was wrong. 9: In truth, there was no way I could ever actually go to that place. 10: I had nothing, 11: I understood nothing. 12: That's all I was.
96) 1: The world over there -- the world I was used to -- 2: was despairingly far from where I stood. 3: I had no power to fill that gap...but-- 4: I couldn't get away from it. 5: I would never stop trying to go there. 6: I avoided conduct that would make me recognize myself as much as I could. 7: I couldn't meet with people. Communication would make me recognize who I was. 8: If I realistically recognized myself, then it would become harder to go over there. 9: Reality and concrete things only got in the way. 10: And--...
97) 1: I gradually 2: lost my self-recognition... 3: and my existence. 4: No... 5: I may have purposefully tried to lose myself.
98) 1: And that's 2: what changed about you...? 3: I dunno...but 4: I simply have to look at where I'm standing and what's in front of me here. I have no way to look far away. 5: If I don't do something now, I won't live on to tomorrow. 6(3b): Thirst and hunger. Heat and cold, pain and fear-- 7: teach me that every day.
99) 1: So I'm just looking at what's in front of me...looking at where I stand. 2: And doing what I have to right now. 3(2b): Sorry...that didn't really answer your question...did it? 4: I'm sorry I betrayed your expectations... 5: No. 6: ...I'm kind of 7: jealous.
100) 1: Jeal...ous...? 2: Oh no...I thought. 3: Her darkness 4: and my darkness are different. 5: My answer 6: won't fit 7: her question. 8: And it's not just her. 9: Everyone has their own darkness. 10: Are their answers 11: all different too, then?
101) 1: But I 2: wanted to tell her 3: about that night. 4: You're making a raft? 5: Yeah...way bigger than the one we used to fish before. 6: Wow. 7: You might really be able to throw out a big net then.
102) 1: Mmm...I don't think we'll use it for fishing... 2: Eh? 3: Ryou and them are really obsessed with this now. That's also a problem... 4: A problem? 5: Look, they're already at the beach working. 6: Huh? 7: Everyone's not doing it all together? 8: Ryou! 9: Oh, so you came out!
103) 1: Well? 2: How does our boat look?! 3: We're going to put a mast and a sail on it. 4: Lots of people will be able to ride on it, we should be able to sail for about a week. 5: It's big...why so big...? 6: One week...don't tell me?! 7: Just watch...
104) 1: We'll get off the island with this. 2: Off this suicide island!! 3: Ehhh?! 4: Off...the island? 5: Sei. 6: Come with us.
[Chapter 25 - END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/27749[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 24 by molokidan2011-02-12T23:22:09+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for use by I-M.
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65) 1: Chapter 24 - Return and Unrest
66) 1: Wh...who the hell is that!!? 2: Hey... 3: Wai 4: Wait a minute!! 5: That guy's bad news...let's go... 6: Ohh 7: Let's go.
67) 1: Se...i? 2-3: hah 4: As she came in front of me 5: various emotions 6: flowed through my mind.
68) 1: I'm excited..now 2-4: hah 5: I'm the one who protected her. 6: This woman 7: is mine. 8: Wha!? No way! What am I thinking about? I need to get a hold... 9: Sei? 10(2b): Ah...yeah.
69) 1: I'm back... 2: I've returned.
71) 1: Seeing everyone's faces, I was relieved. 2: I-- 3: have returned.
72) 1: Seriously...? 2: What is this?!?! 3: This can't be described as just "delicious!" 4: Amazing... 5: This is so good!!
73) 1: How long has it been? 2: Was meat really this good...? 3: I really makes you think...this is crazy. 4: It really...was good! 5: Thank you. 6: Yeah! Thanks! 7: Thank you. 8: You have my thanks. 9: Eh? Wait...I just 10: Sei, thanks.
74) 1: Then I remembered. 2: Y... 3: You're welcome... 4: That night. 5: The night I gave my first thanks. 6: Ahh, yeah. 7: That's it. 8: Just like life cycles around, 9: so does 10: this feeling...
75) 1: Sei. 2: What are you staring off into space for? 3: Ah, no... 4: How was it, though? Really. 5: Hunting. 6: Well, I think there are a lot of deer out there. 7: I saw tracks and actual deer many times as I went through the mountains. 8: Woahh. 9: They don't have any natural enemies...so there must be a great number. 10: They don't come down here, but I see them time to time whenever we go into the mountains.
76) 1: It'd be best if we could get a steady source of meat! 2: We should be able to do it if we work together, right? 3: Well, actually-- 4: I think it'd be hard to hunt with a lot of people...if they notice anything, they'll run. 5: This is something that basically has to be done alone. 6: Well, I can't go into the mountains for days at a time and hunt deer like you, Sei. 7: Maybe you should personally teach people who want to hunt. 8: But we all can't just rely on Sei like this. 9: That's true... 10: And there's one more thing... 11: I have to tell to you...
77) 1: This dog... 2: Oh yeah! I was wondering about him!! 3: You didn't say anything, so I was afraid to ask... 4: I got him from a person. 5: The person had requested that Sei not say anything, but he had no choice but to tell everyone about the island's senior inhabitant. 6: About how he was taught to smoke meat in exchange for giving up some of it, about how he got a dog...and--
78) 1: A no man's island...?! 2: That's horrible... 3: He was the only one that survived...? 4: So...things did end up in fighting after all... 5: After all? 6(2b): We had trouble on our end too...with the group at the port. It was more like a little brush than anything. 7: No, it wouldn't be strange for a serious fight to start at any time. 8: At first it was just like we started "associating" with one another. 9: There are even people who came over to our side, people you don't know, Sei. 10: Ahh, and then...?
79) 1: Fighting is starting on this lawless island. 2: He said he wanted to be alone. 3: His words... 4: spread unrest in my heart.
80) 1: Sei. 2: Looks like you can't sleep. 3: I was sleeping alone for so long...another person's presence is... 4: There are new people here, too. Does it bug you? 5: Yeah...a little.
81) 1: I guess there's bound to be lots of trouble in the beginning of anything...but. 2: Ryou took care of everything really neatly. He really is trustworthy. 3: But...things aren't perfect. 4: Who knows what might happen 5: in places our eyes don't reach. 6: ...you've... 7: What? 7: changed a little...Sei. 8: Ever since you entered the mountains--...
82) 1: You've gotten a little...scary. 2: In the end, I wasn't able to sleep much, 3: and morning came. 4: Sssh 5: Ruff! 6: It's still early...
83) 1: Hey, don't go too far to the edge. 2: You'll fall! 3-4: hah
84) 1: Good morning. 2: Ah...?! 3: G...good morning... 4: I thought... 5: you'd come here...
[Chapter 24 - END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/27748[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 23 by molokidan2011-02-12T23:21:45+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for use by I-M.
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45) Chapter 23 - Inside Me
46) 1-2: ha 3: Ssh 4: Don't! 5-6: Hah 7: Chase them quietly.
47) 1: On the way down the mountain path, we met with a group of them. 2: Whether or not they noticed us, 3: we followed them at a distance. 4: I shouldn't be able to track wild deer so easily...but 5: maybe without any major enemies on this island, their alertness has gradually dulled... 6: Which means there must be a great number of them on this island? 7: If I can find them this frequently... 8: Sei's guess was on the mark. The level of alertness for deer without any major enemy is becoming a problem even on the mainland here in Japan.
48) 1(2b): But with this luggage, it'll be hard to chase them into the valley... 2: I should be able to come back here soon... 3: Alright! 4: Let's leave the important stuff. 5: We should be able to come back here without getting lost... 6-8: hah
49) 1: I want to tie you up... 2: but you'll whine...I bet... 3: You have to be quiet and follow me! OK?! 4: Quietly. 5: Let's hurry.
50) 1-2: haa 3: Good. 4: They've stopped moving. 5: If they intend to be in the bushes until sundown, 6: Then we'll go around to the stream. 7: Let's move. 8: hah 9: Well...? 10: hah
51) 1: I can't see too well... 2: I think we're pretty lose, though... 3: Uu... 4: You picked them up?! ...good. 5: Stay still until I shoot...please. 6-8: hoo
54) 1: Whether he was merely surprised after seeing deer so close for the first time, Sei's inexperienced partner jumped the gun. 2: This is a natural occurrence for an inexperienced, young puppy. But Sei doesn't have the time to wait for him to mature. 3: Ikiru is a hunting dog now, not a pet dog. 4: Ikiru!!! 5: Ruff
55) 1: No!!! 2: whine! 3: whiine... 4: Wait. 5: Good. Good dog. 6: Failures are also good chances for training. 7: 3-4 months after they're born, puppies quickly learn basic information. Not even painful failures are wasted time.
56) 1: We've gotten down pretty close now. 2: We should be behind the school after a little more. 3: Ruff! 4: Eh? 5: Ah, ok, let's go. 6: Ruff, ruff! 7: Oh yeah. We have to go bring the meat!
57) 1: A voice... 2: A...scream!?? 3: No...! 4: Yeah, it's coming from the school! 5: Ruff, ruff! 6: Wait!
58) 1: That voice 2: Could it be... 3: Could it be?! 4: Could it be?!?!
59) 1: There! 2: Those two...I don't remember seeing them before? 3: But...that hair...
60) 1: An anger powerful enough to stand all my hairs on end 2: rushed through my body. 3: An unknown couple of men 4: were intruding 5: on my territory.
61) 1: What was it... 2: It's not like she was mine. 3: But 4: This insuppressible 5: feeling...
62) 1: Within the mountains, when I was absorbed 2: in chasing the beasts. 3: there was something I came to understand.
63) 1: Wha...an arrow!??
64) 1: I won't kill you...but 2: I understand it 3: clearly now. 4: But I will shoot your arms and legs. 5: Now stop. 6: There is a wildness 7: even inside me.
[Chapter 23 - Inside Me END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/27747[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 22 by molokidan2011-02-12T23:21:23+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for use by I-M.
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25) Chapter 22 - A Name
26) 1-3: Ha 4-6: Haa 7: W...we finally made it. 8: Haa 9: Now we can rest.
27) 1: Haa 2: Well, of course you have a lot of energy... 3: Haa 4: You slept in my bag for half the day... 4: Haa 5: Let's stay here today, and then we can finally go home tomorrow. 6: Ruff! 7: No food yet! 8: It's been two days since I left that guy's house. And partly because of my added weight, this journey has taken much more time than I expected. 9: I didn't hurry, either. 10: It's been over a week since I left the settlement now. 11: I wonder what's been happening to everyone. 12: They probably don't think I'm alive anymore.
28) 1: But for some reason, I'm calm. 2: I may be the calmest I've been in years. 3: I have enough food. 4: I have a partner to talk with. 5: If I return to everyone, I might feel relaxed. 6: But 7: I may see fighting 8: and see or hear things I don't like? 9: Come back alive.
29) 1: Sei... 2: Sei-kun... 3: Sei 4: Hey, let's go gather some calibyum nuts! 5: Calibyum nuts! 6: Ruff
30) 1: What am I thinking...I'm going home! 2: I'm going home! 3: Let's go! 4: Oh yeah, there's a lot more here than before. 5: It'd be best if the deer appeared to come eat these... 6: Well, what do you say we head back?
31) 1: What's wrong? 2: Uuu... 3: D-did you find something? 4: No way...! 5: They're here?!
33) 1: whine... 2: Yes! Good. 3: Whether or not he felt the unusual atmosphere, the dog tensed up and lowered his body. 4: There is no animal that can understand human intentions more than the dog. It is connected to the instincts that they are born with. 5: Since dogs originally moved in packs, they value communication with their allies, and puppies are the same. 6: It's a big target... 7: I might be able to do this!
34) 1: I can shoot it!!
35) 1: biii... 2: Ahhh 3: Oh no!
36) 1: H-hey! 2: Wai... 3: ...t... 4: This is bad! 5: I should have tied him up after all.
37) 1: Heeey! 2-4: Haa 5: No good...? 6: Maybe he got lost and went back to the cabin... sfx: ruff ruff 7: Over there?! sfx: ruff ruff 8: Heeey! 9: ruff ruff! 10: Don't just jump out so sudd...
38) 1: You... 2: Amazing! Were you telling me where it was?! 3: Yes! That's the prey!! 4: It may be a fluke, 5: but it also might be...
39) 1: He may have just gotten excited and chased after the bird...but the dog performed as he had been expected to. 2: Good boy!! 3: The retrieval of wounded prey is an important ability for hunting dogs to have, and Sei felt a small response in his partner. 4: Uuuh 5: So energetic... 6: You really are amazing...
40) 1: But I can't just keeping call you "you" forever, can I? 2: I need to give you a name. 3: whine... 4: I'm Sei. 5: And you're... 6: You're--... 7(2b): Sei...Sei! What's wrong?! 8: Hey...hey!!
41) 1: Mother 2: Father 3: Why... 4: Why did you name me 5: "Sei" (With the kanji for life) 6: Why me... 7: Why... 8: Me... 9-11: hah
42) 1(2b): You're energetic. Energetic, and strong... 2: Brimming with life power. 3: I... 4: want to be like you. 5: Life...power... 6: Life...
44) 1: You have the same name as me. 2: Sei and Ikiru! 3: For the first time in my life, I gave something a name. 4: We'll finally be home tomorrow! 5: I have a name too. It was a name I was called everyday, which I could never bring myself to like. 6: ruff ruff! 7: But I realized that it was probably given to me along with some kind of hope.
[Chapter 22 - A Name END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/27746[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 21 by molokidan2011-02-12T23:20:53+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for use by I-M.
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1) 1: --I've heard of that... 2: ...there are a bunch of rumors spreading about it on the net. 3: The rising rate of suicidal people... 4: And how the country can no longer support their expenses. 5: That's why they've chosen to DISCARD them all...and banish them to an island. 6: I think...it was to a place called 7: --"Suicide Island"
2-3) *exactly the same as v2
4) Chapter 21 - No Man's Island Chapter 22 - Name Chapter 23 - Inside Me Chapter 24 - Return and Unrest Chapter 25 - Question and Answer Chapter 26 - Ryou Chapter 27 - Ryou II Chapter 28 - Departure Chapter 29 - Hunting Dogs Chapter 30 - Wanderer
5) Chapter 21 - No Man's Island 1: No man's island...?!
6) 1: What are you....come on! Y-you must have killed a number of people if you were sent here. 2: O-otherwise--... 3(2b): I haven't killed a soul...why? What's this about a no man's island... 4: What's going on here...? You really haven't killed anyone? 5: You don't look like a killer, but... 6: What? 7: What do you mean?! 8(2b): This is an island for banishment. 9: Banish...ment?
7) 1: Years ago...there was a time when the anti-death penalty movement was at its peak, right? And simultaneously, brutalities were increasing at rapid rates...and even though this country doesn't even have what's known as a "life sentence," the prisons were absolutely full. 2: And then...a top secret program that was a reform in name only was put into execution!! 3: A reform...program...? 4: I-it wasn't that!! It wasn't a reform program at all!! 5: Th-this country... 6: It took the deep pool of vile criminals it had...criminals that should have been put to death--... 7: a-and banished them onto this island!!!
8) 1: This...lawless island. 2: But...t...that's... 3: the same as... 4: They thought that if they put people in a place where they would be forced to work together in order to survive, that they would! 5: No matter WHAT kind of people they were. Makes me laugh... 6: What do you think happened?
9) 1: It was Hell!!! 2(2b): Rape, steal, kill! The country just threw their beasts out into the field!! 3(2b): Most people couldn't make it through the first winter. And the ones that did just killed each other off... 4: Right after the fighting started, I ran into the mountains and somehow managed to survive. 5: Heh. Did I scare you...? Relax. 6(2b): I'm a murderer, but I'm small-time. I realized that after coming here.
10) 1: So...what did you do? 2: They wouldn't have sent you here for nothing. 3: ....I...committed suicide...but I failed, repeatedly... 4: The ones who came with me are all the same. 5: Wh 6: Whaat...!!? 7: ...no. 8: I suppose...I can understand. 9: The crime and suicide rates have been going up ever since I was out in society. 10: If I hadn't taken up killing...I might have just killed myself...
11) 1: I thought the same...that if I hadn't chosen suicide-- 2: would I have killed someone else instead...? 3: I can't say for sure. 4: This country is getting crazier and crazier...no 5(2b): In the end, I'm not even sure what's crazy and what isn't.
12) 1: Hey, come on, you'll rip it. 2: Gonna head out already? 3: Yeah. 4: I'd like to reach the hut on the mountain by nightfall. 5: Th...there might only be fighting waiting for you after you return, you know...? People are like that. 6: Wh...when they get backed up against a wall, they'll...do anything.
13) 1: W-well? How about...staying here? 2: Eh... 3: Y-yeah! You go get the meat, and I'll handle the veggies...see? 4: How about it?! I think we could do pretty well together!! 5: ...u-umm...I'm sorry... 6: But I told my friends that I would definitely return... 7: I'm sorry...even though you're asking me like this... 8: Ahh, naw, it's alright. (Just thought I'd try...) 9: W-well, it IS easy to l...live alone... 10: He was smiling, but 11: I think his life alone in the mountains was a very tough one.
14) 1: I invited him to come with me, but he said he didn't want to. And then-- 2: he said he wanted me to keep him and his hut a secret. 3: He told me about a mountain path to take on my way back. 4: The mountain path was around the top, so it would involve climbing, 5: but it would be quicker than getting lost. 6: He also suggested I go looking for abandoned farm fields when I returned. 7: That we could apparently find produce (like potatoes and stuff) in the grass. 8: He said he made his fields from gathering up vegetables and planting them in wild grass.
15) 1: He was a nice person. He didn't seem like a criminal. 2: Did he change too 3: after coming to this island? 4: Alright. 5: Let's go! 6: Thank you for everything. 7: Y...yeah, take care...
16) He-- 2: watched me go 3: until we could no longer see each other.
17) 1-3: haa 4: It's a tough walk, just like I imagined...
18) 1: haa 2: hoo 3: haa 4: Hey, c'mon! 5: Don't get between my legs! I'll step on you. 6-8: haa 9: I'm glad you can walk on your own, but at this rate... 10: Doesn't seem like I'm going to make it to the hut today. 11: I need to hurry up and find somewhere to set up camp.
19) 1: Ahh 2: No! 3: Don't do that! 4: Ruff! 5: You're sharp...can you tell it's meat? 6: I need to be careful.
20) 1: I have expectations for you, so...I'm counting on you. 2: I didn't take a puppy when I myself was just barely surviving merely out of sympathy. 3-5: ha 6: The thing I was really feeling remorse about from my hunting was not being able to directly chase the deer after finding their tracks. 7: I imagined there would be more times when after shooting a deer, it would escape in a wounded state. 8: And if it were able to survive after running for a bit, there was a possibility that I would completely lose it. 9: This dog might become a good partner who could directly chase after my prey, 10: thought Sei. And that was certainly not a misjudgment.
21) 1: Dogs have been called excellent hunting partners since the Joumon Period. 2: Since dogs usually hunt in groups, they have a strong ability to communicate with allies while working. 3: Alright, alright. You want to eat meat too, don't you? 4: We'll start your training at once, then!
22) 1: Wait. 2: Wait!! 3: Mealtime is a unique opportunity for training. 4: In order to get food, the dog follows its master's movements closely, remembering signals and instructions. 5: Wait!
23) 1: It's true that the dog may look pitiful, but this is a very important method to use. 2: If this can be continued with praise, awards, and play in between, the training will progress. 3: Then trust and a master-servant relationship will be deepened from this communication. 4(2b): Wait! Waaaait! 5: OK! 6: That's it! Good dog! 7: Ruff!
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92) Chapter 20 - A Senior Inhabitant
93) 1: Now what? It'll take two days to get back... 2: I'm sure it'll rot...it's pretty hot now... 3: I guess it'd be better to cook it? 4: This is bad. 5: If I can't take home this meat I worked so hard to get, then what was the point of all this? 6: Smoke... 7: In a place like this...? 8: Someone's nearby?! 9(2b): Oh yeah...that doesn't mean it's someone I know. In fact, it probably isn't. 10: What should I do? 11(2b): I'll go see...and be careful.
94) 1: I thought it'd be closer, but... 2: I'm not there yet? 3: A...a house...a field!?? 4: Impossible...there are people living here!? 5: There's even a dog. 6: Don't tell me there are actually people living here. 7: Weren't we the first ones...!? What's going on!!? 8: Oh yeah! 9: They may be people who survived...!! 10: E...excuse meee. 11: excuse me! 12: Someone...
95) 1: Uwahhh!! 2: Wha...!? 3: Wh...who is it?!?! 4: Y-y-y... 5(2b): W-what did you come to steal!? I'm not giving you anything!! 6: Not a single thing! 7: Wha? ...eh? 8: I-I...um... 9: Sh... 10: wahh 11: I-I hunted a deer...! Nearby... 12: Then I saw s-smoke and... 13: D-deer!? 14: You hunted one...? No way... 15: I...I'm telling the truth...
96) 1(2b): Wh...where is the m-meat...? All by yourself?! 2(2b): Yes...I managed to hunt it, but can't carry it back to everyone by myself... 3: F-friends?! You have friends here?! 4: Ah...yes, they've settled near the port. 5: But it'll rot before I carry it back... 6: I have to do something--... 7: In that case, just smoke it. 8: Smoke? 9: W-want me to teach you?! 10: Eh? 11: I-in return, 12: G-give me a little 13: o-of the meat!! 14: O... 15: okay. 16: But...wow.
97) 1: You got it with that bow? You made that? 2: Eh? Yes... 3: That's awesome! I m-made one out of bamboo, but I couldn't get any birds. 4(2b): Bamboo is too soft...you can layer them and make it strong, but it's difficult. I went and found flexible wood and then made one. 5: Hmm...you sure know a lot. 6(2b): Man, i-it's been so long since I've had meat!! I can hardly wait...I set traps, but they never fall for them. 7: This guy living here--... 8: He cheerfully spoke with me a lot as he skillfully cut off the meat, making his original threatening attitude seem like a joke... 9: How long has he been living on this island for? 10: It must have been a while since he's spoken with anyone... 11: Alright, looks like that's it. 12: L-let's take this to the shed. 13: Wow, man!! Minus the stomach*, we've got 30kg! (*the weight minus the intestines) 14: This way, this way! We'll hang it and then smoke it from the bottom. 15: H-hey, move it! 16: Here we are. 17: P 18: puppies?!
98) 1: Yeah...they keep increasing. Wanna gut a few as well?! 2: Ehhh!!? 3: We've got no choice! I have no room to keep this many, and if I let them go, they'll become wild and then it'll be too dangerous to go up to the mountain!! 4: B-but... 5: More importantly, let's hurry up and hang this. 6: O-okay. 7: And take off its back legs with that knife. 8: OK. 9: Alright! 10: It's smart to mix in green wood. 11: That way the fire doesn't get too high! 12: Smoking it for one night should be enough. 13: Really? 14(2b): But...h...how much can I have...? 15: Ah...okay then, how about half... 16: Reallyyyyyy!!? 17: Yes...it'd be too heavy to try and take any more over the mountain... 18(2b): That's true! OK...ok, but...th-thank you. 19: You're welcome.
99) 1: In...in return, 2: A-a dog! Please give me a dog. 3: Eh? 4: A dog...? 5: You wanna eat one? 6: No. 7: C'mon. 8: Come...
100) 1: OK, you! 2: Let's go back together! 3: I-if you're gonna eat it, you should let it get a bit bigger. 4: Wheeeew! 5: Boy did that hit the spot! It's been so long!! 6: It's been a while...since I've had real vegetables. 7: Thank you very much. 8: Can I ask you something? 9: Sure? 10: H...how long have you guys been here? And how many... 11: I don't know for sure...probably around fifty or sixty...at first. 12: 60...?! That many...? 13: That's bad...that's really bad...
101) 1: Ahhhh, it's gonna start again...the killing, the stealing...horrible t-tragedies... 2: T-they're gonna come here too!! S...sixty whole people... 3: ...are you alright...? 4: Y-you're young...how old are you? 5: What are you talking about? Killing...? 6: How old?! 7: ?...20... 8(2b): You're that young? W-what d-did you do... 9: What did I...huh...? 10: D-don't play dumb!!! 11: H-hold on a second... 12: Get away from me!!! 13: H-how many people did you kill?! At such a young age... 14: Kill... 15: You wouldn't be sent here for any small number!!!
102) 1: Not... 2: to this no man's island...!! 3: No man's...island?!
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82) Chapter 19 - Over these Lives
83) 1-3: hah 4: Oh yeah! I need to gut it... 5: before the sun goes down!! 6: First...first...what should I do? 7: I think...I read about this in a book. 8: Blood! 9: That's right, I need to get the blood out of it...!! 10: Strangely enough -- the feelings of confusion and hesitation that came before I shot did not return. 11: I need to finish before the sun goes down. 12: Turn it upside down...with a rope. 13: I guess I'll use the rope to hang it. 14: I concentrated on tracing back my meager memories.
84) 1: What am I doing...it feels strange. 2: Eiko-senpai--... 3: After Eiko-senpai passed away, I spent my idle time paging through the books she left behind. 4: Various books about bows. 5: It was as if I knew 6: that I would end up this way... 7: so strange. 8: Looks like more blood will come out...I wish I had a water source for taking its insides out. 9: I should go down to the valley and look. 10: There's water dripping around here and there...good. 11: Maybe--
85) 1: Looks like I'll be able to work here. It's bones will be heavy, but I should try dragging it down here. 2: Hoo...first I need to make sure of the order I do this in. 3(2b): Cut off its head with the machete, open up its stomach, then take out its intestines. 4: I think I have to cut a big section off to remove the excretory organs so their insides don't touch the meat... 5: Can I do this...? 6: No, I have to!
86) 1: Where should I put the knife in...? 2: Around here? 3: Unless I cut open its ribs, I won't be able to pull everything out. 4: I need to use the machete...! 5: I used to hate blood and raw stuff like that-- 6: but I didn't find it the least bit gross now. I even thought the intestines were beautiful. 7: Why? 8: I carefully and cleanly continued my work. 9: Here. 10: From the thigh to the rear. 11: I'll need to huge wide and take all its skin off. 12: I felt a sort of love to the life I took. 13: How will I be able to take it all out safely...? 14: This is bad...I have to prepare for my vigil before the sun goes down. 15: I need to hurry.
87) 1: I think...this is the liver...with this temperature, the intestines might not hold until tomorrow...I'll use these first. 2: I cut out the fat between the skin and meat 3: and put it into the heated frypan. 4: The sweet, scented odor of the fat strongly stimulated my appetite. 5: What a nice smell... 6: It's been so long since I smelled fat. 7: I salted the liver I sliced and fried it.
88) 1: It wasn't even about the meat being delicious or not. 2: It was about being "satisfied." It was the first time in a long while I had felt that about a meal. 3: Hoo... 4: Everything that happened today...everything I did. 5: What was it all? 6: Those deer were alive... 7: Bursting with vitality in the sun...
89) 1: She died, 2: and I survived.
90) 1: Do creatures...really return to dust? 2: I hope so... 3: Thank you... 4: Thank you...? 5: It suddenly came out-- 6: Hot emotions poured out deep from my heart, 7: and I finally understood 8: those words. 9: To the deer that gave me its life 10: the forest that raised the deer, 11: and this island, 12: warm feelings began bursting out. 13: Feelings of gratitude... 14: For the first time in my life, I felt thankful.
91) 1: Thank you. 2(entire box): for everything this island has given me: deer, fish, nuts, bananas, fern leaves, and salt. 3: I received them and survived. 4: They let me live. 5: I didn't take anything. 6: I received it. 7: I-- 8: I am standing over 9: lives piled up over many months and years.
92) 1: I'm going to live. 2(whole box): Close to this island, inside this circle of life.
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72) Chapter 18 - Taking Life
73) 1: The sun has really risen. 2: It's hot. 3: Maybe it'd be a good idea to take my cloak off...no, if they come now... 4: I need to hydrate myself with the few fern leaves I have left. 5: I want to drink water. 6: Are they...really coming? 7: Doubt rises in me. 8: It's not like they appeared here every day. 9: The sun is strong today. 10: And on this knoll, 11: which gets much more sun than the forest... 12: maybe I should go make preparations and then come back...then I'd have food... 13: ...no.
74) 1: I just want to escape from this painful situation... 2: That's so like me. 3: I was always good at that... 4: I could think up as many as I needed. 5: Get it together! 6: No one will listen to my excuses here. 7: I wait. 8: I'm good at waiting. 9: Aren't I? 10: I waited so long for something to happen...no, for it to end. 11: That's how I feel. 12: After a while, wind came up from the ocean. 13: What a big help! 14: This'll make things easier. 15: But if they come from the forest behind me...they'd smell me and turn around. 16: What should I do... 17: That place is a little sunken in... 18: Should I move over there...?
75) 1: There they are!!! 2: Since when...oh yeah!! They're avoiding the sun. 3: If they came up from the beach...then I should be on the windward side... 4: They're far...should I wait for them to come out to the meadow? 5: Or... 6: No, I should move over there. 7: It should be OK if I stay low... 8: Conveniently enough-- 9: the ocean wind snubbed out both Sei's smell and sounds. 10: Fate was currently on Sei's side. 11: Alright... 12: I made it over.
76) 1: Where are they? 2: They're in the meadow!! 3: Oh...so this knoll is a pasture. 4: They're eating as they climb...calm down. 5: Move slowly. 6: Breathe quietly..I'll use my longest arrow. 7: It's alright...they haven't noticed me. 8: Good. 9: Slowly... 10: Slowly 11: There aren't too many. 12: It's a weak group. 13: Is that parent and child...? 14: They aren't being cautious at all. 15: ....ah... 16: But...how
77) 1: How free 2: and beautiful... 3: they look. 4: Is it alright? 5: to take the life 6: of such a beautiful thing...? 7: Do you have the right, the worth.. 8: to do something like that? 9: It's not about right or worth! 10: It's just in order to purely... 11: to purely...live... 12: Without you, this place would be paradise. 13: And you're going to soil it? 14: I have to...to live... 15: No...! It's in order...to live!!
78) 1: Even though you tried to die? 2: Because you had no worth 3: or purpose... 4: Which has more worth? 5: Do you really not understand? 6: Seriously? 7: No...! 8: Think carefully. 9: You see the answer, don't you? 10: I hesitated. 11: I was absorbed in myself when I shot my first deer...but--- 12: What am I doing... 13: Close.. 14: I need to shoot!! 15: They're...close. 16: You 17: sure? 18: No... 19: At that moment--
79) 1: Our eyes met. 2: How many seconds...maybe not even one passed... 3: Everything stopped. 4: Those pure, 5: entrancing eyes... 6: I let go. 7: Wai... 8: And it was like the whole world was moving in slow motion. 9: Slowly-- 10: The arrow slid into the side 11: behind the deer's front legs.
80) 1: It won't fall!! 2: The forest... 3: It went into the forest...!! 4-6: Hah
81) all bubble sfx: hah 1: Did I lose it...?! 2: I-- 3: hah 4: The right 5: to take life 6: the amount of worth 7: that makes one exalted 8: what should 9: or should not be done... 10: I don't know about any of that...
82) 1: hah 2: I just know-- 3-4: hah 5: that today 6: I took a single life. [Chapter 18 - Taking Life END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/26155[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 17 by molokidan2010-11-21T15:48:46+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for use by I-M.
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62) Chapter 17 - To Live, To Kill
63) 1: chirp... 2: chirp chirp... 3: Ahhh! Dammit... 4: I missed again!! 5: I miss no matter how many times I try. My target is too small. 6: And there are so many birds around here, too... 7(2b): I'm almost completely out of food. This-- 8: means I'm finally going to have to start eating things I'm not used to.
64) 1: Sei has become used to eating fish, bananas, and mountain plants thus far. He's been able to eat "normal" things. 2: But in survival situations, one could say those conditions are rare. 3: One eats not food they like or food based on taste, 4: but whatever is ediible 5: This small machete from the shed really works well...it's much easier to walk through the bushes now. 6: And this belt too... 7: The only thing I can hunt that's edible now... 8: are these... 9: Grasshoppers have been used as food sources since ancient times (along with locusts). They are filled with protein and fats. 10: Patanga Japonica 11: Genus: Patanaga, Family: Catantopidae. They are found on the Honshuu, Shikoku, Kyushu, and southwestern archipelagos of Japan. 12: Unlike short-winged cormorants, which are often preserved in soy and eaten, these are often found in high grass areas and shrubs.
65) 1: When eating them, it's a good idea to cook them to make sure one doesn't ingest any parasites. 2: These are surprisingly edible... 3: I tried to kill myself, and now I've resorted to eating grasshoppers in order to survive... 4: So strange. 5: For what purpose...? 6(2b): No...it's not like that. 7: This isn't for any purpose...that's a societal way of thinking. 8: Here-- 9: I live 10: to live. 11: There is no purpose. 12: It isn't for joy 13: or happiness. 14: I simply 15: live 16: in order 17: to live.
66) 1: There are a lot of big trees here. 2: Maybe--... 3: I knew it! 4: Calibyum nuts! I'm saved. 5: Feces? ...this means... 6: The deer! 7: These are deer droppings!! 8: Looking closely, I can see them all over... 9(2b): I see...so the deer came here in order to eat the calibym nuts! 10: If I move using their feeding areas as points, then the probability that I meet them should increase. 11(2b): The water source...to their feeding area. Droppings...I need to pay more attention as I continue... 12: I got excited. 13: Just when my heart was about to break, I was able to find the vestiges of it. 14: And the motivation I had lost returned once more.
67) 1: The probability that I run into them is high. 2: All that's left now 3: is this bow. 4: I did a lot of trial and error shooting through tatami mats, and built up its power. 5: It's my bow. 6: I had expectations for it. 7: But the deer I thought I had shot ran away. 8: Why... 9: What did I do wrong? 10: Power...if there's a problem with the power, 11: then maybe it was the spot I hit... 12: If I shoot its head, it should fall. 13: What about its legs? 14: No, legs and heads move around a lot, and I don't have the skill to hit them. 15: The target is too small...if only I could get closer. 16: If I pierce its stomach, I should hit its intestines and do mortal damage... 17: But it may be able to still run for a while...something...something else... 18: Senpai--
68) 1: What's that? It looks like an animal diagram. 2: Oh, this... 3: Overseas, these are quite common. They're used in competitions similar to hunting. 4: The closer you get to the vital point, the more points you get. 5: That's pretty violent... 6: Yeah. 7: The target...closer to the vital point... 8: Wait a minute?! 9: Why...why are the targets close to the area behind the front legs? 10: Each one was like that... 11: Ahh!! 12: The heart...that's 13: where the heart is!!! 14: I need to shoot the heart 15: to kill it... 16: I see. 17: That has to be it...
69) 1: I should have understood. 2: That's what hunting means. 3: It isn't something naive or sentimental. 4: Kill 5: in order to eat meat. 6: That's why I made this tool, 7: That's why I'm chasing it. 8: I know...! 9: I know...but... 10: Pierce the heart 11: And kill. 12: What... 13: does that feel like... 14: Get ahold of yourself! 15: I'm following through with this...to the end. 16: That's what I decided.
70) 1: I made it to the knoll by the ocean when the sun began to descend. 2: This is the point where I have the greatest probability of seeing them. 3: Seeing this place more closely, 4: I found tracks showing the deer had been here. 5: Once I decided on a shooting spot and hid myself, 6: the sun had already started to set. 7: They probably won't 8: appear anymore today. 9: I decided to rest after preparing my bow and finishing my preparations. 10: So that the deer wouldn't be alerted by the smell, 11: I didn't make a fire. 12: Darkness came quickly. 13: Can I...really do this...? 14: No, that's not right. 15: Do I 16: have the right to do this...?
71) 1: Kill that beautiful, pure 2: existence? 3: I threw away my life once. 4: And now I'm going to take another's? 5: You don't have the right...not a bit... 6: You can't do it...right...? 7: That may be true. I may be mistaken. 8: This may be...fruitless... 9: While I questioned myself over and over, 10: possibly from all the work I did in the afternoon, 11: I fell right asleep. 12: Without finding an answer--... 13: No, I'm sure... 14: That even if I continue forward 15: I will find 16: no answer.
72) 1: The sun rose 2: and my surroundings became bright. 3: I wait. 3: wait for them 4: wait to live, 5: wait to kill.
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52) Chapter 16 - A Vigil and A Cloak
53) 1: It was so cold I could hardly sleep. 2: I was thinking solely about the heat...not about warming myself up at night...that was a bad move. 3: If I catch a cold, I'll be done for. 4: I really really need to think more carefully from now on. 5: They say that in times without medicine, the largest number of deaths came from colds. 6: Other than people giving themselves enough stamina to prevent or heal colds, there was no other way to heal them...in other words, sleeping and eating were the only two options. 7: After finding some dry wood, he fried the nuts and dried fish. 8: It was a little heavily, but this frypan really came in handy. 9: I'd like a slightly smaller one, though... 10: How long will this food last me for...I'll have to restock myself at some point. 11: But first I need to find an easier route to walk along...an animal trail, or a mountain trail... 12: If I keep walking through the forest like this, I won't be able to climb up the mountain by nightfall.
54) 1: While searching for a "path," he began climbing. But Sei made very little progress, and lost much of his stamina. 2: Along the way, he found some more fern leaves, and was able to eat them raw to re-hydrate himself, which was a great help. 3: Hah 4: Fuh 5: Hah 6: Sometimes I can see the top of the mountain... 7: Am I really getting closer...? 8: This is... 9: a path! 10: I'm saved...!! 11: A mountain path...or an animal path? I don't know... 12: But anyway... 13: Suddenly...I can feel something. 14: An animal...a person?
55) 1: What... 2(2b): You're gonna try...that hard...? It's useless... 3(2b): Useless...c'mon...how about coming over to this side? 4(2b): No...I 5: I'm...different from you! 6: I'm different.
56) 1: Climbing up this trail a little more, I became able to see more. 2: In certain places, stakes were stabbed into the ground, and log steps had been created. 3: It really was a path for climbing the mountain after all. 4: When I turned around-- 5: I could see the school on the opposite ridge. 6: Only two days had passed, yet my heart had been grabbed. 7: The lights from everyone's bonfires gave me courage. 8: To me, that place has completely become "my home." 9-11: Haa 12: T-the mountaintop...? 13: Hah 14: Fuh 15-16: Hah 17: I'm finally...here. 18: As I figured, it's deserted. 19: I can't sense any life around here...
57) 1: A hut? 2: Maybe a hut to store work tools...? 3: A blanket! ...this'll be a big help. 4: That means I can sleep on a "futon" tonight. 5: If I tried to head to the next point at the beach now, I'd end up in the forest at night. 6: I should keep vigil here tonight. 7: I need to get back my strength...
58) 1: What a sense of security...simply seeing man-made items and a fire makes such a big difference. 2: I want to wait for the deer here...but the amount of times they appear here is probably lower than the next point... 3: I could get home in a day from here, though. 4: The truth is, I want to return really bad...loneliness is suffocating my breast. 5: Even though up until now, I was all alone, and enjoyed it. 6: I've...changed. 7: No...! 8: Hunting is an absolute necessity... 9: I need to head to the next point! 10: And do what? Even if you meet the deer, 11: you can't do anything... 12: I really did hit it with this...but...! 13: Is this bow not good enough?
59) 1: Is being able to pierce bone not enough? 2: I think this bow is really strong, though... 3: Will I be unable to hunt without a large Japanese-styled bow? No...bows for horseriding are much smaller... 4: I can't make a Japanese one...nor do Tsunomi*. 5: Tsunomi is a technique in which one matches the arrow parallel to their wrist and then turns their left wrist in order to send it out straight. 6: Without Tsunomi, the feather of the arrow will hit the bow or one's wrists and go in that direction. 7: Sei's bow was constructed using the English hunting bow as a model, where the arrow and arm are crossed over one another. 8: Bows that have shallow curves like these will cause the string to hit one's wrists unless they're properly protected. 9: I (the author) had a painful time with that... 10: It's said that the four important things to surviving are "thinking carefully," "being creative," "acting," and "never giving up." 11: It's true that necessity is a main driving force in this...but all of a sudden, sticking things out and acting has become normal to Sei. 12: Suddenly-- 13: If only I had been like this before I came here--passed through Sei's mind. 14: I might have had a completely different life... 15: Sei shook his head and stopped thinking. 16: Continuing this what-if game endlessly... 17: wouldn't change anything. 18: "what-ifs" never happen in the past.
60) 1: "What-ifs" happen--...in the future. 2: I slept well... 3: I guess blankets really are important for fighting the cold... 4: I'll just have to carry it with me...it'll add to the load, but... 5: If I roll it up...
61) 1: Mmm...! This should do... 2: The history of cloaks is a long one... 3: They began from humans wrapping fur coats around them to block the cold while hunting. 4: I wonder... 5: Is this how...these things go?
62) 1: Alright. 2: Let's go...!
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42) Chapter 15 - Darkness and Light
43) 1: F...from behind!!? I get it! 2: Looking from above, I assumed that they were walking through the meadow. 3: What should I do? This is bad... 4: ! They're windward... 5: No...the wind stopped. 6: Calm down...this is where I have to aim. I need to slowly...change my position. 7: Slowly...slowly. 8: Hide in the bushes... 9: The female in front. 10: Be careful of the grating sound... 11: Pull slowly... 12: Please...! 13: Don't notice!!
44) 1: Close... 2: Haven't they noticed...? 3: I can do this! it's enough... 4: I can hit them!! 5: Oh no...
45) 1: I 2: I did it!! 3: Wh... 4: at!?? 5: It...ran... 6: But I hit it... 7: I-I have to chase it!!
46) 1: That arrow hit it! 2: Around its neck. 3: It should be suffering from a very deep wound! 4: It may fall down a distance away from here... 5: Japanese readers will probably remember the "Arrow Duck" news that was all over the TV in 1993. Wild animals possess extremely song survival ability, so unless they are pierced in a vital spot, they will not fall down instantly. 6: Even with rifles or buckshots, unless a bullet hits a vital spot, the prey will escape. That's why hunters bring hunting dogs with them -- to chase after the injured prey. 7: Even if it's injured...there is no way a wild animal could be chased down by a mere amateur. 8-11: haa 12: What's going on here...I know... 13-15: haa 16: I know it was hit...
47) 1: Was there a problem with the strength of my bow...? No, it shouldn't be that much different from real ones--... 2: And the deer was stabbed so deeply! 3: What other problem could there be...? 4: The sun's started to set... 5: I need to give up and start climbing the northern ridge... 6: If the sun goes down while I'm in the forest, I'll be in trouble... 7: I need to hurry... 8: Sei's plan was too naive. 9: Even though the mountain may have not looked that tall from afar, traversing it using a path and traversing it through the forest are completely different things. 10: Occasionally, he could look down through the trees- 11: to see the ocean, the school, and the tower, making sure of his position as he continued. 12: Meanwhile, the sun mercilessly continued to fall.
48) 1: Ha... 2-3: haa 4: Hurry. 5: I need to hurry... 6: Light...! Please 7: Please light... 8: Ahhh. 9: The sun's already down. 10: Dammit... 11: Finding dry, easily burnable wood within a forest is not easy. In order to make green wood burnable, a little processing like what Sei is doing is necessary. 12: Light... 13: The flame is so weak, I can't see much... 14: What should I do...? 15: I guess I should find a place where I can lie down and wait for morning. 16: If I don't get some sleep...
49) 1: Ahhh 2-4: haa 5: C...calm down! 6: I...I have a lighter. 7: Dammit! I can't even see my hands! 8: This is bad...! 9: Uu... 10: waaaaahhh
50) 1: Ahhhh....!!? 2: G...g-ground... 3: How many meters...no, how many tens of centimeters did he fall...? 4: To Sei, it felt like he was falling endlessly into the darkness of the underworld. 5: The fear of not even knowing where you currently are.. 6: Sei couldn't take another step. 7: The shivering still hasn't stopped. 8: What in the world...did I come here for? 9: What did you think you could do?
51) 1(2b): What a misunderstanding...YOU, hunting? You think you could actually do something like that? 2: What? 3: What am I...hearing... 4(2b): Try actually remembering...who you really are. How you're nothing. 5: You didn't do anything, did you...? Up until now. 6: N...o... 7: You're empty! Empty! 8: Remember...us...we're the... 9: have-nots. 10: What are you afraid of? 11: There's nothing to be afraid of. 12: That's right. 13: You came here to die, didn't you? 14: Ah 15: Waaaaaaahhhh 16: Ahh... 17-19: hah 20: No! 21: N... 22: No...!
52) 1: Wha...?! Light...oh! 2: It was light. 3: Everyone's bonfires...! 4: Lost in the dark, with nothing to rely on, something flickers 5: The proof that human effort exists somewhere--... 6: a light that clamps tightly around one's heart. 7: Light...
[Chapter 15 END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/26152[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 14 by molokidan2010-11-21T15:47:04+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for use by I-M.
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32) Chapter 14 - Deer and the Island and Us
33) 1: Ah...y...you're up pretty 2: early... 3: You're leaving...? 4: Ehh?! ...yeah... 5: That's... 6: Yeah...this... 7: I'm going into the mountains... 8: to hunt deer. 9: Is this about...wanting to touch life...? 10: No. 11: I thought a lot after that. 12: About that beautiful deer...about...us.
34) 1: We and the deer aren't going to make contact or coexist. 2: Our relationship isn't some gentle thing like that. 3: It isn't anything that sentimental. 4: It's a much purer relationship. 5: Purer... 6: Either hunt or be hunted. 7(2b): I will hunt the deer to eat. That's the relationship we have. 8: I don't know if I'll be able to... 9: It'll probably be really hard...but 10: That's the pure relationship... 11: we have with this island.
35) 1: ...you were able to change. 2: ...I just wanted to know 3: Why 4: creatures live. 5: I'm sure I'll come back. 6: I'll catch a deer...and then 7: I'll eat its meat, and 8: I'd like you to eat it too. 9: Purely 10: in order to survive.
36) 1: Sei... 2-4: haa 5: Where am I...? 6: I was using those fern trees as my markers. 7: There they are. 8: This place is much different than how it seemed looking down on it from the roof...if I don't be careful, I'll get lost. 9-11: I got excited. 12: I need to hurry. If I can find them before the river, 13: Why was I able to 14: test out my feelings on her like that? 15: I might be able to finish this earlier than expected.
37) 1: Feelings I had never felt before 2: started to uplift me. 3: My heart is beating fast. 4: I'm going to hunt my prey. 5: I think... 6: this is the one... 7: Yeah...this has to be the spot. 8: Which means--
38) 1: The meadow is beyond here... 2: They use this when they come and leave... 3: It's pretty wide... 4: Here! 5: If I can get them here, 6: I'll be able to go home early! 7: Do I have too wide of a scope here, though? 8: If they see me, they won't come... 9: What should I do? Hide here and wait? 10: If they come from those bushes over there, I'll miss my chance. 11: ! That's it...the wind! 12: I have to be on the leeward side...! 13: It's blowing slightly from behind me...this spot won't do. 14: I need to get over to the other side of the meadow and wait.
39) 1: This is completely amateur hunting. 2: But Sei tried desperately to remember what he learned from TV and books, 3: and made a serious attempt. 4: He used his imagination, simulating it numerous times, 5: concentrating. 6: This was not a game. 7: I think...this place might work? 8: I'll also have space to fix my bow.
40) 1: How to fix strings on a strong bow 2: Sharp corners are necessary for one to place their weight on the strings and bend the bow (It takes time to find a good place to do that outside) 3: If you're using long strings, then you can pull them easily. 4: The sun still isn't very high up... 5: I thought I had made it in time...
41) 1: If the sun's this high up, they won't come... 2: Was I too late...? 3: Aren't they going to come to their water source today...? 4: There was even a rain shower yesterday... 5: Should I go to the next point now? 6: No...what should I do...? 7: If I climb up to the north ridge now and still miss them, 8: I might be able to make it to the knoll over the beach by evening... 9: I'm going to go! If night comes while I'm still climbing--...
42) 1: That sound... 2: from...behind? 3: They're here!
[Chapter 14 - Deer and the Island and Us END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/26151[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 13 by molokidan2010-11-21T15:46:29+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for use by I-M.
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22) Chapter 13 - Departure
23) 1: You alright? 2: These are huge! 3: I'm gonna cut 'em down. 4: They really are huge! 5: Looks like we might get a lot of food out of these. 6: Alright, let's hurry and get down from here. If the sun gets any lower it'll be harder to catch fish. 7: OK! 8: I don't want it to get cold! 9: No one really set it in stone, 10: but the men have been going up to the mountain in the morning, 11: and then fishing during the afternoon drying period. 12: Meanwhile, the women put saltwater into the saltpans 13: and catch shellfish from rocks on the shore. 14: We were able to find more edible plants on the mountain that we originally imagined. 15: Sphaeropteris lepifera Tryon A species of tree fern, whose young leaves can be boiled and eaten all year round. 16: Daylily Its flowers, buds, and new sprouts can be eaten 17: Hardy Kiwi 18: Calibyum nuts from castanopsis beech trees can be fried and eaten 19: We--
24) 1: have started facing the island. 2: You've been picking a lot of those up lately...what are they, feathers? What are you gonna use them for? 3: Oh, um...nothing. 4: Here are the calibyum nuts...I got a lot. 5: We can save those, so they'll be a great help. (And they taste good...) 6: But the fact that we can get so much means--... 7: Right now...it's "autumn." 8: Winter might come...no, it will. 9: We've finally... 10: begun facing the idea of living on. 11: Hurry... 12: we have to do something... 13: Tomo... 14: Even...if there comes a point where I am not with you anymore... 15: you have to...
25) 1: Se...i?! 2: Don't tell me...you?! 3: Ah, no, I mean... 4: You can't!! 5: What's wrong? We finally...all...!! 6: Sei!! 7: N-no, you've got it wrong...I...just mean... 8: What's wrong? 9: N-nothing! 10: Sei...! 11: You're alright, aren't you? 12: Yeah... 13: Really...? 14: It's no good... 15: I can't say it... 16: I just can't--...
26) 1: Feathers are placed on arrows to ensure a steady flight-- 2: and cause them to spin, adding great force. 3: How the spinning works graph(clockwise): front back front back front back 4: Bird feathers have fronts and backs (the front part is smooth, while the back is rough) which cause spinning from the resistance when air shoots through them from a certain direction. 5: With spinning, piercing power goes up 6: I've got a lot of what I need together... 7: Yo. 8: You've sure been staying up late...recently. 9: Everyone's worried. 10: Cuz, we're...well, you know. 11: We... 12: I don't agree with them...but 13: you know what I'm about to say, right?
27) 1(2b): The desire to die isn't something that disappears easily. It's always within my mind... 2: Everyone...including you, still feels the same, right? 3: You... 4: Ryou-kun. 5: I want to leave the group for a while. 6: Hey! What are you saying all of a sudden... 7: We've managed to survive on this island so far...maybe...we've changed... 8: No...if we don't change, then we will die. 9: Hey, hey, wait a minute, calm down! OK? 10: It's not good for you to spend time in such a dark place like this night after night. 11: What in the world are you doing...?
28) 1: What...is this...a bow?! 2: Sei, you made this...? 3: H...ey 4: Get...back a bit. 5: Everyone isn't worried only about me... 6: We're all the same... 7-8: Everyday 9: Wanting to die...wanting to run away 10: There isn't a day when it doesn't pass through our heads...but 11: At the same time, there's something else. 12: Another feeling. 13: Surging in my breast.
29) 1: It's "different"...! 2: I know it is! 3: I want to 4: make sure.
30) 1: It... 2: It went through half of it...w-why so much power... 3: I want to go into the mountains 4: and hunt deer. 5: Wh...d-deer...? 6: He's serious... 7: What should I do? 8(2b): Alright...I'm counting on you. 9: Go and hunt them.
31) 1: There are some dried fish in the color box in the hallway, so take a bit with you. 2: And salt... 3: Ryou... 4: Leave in the morning...before everyone else wakes up. 5: Otherwise it'll cause a commotion. 6: ...you really surprised me... 7: Man... 8: Come back alive. 9: Thanks.
32) 1: Ah...
[Chapter 13 - Departure END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/26150[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 12 by molokidan2010-11-21T15:46:08+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*Only for use by I-M.
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12) Chapter 12 ~A Nameless Grave~
13) 1: Hooo. 2: Our first big catch in a while! 3: With this much...we should be able to do the you-know-what, right? 4: Oh yeah! 5: We can only do it right after they're caught! 6: We'll definitely need this... 7(2b): Alright! Then let's get started. Let's try to get it done while the sun's still in the sky! 8: They were talking about food preservation...making dried fish. 9: Since we can't always catch fish, keeping a preserved stock is a necessity. 10: There was also one other problem: 11: That...water sure was cold! 12: Are you OK? You're shivering. 13: we're running low on salt and water--... 14: Is...winter going to come? If so... 15: Eh? Isn't it always summer on this island? 16: I think...winter will come. 17: The water temperature in Okinawa always dropped around October, so no one can go into the ocean until Spring...
14) 1: That's bad... 2: If winter comes... 3: Yeah... 4: and we're unable to catch fish, what will happen? 5: Unrest 6: spreads. 7: How to make dried fish 8: Put gutted fish in salt water (15 min~30 min) 9: Take them out and dry them in the sun 10: The more you dry then and take the water out of them, the longer they'll keep. (Since the more water is removed, the less microbes can do their work) 11: We finished our meal. 12: Ooooh! 13: ...maybe he can eat this, then...since it's soup... 14: Will you go take it to him? 15: Yeah. 16: Sei! I'll go too. 17: I wonder how he is... 18: Apparently, not good. 19: There's a person who used to be a nurse waiting by his bed in the abandoned hospital, though... 20: How is he? 21: We brought food. 22: Well I don't know if he'll be able to eat it...
15) 1(2b): Sometimes he sleeps, sometimes he wakes up...he has a high fever, and I'm not sure how conscious he really is... 2: If we had antibiotics and anti-inflammatory drugs, I think we could get his fever down, though... 3: when wounds are this bad, the inflammation doesn't stop...this may be infectious, too... 4: He might... 5: H...hey... 6: Don't say...anything scary like that. 7: How could I die...from some stupid fight... 8: Sorry...I know I'm just adding to our problems... 9: Ahhh, n-no. 10: It's strange... 11: I had no place of my own back there, 12(2b): I just kept running and running...even running away from the act of living...itself...
16) 1: I was treated as a nuisance, attacked, cornered... 2: I thought that only death could be my...salvation. 3: And since I came here...I've just been scared, in pain, suffering. 4: But...how can I describe this... 5: Yeah...that's it. 6: Fishing...! Umm...with everyone... 7: Seeing all that... 8: was something I'd never experienced in my entire life. 9(2b): Fishing...is something...where everyone can play a part...help each other... 10: I...I... 11: Me...too. 12: I'm...the same... 13: I...I...!!!
17) 1: I want to live...! 2: I don't...want to die...!!! 3: gh guhoh cough cough 4: You don't need to force yourself to talk...OK? 5: That day... 6: I also...changed a lot. 7: I felt the same way... 8: Yeah. 9: Um... 10: Is it too late...to ask what your name is? 11: Oh yeah--
18) 1: !? ...his pulse...why...?! 2: N-no way! 3: He's dead...!! 4: Why...this can't be...why... 5: But...he was just talking... 6(2b): I...don't want to see...any more of this...that's why...that's why I stopped...being a nurse! 7: Ahhh... 8: He's...really 9: dead...?
19) 1(2b): Yo...did you go see him? 2: Don't you think he's making a big deal out of things? I just hit him a little harder than normal, that's all. 3: I can't believe that'd give him the right to lay in bed all day with his own private nurse and get food carried to him. 4: Must be nice... 5: Do you know...his name? 6: Do you know his name? 7: Huh?! 8 Hey...Sei?! 9: I still don't...know his name...! 10: He...passed away.
20) 1: No...way... 2: You're kidding? 3: If you go down the hill and head to the right 4: you'll see another hill going up... 5: and then a knoll overlooking the entrance to the estuary. 6: They say he stood there often in periods between work. 7: He went searching for water on the first day 8: and that's where he found the estuary. 9: We buried him 10: there. 11: Alright... 12: We don't know his name, so there's nothing to write... 13: But let's just stick this thing here...anyway.
21) 1: He... 2(2b) in the end...he said he wanted to live. 3: As I spoke... 4: I started crying... 5: He started feeling that ever since the day we went fishing... 6: Everyone... 7: also cried. 8: We saw death like a daily thing-- 9: but now, for the first time 10: we mourned a man's death 11: and cried. 12: Because he truly was 13: a member of our group... 14: We didn't know his name, 15: but I'm sure he was.
22) 1: The evening wind changed, 2: and suddenly got very cold. 3: Something's... 4: beginning to change. 5: No 6: unless we change, 7: we'll...
[Chapter 12 ~A Nameless Grave~ END] https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/26149[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 11 by molokidan2010-11-21T15:45:41+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.com*only for use by I-M.
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1) 1: --I've heard of that... 2: ...there are a bunch of rumors spreading about it on the net. 3: The rising rate of suicidal people... 4: And how the country can no longer support their expenses. 5: That's why they've chosen to DISCARD them all...and banish them to an island. 6: I think...it was to a place called 7: --"Suicide Island"
2) Suicide Island Cast of Characters
Sei - The main character. Attempted suicide by overdose, and was sent to Suicide Island.
Ryou - A character currently acting like the leader of the group Ryou is in. He is very positive, an unusual characteristic for a suicidal person.
??? - A girl stopped from jumping off a roof by Sei on Suicide Island. Details unknown.
Tomo - A person who moves around with Sei a lot. He lived in Okinawa.
Kai - A person who can make very level, cool decisions. He seems to be drawing a line somewhere within the group.
Sugi - A person who knew of Suicide Island before the fact. He is very well-informed.
Map top to bottom First fishing spot Inlet Valley river School Hospital Beach Rest Spot Stores Diving Shop Port of Arrival Fishing Hut
MAP *The buildings are drawn larger than they actually are so that they are easier to see.
3) 11. Eiko-senpai 12. ~Nameless Graves~ 13. Departure 14. Deer and the Island and Us 15. Darkness and Light 16. The Eve of a Vigil and Cloaks 17. To Live, To Kill 18. Taking Life 19. Above that Life 20. Former Occupants
4) 1: Hey! Do you wanna join the archery club? 2: Eh...wha? 3: You're always watching us from here in the library. 4: the archery club... 5: Huh...? Did I misunderstand...? (Whoops?) 6: Eh...ah...hh... 7: I'm the President of the Archery Club and Library Officer, Aoyama Eiko! 8: If you're interested, let me know anytime. (We only have a few members.) 9: Eiko-senpai... 10: What kind of fate did you suffer--
5) 1: Right now, I'm desperately crafting a bow. 2: Back then, the escapism I'd always had got even worse, 3: and I would constantly hang out in that place. 4: Things still had yet to get severe, 5: and that was a perfect place for me to escape from everything. 6: Afterwards, senpai started talking to me time to time. 7: A Japanese bow. 8: And that's a European hunting bow. 9: American native bows...African bows... 10: And it wasn't just to invite me to the archery club. 11: Strange, huh? 12: Yeah... 13(2b): I mean, none of these places were connected to each other, yet they all created the same "bow" tool, right? Humans did! 14: Aren't they amazing? 15: In archery club 16: I had no female friends, let alone friends at all-- 17: you study that kind of stuff as well? 18: yet senpai was almost too good of a talking partner.
6) 1: Eh? 2: Nah, we don't. 3: But our advising teacher 4: likes that kinda stuff. 5: He sort of influenced me...this is second-hand knowledge. 6: Even if she wasn't necessarily talking with me 7: Oh... 8: because she was interested in me. 9: Ah! 10: Senseiii! 11: You bought something again? 12: Mmm. 13: A simple English hunting bow... 14: Are you going to bring it to the dojo? 15: But the fact that 16: No, I won't be bringing this to the club. 17: senpai was also unable to cope with something, 18: and was escaping. 19: was something I found out later.
7) 1: See ya! 2: Yeah! 3: Ahhh, look at those two, in their own little world again. 4: Tch! Stop it! 5: Are they like, seeing each other? 6: Didn't sensei just get married? I have to hand it to Eiko. 7: Ahhhhh! Maybe I should quit this club. 8: Ooooh, listen to all that jealousy! 9: It was only a little after that that this simple story began to change. 10: Senpai stopped trying to 11: run away from the problem.
8) 1: Is this fine here, senpai? 2: Yeah, thanks. 3: Sorry making you help! 4: It's fine. But why don't you do this with the archery club? 5: Mmmm...they don't want to...this isn't what they joined the club for. 6: It's just something I'm interested in. 7: There are so many different types. 8: Their sizes and strengths are all different depending on where they came from, the culture of the people, the makeup of the land, and their basic purposes. 9: For example, that luxurious one on the right may be weak at killing, but it uses poison arrows... 10: When one actually pulls back a bow... 11(small): Mmm...this one is strong... 12: One can guess as to how the bodies and cultures of the people who used it were like... 13: Wow...
9) 1: But... 2: That's also second-hand info... 3(2b): It must look...really ridiculous...from afar. 4: That's not true... 5(2b): You're amazing, senpai. You're creating your own story... 6: And you're not? 7: I don't know... 8: Eh? 9: How can you work so hard? 10: There might be something really bad waiting for you ahead. 11: How can you still make yourself move on despite that/ 12(2b): The older we get...the number of annoying and troublesome things we have to face only increases--and wonderful things stop happening. 13: In the days ahead of us...we have to bear each painful thing one at a time, conquering them...overcoming them... 14: The power to do that just doesn't spring out of me. 15: The power to move ahead...
10) 1: Yeah, but there is hardly anything in this world that makes people fully satisfied. 2: That's why our curtains are still a long way ahead! 3(2b): So I'm just gonna keep crying, moaning, and struggling as much as I can until that time comes! 4: You should do the same. 5: Y...eah. 6: But that 7: was the last time 8: I saw senpai. 9: A few days later--... 10: senpai suddenly 11: dropped down 12: her own curtain.
11) 1: She jumped off the roof 2: and ended her life. 3: Afterwards, rumors spread 4: that she had gotten pregnant. Letter: To you 5: Surprised? 6: I figured you'd be the only one curious enough to open this book, so I wrote this for you. 7: You may not believe it... 8: but something happened that completely satisfied me. 9: Therefore--
12) 1: I decided I'm going to drop the curtain. 2: Thanks for listening to what I had to say. 3: Farewell. 4: The autumn wind began blowing on the roof... 5: Senpai--... 6: ended her life 7: without having to feel this penetrating cold. [Chapter 11 END]https://mangahelpers.com/t/uruner/releases/25847[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 14 by Uruner2010-11-07T14:19:46+00:00Uruneradmin@mangahelpers.comTemporarily reserverd for Death Toll, XscansX, and ilumi-manga.
translation Uruner and Tran Linh
Jisatsuto vol 2 chapter 14:
Page 32(1). + Text on girl: パッチャ *splat*
+ Sei: あ。。。。 Ah…. Page 32 (2). +text down her feet: 第十三話 出発 おわり End of chapter 13: Departure
Page 33(1). + 第十四話 鹿と島と俺ら Chapter 14: Us, deers and the island.
Page 33(1) +Sei: あ。。。は。。。はやいんだね // ずいぶん。。。 Ah…it’s quite early for you … to be here
+ Girl: 出て行くの、、？ So you’re leaving…? + Sei: えっ！？。。。あ。。。 Ah…yeah…. + Girl: それ。。。 Is That … + Sei: ああ。。。コレ。。。 Ah this? (in bold)
Page 33(2). + Sei: 山へ入るんだ、、、//鹿を狩に I’m heading in to the mountains // to chase for the dears + Girl: あの。。生気に触れたくて。。。？ You…want to feel their presence again…...? +Sei: 違う No Text left girl’s head: ピッ Twich Text on Spring: あれから考えたんだ // あの美しい。。。鹿の事。。。俺らの。。事 I have been thinking //about these dears, their vitality…and…us.
Page 34 (1) Sei: 俺らと鹿は触れるとか触れ合うとか 僕らと鹿は 触れるとか 触れあうとか For us to feel their presence or to be able to establish connection with them...
そんな 生やさしい 関係じやない these kind of pure ideas are not important to us.
そんな 感傷じゃない And It’s not mere Sentiment of mine
もっと 純粋な関係 なんだ It’s of Genuine state of matters.
Genuine…
獲る側と 獲られる側 In this world it’s eat or be eaten. Page 34 (2) 僕は食べる為に 蓖を狩る I’m going to hunt them in order to eat them. それが彼らと 僕らの関係だ That is what’s truly important in relationship between humans and dears.
獲れるかなんて わからない… I have no idea if I’ll be able to catch them…
きっと かなり 厳しい…けど And even through … it will surely be hard for me…
それが僕らと この島の… 純粋な 関係なんだ I’m sure that this is… ….the true relation we have to this island.
Page 35 (1). + Girl: 。。。あなたか変われたのね You sure...have changed + Sei: …俺は知りたくなったんだ I’ve ... reached my answer.... + Sei:何故 // 生きるのか for the reason... of why do we live /for a quiestion... of why do we live 35. (2) きっと戻るよ // 鹿を狩って。。。そして 俺が食べるその肉を 君も食べてほしい I will be back for sure... and when I bring the dear’s meet... i would like for you ... to eat some with me.
+ Text on tree: あれだ Ah, There it is. +Sei: 屋上から見ると大分感覚が違う。。。気をつけないと迷うぞ // 興奮していた I have to be extra careful or I’ll get lost…the scene seen from the rooftop much changes when I am at the actual place. // I’m excited but confused + on Sei face: ハッx3 Haff x3 + Down panel left to right texts 急ごう川におりる前に見つければ May as well pick up the pace, I should be encountering a river soon 何故かの上にあんな思いを Why did I impose on her ぶつけられたのか Such an thoughts 早く決着できるかも The faster I move, the earlier I can archive my goal.
Page 37 (1) + Text on Sei: 感じたことのない感覚が // 僕を高揚させている I’m becoming resolute // my spirit has raised
+ Text on left arm: ドキドキしてる I am…excited? + Sei & bow: 俺は鹿を狩りに行くんだ I am... on hunt for the dears. / I am hunting... the dears
Page 37 (2) + Sei: この木かな。。// だと思うけど。 So it’s this tree, huh… // I guess so… but still…
+ Sei: 間違いない。。。この位置 there’s no mistake...this’s the right place +Hand: だとするとーーーーー If that’s the case----
Page 38(1) + text on the map: right: big fern trees top left: Morning – abreuvoir (wtf … how in english do you call place where animals drink water? In one word?) ( I used French because I guess English doesn’t have a single word for it if it does please fill it in) Males Females and some undiscernable scribbles
この先にある草地。。。// くるときもかえるときもつかってる。。。 There’s a meadow up in front…//And they always use it when coming in and out… +Text on Sei: わかり広い Incredibly vast +Sei: ここだ！ Here it is!
+Sei: ここで仕留められれば // すぐに帰れる！ If I strike down them here… // I’ll be able to go back soon…
Page 38(2) + Sei: でも視界が開けすぎてないか？// 見られたら来ないぞ。。。 but this place is too open // the dears won’t come if they notice me… + Sei: どうする？ここで身を隠して待つか // 後ろの藪から来られてもアウトだ 。。。 what to do then? Should I just hold hide here somewhere and wait for them to come? //What if they come from behind? That would completely destroy my plan… + Sei’s head: ！そうだ。。。！風！// 風下にいなきゃあ。。。！ Ah! That’s right…the wind! // I have to be on the downwind side…! + Hand: ブッ *blap** + Text on forest: わずかにうしろからふいてる。。。ここじゃダメだ // 草地の向こう側に私って待とう The wind is blowing behind my back…this place is no good // then i should head to the other side of the meadow and wait for them there. 39. (1) Texts on Sei & meadow: まったく素人の狩である// しかしセイはTVや本など見知ったことを必死に思い出し考え//真剣に実行していた Completely stranger to hunting but // now Sei is desperately trying to recall every steps he’d seen from TV and in books // he seriously consider using all of those fragmentary memories. Text on Sei’s back: 想像を働かせ何度もシミュレーションし // 集中する In he’s imagination he’s already done simulation of this many times. // he’s focusing on it. + Sei’s hair: 遊びではないのだ It’s no leisure game + Sei: ここがいい。。か // 弓を番えるスペースもある I guess this place should do...// well, at least it has enough space to draw the bow
39.( 2) +Bag: ゴンゴン *Gatcha gatcha* + Text on Sei & bow: ギッ x3 *Grrritttt* x3
40. (1) + Bow & Sei: *Kitchh kitchh* x4 + Down panel: 1. Up right: 強い弓に弦を張るには to stretch a strong bow 2. Down right: 体重をかけて曲げるにはかたい核が必要（自然のフィールドでそういった場所を探すのは手間である） Down right: You have to use your body’s weight and stretch the string to form a square angle ( to find places that allow you to do this in the nature is a time consuming matter). 3. up left: 長い弦を世売れ場か単に張ることが出来る It costs noting, and the longer the string, the easier it is to stretch it.
40. (2) + Arrow: スッ Shuuuuu + Birb: チ // チチッ *Chirp* // *chirp chirp* + Sei: まだ日は高くない。。。間に合ったと思うけど It’s not noon yet…I make it on time but still… 41. (1) +leaves: サワx2 *wind blow* +Sei: 日がこんなに高くなってもこない。。。// 来るのが遅かったのか。。。？ The sun’s already that high but the dears haven’t come yet… // is it really that they are simply late…? 41. (2) + Text on forest:今日は水場に来ないのか。。。？昨日通り雨があった地。。。 or maybe today they just didn’t need to come for the water…? //now that I think about it, wasn’t it raining the other day…? + Text on Sei: 次のポイントに行ったほうがいいんじゃないか？// いや。。。どうする。。。？ should I just go to another spot? // no…what should I do…? + Text on landscape: 今から北の峰まで登ればあえなくても// 夕方までに海岸沿いの丘にいけるかも。。。 I won’t make it to the north ridges in time …// then again, I can get to the oversea cliffs before the nightfall… + Text on bow: やっぱり行こう！登山中で夜になったらーーー。。。 well… I’ll better start moving or it will be dark before I get there…
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there’s a sound….
From behind…?
There they are!
Chapter 14 end
Page (42/2) Chapter 15 闇と光 – light and darkness https://mangahelpers.com/t/uruner/releases/25733[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 12 by Uruner2010-11-01T15:49:36+00:00Uruneradmin@mangahelpers.comTranslation Tran Linh and me - Uruner...
Well... i did some proff reading and tl check... plus a missing page... and it came out like this...
For the use of Death Toll only XscansX only. untill further notice...
12. (2) Text: Chapter 12: Unnamed Grave.
13. (1) Text on fish: Pheww… Ryou: We got quite a lot, didn’t we! Kai: With this many, we should do *THAT*, right? Sei: ah, right right! Ryou: Yeah, we have to worry about that matters when the catch is still good! Kai: That’s right… now we have to seriously consider this... Text on building: All right! Let’s get on to it!! //’till the sun goes down to either success or failure !
13. (2) Text right to left: By *THAT* we mean preserving our food supply…by drying fish, that is. // with our unstable fish supply, we have to ensure for them to last longer. Text right to left: And now, to top it all, we have another matter to worry about…// It- it’s cold, isn’t it? // Hey, you alright? You are trembling, you know? //the water temperature… is dropping rapidly. Sei: say…do you think there will be winter? If winter comes… Guy on Sei’s right : eh? doesn’t this island have a perpetual summer? Kai: I think…there’ll be winter // Just like in Okinawa, where the water temperature begins to drop in October and no one baths in sea until spring.
14. (1) Text on three guys: Black neck guy: how troublesome… Text: The Winter will come… Sei: yeah… Text: Then how will our lives turn out if we can’t fish anymore? Text on forest & sky: Our anxiety // is growing
Text next to the fish: How to make dried fish Text above the fish: after taking out all the insides of the fish, soak it in salt water (15 ~ 30 mins) Text up dried fish: then take them out and expose to the sunlight Text down dried fish: the faster the dehydration gets, the longer the fish can be preserved. (salt water dehydration is required in order to suppress microbe activity) Glass guy: dinner is ready Ryou: oh~ Sei: that guy…wonder if he can at least drink the soup? Ryou: are you bringin’ it to him? Sei: yeah Kai: Sei! I’m going with you
14 (2) Text on 2: so…how is he? Sei: doesn’t seem well // according to that girl who was a former nurse… Kai: well? Sei: We brought some food Girl: Well… I am not sure if he can actually eat...
15. (1) Girl: he’s either sleeping and waking up at random, his fever is rather high // he may be losing consciousness... Girl: if only we have some antibiotic and inflammation suppressant, the fever my drop however…//his wounds are too severe, even if I had inflammation suppressant it might be of no use…I think his wound may have gotten infected Girl: if that’s the case then… Text on Kai: H-…hey...
Patient: it’s not that awful…/like that anyone can die...from such…mere fight… Right? Patient: I’m sorry…in this trouble time… Sei: a..h…don’t mind it Text on patient: how weird… Text on patient’s face: I used to have…no place to turn to//I…ran, escaped…//escaped from living…
16 (1) from right to left: was disturbed *haff*, was blamed, was driven away…*huff* //salvation *haf*…only death *haff* Text on ceiling: coming here too…was…scarey *huff*…I was afraid...and it was torment// but…*fuff* I wonder why…*haff* patiend: ahh..right *haff* text on fish net: It was the fishing!! …Yeah…. doing it with everyone… 16 (2) Text on sea: that joy... Text on Kai: for my entire life…had never felt such a feeling… Text on everyone: fishing…and all the stuff we did…no one was useless…we were sooo united …// I…I... Sei: me…too/I feel … the same… Mouth: I…I...!!
17 (1) Patient: I…want to live…! //don’t…want to…die!! Patient: gya gaff haff urg hof Girl: don’t force yourself…’key? Kai: that day… Kai: me too…I’ve change…a lot… 17 (2) Text right to left: we all felt the same about it… Yeah… Text on ceiling: say… Sei: come to think of it...I don’t know your name… Would you mind telling me it?
Kai: Ah, that’s right
18 (1). Girl: !?...Wha…his pulse…why…!? // No… no way… Girl: he’s dead…!! Girl: W…why…no way… why.. Sei: It…can’t be…he was…talking right here… Girl:no…no…this scence…no more…//did not wanna this anymore…quit my job…even though I have given up!! 18 (2) Kai: ah… Kai &Sei:Soo... he really…//…he really died, didn’t he? 19 (1) Shabby guy: Yo…so you guys came to visit him too, huh? Shabby guy: weren’t he just exaggerating a bit?, I didn’t beat him that bad right? // and now he even got nursed, sleep and even free food. Shabby guy: ahh how lucky… Sei: …name…do you at least know it? Sei: that person’s name 19 (2) Shabby guy: Hahh!? Kai: wait…Sei!? Sei: even name...is not known… Text on forest: that person…he’s dead already.
20 (1) Shabby guy: It…can’t…be… //you…fooling me, right? Text from right to left: If you go downhill, and then turn to the right // and then climb again uphill …/there lies a knoll from where the nearby river estuary can be seen Text on guy: that person, he always came there whenever on break // the first day when we were searching for water // here, from this place, he found the estuary. Text on people: And also //it’s where his grave lies 20 (2) Text on sky & forest: done… Ryou: Even trough we don’t know your name and we can’t put it down…// we’ll at least…leave this with you…
21(1) Sei: that guy… Sei: in the last moment...//he said he want to live // just like that // and my tears begin to flow // and that he though so… from the first fishing day Text on glass guy: everybody… Text on girls: started crying Text on sky: Even through we see death everyday… ----- 21(2) Text on everyone: It is… //the first time that we grieve over a dead person// and that we cry… Text on everyone: Maybe it’s because… that person … is our comrade? Text on Sei: despite that his name is unknown // we all probably feel that way…
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夕方の風が変わり Near the evening the wind has changed… 急に冷えこんでくる and it became quite chilly…
何かが 変わり始めている Something … Has began to change…
No…
Rather then that… it’s us… who has to change…
chapter 12 fin. https://mangahelpers.com/t/uruner/releases/25732[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 13 by Uruner2010-11-01T15:46:42+00:00Uruneradmin@mangahelpers.comFor the use of Death Toll, XscansX, and Illuminati-Manga only. :P
Page (22/2) 01 Chapter 13 出発 – Departure Page (23/1) 02 Hey~~ will you be alright?
No problem! I can do it!
切って 落とすぞー I will cut it off and then drop it down
Woha.. these are huge!
食べでが ありそうだな So it’s editable huh…
よーし急いで下りようぜ これ以上 日が傾くと 漁がキツくなっちまう Allright then… let’s hurry and go before sun get’s even lower… it sure as hell would be hard to fish in the dark…
Yeah…
冷たいのは やたな^~ Through I sure don’t want to get that cold… / Through I can’t say I will be happy to get in to that cold water…
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誰が決めた訳では ないけど even through no one officially decided it…
男は朝から山に入り But somehow…. We fallen in to this cycle… 午後の.干時に 何度か漁を行う というサイクルが 出来つつあった where men in the mornings were going in to the mountains…
and in the afternoon, when the tide ebbed, went fishing…
その間 女性は 塩田シートに海水を 引いたり and at the same time… women were supplementing water in the saltpan sheet…
磯で見などを 採っていた and gathering shellfish near the shore…
本格的に山で採集をすると 思ったより食べ物を得る 事が出来た The gathering we did in the mountains, brought much more eatable food then we expected
モリヘゴ 1年中 若葉が, 採れる ゆでて食す Moriego Has fruits all year round and is eatable
カンゾウ 新芽や蕾、花を食す Kanzou Both flower and it’s bud is eatable after boiling.
サレナシ Sarenashi
スダジイ (ジイ) Sudajii (seed) Eatable after frying or boiling
We….
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島に向き合い 始めていた we started getting used to this island… /we began to acclimate to this island…
最近よく拾って るね…羽根？ 何かに使うの？、
Lately we’ve been getting better at this… What is this? Feather? Do you have some use for it?
Ah.. yeah.. Kind of…
シイの実… たくさん採れたね But yeah… we sure have been getting a lot.
保存がきくし 助かるよ オイシーし It’s great that we can keep them conservated, isn’t it? / preservated Small: Since they taste so good…
でもこれが たくさん採れるって 事はーー But this kind of good harvest….
今が… "秋"だって事なんだ is only because… it’s autumn now…
Page (24/2) 05 冬が 出るかもしれない いや。。。 出る Winter… Might come… No… it Will come…
やっと 生きる事に 向き合い始めた 僕らに
Even through… We… at last… started to face living…
I have… …to start doing something… / if I don’t…. do something…
Tomo…
Even if I’m… not here anymore…
One way or another…
Page (25/1) 06 Sei…!?
Don’t tell me that you…!!
Ah.. no it’s not…
Don’t do it!!
What’s wrong? /what happened Didn’t we all.. start to…!
Sei!!
違うんだ 例えばの Tha- That’s not it… I was just speculating…
Did something happen?
No… it’s nothing!
Sei!
Page (25/2) 07 Are you sure you’re alright?
Yeah
Really…?
It’s no good…
It seems I’m still no good at talking…
really…
Page (26/1) 08 矢に羽をつける のは 矢の安定した 飛行とー Feathers that are used in arrows both stabilize their flight…
矢に回転を起こし 大きな威力を得る 為である and create rotation that gives them a lot of additional power.
回転を起こすしくみ structure of generated powers ( of powers causing rotation)
回転を得る事で貫通力が増す This rotation makes it easier for an arrow to pierce it’s target.
表 front side 裏 Back side
鳥の羽根には表裏があり (表がツルツル裏ざらざら それを一方向にそろえ 空気が抜ける時の抵抗で回転を得る Feathers of a bird have two sides to them.. (Upper side is smooth and the back side is rough) When air rushes past them, difference in resistance of both surfaces makes the arrow spin
Hmm… this much might be enough…
sfx: steps / rustle
Page (26/2) 09 Hi there…
夜 遅いんだな …最近 Lately… you’ve been staying up quite late… haven’t you? ----------------------------------------------------------------- check this one Lately… night have been getting quite long… huh?
皆 心配 してるんだぞ You know… We are all very anxious… (about you)
何せ オレ達は 。。。な? (You think) Why did it have to be us… right?
僕ら。。は We…
おれはそう 思っちゃいねぇ けど Personally I don’t share that particular concern… but still…
You know what I mean, right? / You catch my drift, right? :P
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死の願望は 簡単に消える もんじゃない Getting rid of desire of death, isn’t as easy as that.
いつも 頭の中だ… It’s constantly inside my head…
All of us… and even you, Ryou-kun, are the same, right?
You….
Ryou-kun
しばらく グループを 抜けたいんだ I will be leaving our group for a while.
Hey! What’s with you suddenly…! Page (27/2) 11
僕らは島で なんとか生きてる …もしかして… 僕らは変わった のかな。。。 We have to be able to survive on this island… because … there’s possibility that we’ll change…
No…. We’ll die if we don’t change.
才ィ才ィ ちょっと待てよ 落ち着けって! Hey hey! White a bit! Let’s calm a bit, alright?
だいたい毎晩 こんな暗い所に いるからヤバイ んだよ Besides… it’s bad to be seating alone in such a dark and gloomy place every night, right?
一体 何やって んのよ。。。? What on earth would you be doing here like that…
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Wha--- is… is this… a bow?
You did this…?
Y- you….
少し。。。 下がってて Please step back a little…
皆の心配は 僕の事だけ じゃない。。。 It isn’t only me they are worried about…
一緒なんだ … It’s about all of us…
Page (28/2) 13 毎日 Day after day… 毎日 Night after night…
死にたい。。。 逃げたい気持ちが The feelings… of wanting to die…. Of wanting to escape…
頭をよぎらない 日はない。。。 だけど。。。 Won’t leave our heads… They are constant…. but still... / and that’s why…
同時に もう一つの 気持ちが 胸に 湧いてくるんだ We have to… Simultaneously… Fill our chests with other feelings…
Page (29/1) 14 ---------------------------------------------------- (tl check this page ) 違う It’s no use… 違うんだって! It’s no use…
その 気持ちを Pretending
確かめに that we don’t feel it!
Page (29/2) 15 -- Page (30/1) 16 半分も突き通って るぜ。。。 こ こんなに威力が。。。 Woha…Half of the shaft went in …. S- such a power…
山に入り たいんだ I want to go to the mountain…
鹿を追う To hunt Deers
Page (30/2) 17 Wh- de- deers … you say… (note: I have no idea who is thinking these thoughts… I assumed it’s Ryou but it could be Sai as well – if it was say it would be translated diferently)
本当だ こいつは What in the world…
どうする? Do I do with this guy…?
おう。。 頼むぜぜ Got it… We will be counting on you.
行ってこい Go ahead with it.
Page (31/1) 18 ろう下に出してある カラーボックスの中 干物が入ってる 少し持ってけ I will make up some kind of excuse… so take some dried food from our store…
あと塩も 。。。 plus some salt too…
Ryou…
朝…皆が 起き出す前に 出ろ Be sure to leave in morning before anyone wakes up…
騒ぎになる からな because it might cause quite a ruckus…
….You… You’ve really surprised me …
You know?
生きて 戻れよ Come back alive.
Page (31/2) 19 Thank you. Page (32/1) 20 Ah….
Chapter 13 fin
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Chapter 14 鹿と島と僕と Me, deers and Island. https://mangahelpers.com/t/uruner/releases/25707[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 11 by Uruner2010-10-31T21:32:09+00:00Uruneradmin@mangahelpers.comtemporarily reserved for Death Toll and Illuminati-Manga
アレ。。。? もしかして カン違い。。。 やっちゃった? Huh…? Don’t tell me… Smaller:… I got the wrong person?
Beside her head: hahaha…
Well…n…no …
私弓道部部長 兼 図書委員の めむゃまぇぃこ 青山英子 Either way I’m archery club captain and “books committee member” Aoyama Eiko
もし興味あったら いつでも言ってね 部員少ないんだ If you ever get interested, just give me a word. Small: Since we need new members
Eiko-senpai...
どんな めぐり合わせかー What kind of fate has brought us together…
Page (5/1) 09 僕は今 心死に弓を作っている Right now… …I’m desperately creating a bow.
あの頃の僕は 元来の逃避癖が ひどくなり It was before, I’ve completely fallen in to the habit of secluding myself.
あそこに 入りびたっていた I was still going out, back then.
まだ深刻さも なく そして It wasn’t too Serious yet…
逃げ場所として あそこは絶好の 埸所だった And… that place was perfect hideout back then…
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それから先輩は 時々 僕に話しかける ようになった But from then on… senpai started talking to me from time to time…
日本の大弓 This is Japanese Longbow ヨーロッパの ハンティングボウ And this European Hunting bow
アメリカの先住民 の弓。。。 アフリカの弓 This bow was used by American natives… And this one by Africans
弓道部の 勧誘という わけでもなく Through she wasn’t pushing me into joining club in any way
不思議でしよ？ It’s strange, isn’t it?
Hmm…?
だって全然つながりが ない場所でも 同じ〃弓"って道具を 作ってるんだよ？ All this places had no connection to one another, and yet they all created a “bow”, didn’t they?
All these humans!
Isn’t it awesome?
弓道って そんな事まで 勉強するん ですか? You’ve … …studied archery that far?
女友達どころか 男友達さえいない 僕にとり。。。 For me who didn’t have neither male or female friends…
先輩は すぎる 話し相手だった Sempai was something more then simple conversation partner…
Page (6/1) 11 ええ? Eeh?
いや しないしない No way~~ I’m not that smart.
顧問の 先生がね You know… the teacher that’s advising our club… そういうの 好きなんだ loves this kind of stuff…
影響され ちやつて… 受け売り It had quite influence on me… … and I guess… it’s sort of second hand opinion…
I see…
たとえ先輩が 僕に興味があり And even if she might have had some interest in me…
話しかけている 訳じゃないとしても I don’t think I was more then conversation partner to her… / chat partner
ah!
P age (6/2) 12 Sensei!
また何か 買ったんですかア Did you buy something again?
Yeah
シンボルな イギリスの ハンティングボウ だよ。。。 It’s English haunting bow… 道場に持って くるんですか? Is it for our archery club?
そして 先輩も。。。 Besides that… Senpai…
いやこれは 部活には持って いかない No… I won’t be able to use this in our club activates.
ある事実を 受け止められずに
逃避しているのだと
後になって 気づいた And later on I’ve noticed …
That she was too escaping…
From the painful reality…
Page (7/1) 13 Good work guys…
You too….
あ~~また 世界作ってるよ 二人。。。 aah… seems like they will try to increase worlds population again…
Hey~~ stop that—
本当に デキてんの? Are they really doing it?
先生って新婚じゃ なかったっけ？ 英子もやるねえ Didn’t sensei just marry? With some English woman at that…
あ一あつ/ マジ退部しようかな Aaah… so he’s really going to leave the club, huh?
あージェラシー まる出し! So it was jealously That’s in play!
平凡な物語が 変わり始めてのは それからしばらく してだ but it all started to change rapidly …
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先輩は 問題から逃避する事を やめてのだ as soon as Senpai… stopped escaping her problem…
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先輩 ここで いいスか? Senpai… will here be alright?
Yeah, Thanks.
ごめんね! 手伝わし ちゃって Sorry that I’ve made you help me.
いいスよ でも 何で弓道部で やらないんスか？ I wasn’t a problem at all! But why are you doing archery here instead of in the club?
Page (8/2) 16 んー他の部員が 嫌がるし。。。 やっぱり外道でしよ Well… other members seem to dislike… the way I do things… It must be because our difference in preferences…
趣味だから ねえー But you see, it still is my hobby…
しかし いろんな種類が ありますね But you sure have a lot of different types, don’t you?
大きさも強さも 用途や土地柄 文化や人種で 全然違うから both size and strength differ depending on it’s usefulness in area and culture that specific race lived in.
例えば右の華奢な 弓はそれだけだと 殺傷能力は低いけど 毒矢を使う…みたいな For example the short bow on the right, has little piercing power… but it seems it’s perfect to be used with poisoned arrows. ( note: and it has more accuracy btw)
実際に弓を 引いてみるとね… In practice… once you try to draw a bow…
ん。。。この弓強い。。。 small beside her head: hmm… this one is powerful …
用途や使う民族の 体格や文化まで 時に推し量る事が 出来るの… It’s easy to notice that each culture designed them according to their own physique… to maximize it’s usefulness…
huh….
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なんて。。。 Through…
これも 受け売りなん だけど… this too… is second handed opinion…
ずい分。。。 滑稽に見えてるん だろうな。。。 I constantly… make such a pitiable spectacle… don’t I?
はたから 見てると And you have a place in a first row…
そんな事 that is… すごいですよ 先輩は It’s really awesome on your part senpai… 自分の物語を ちゃんとやってる 。。。。 You are able to try to shape your fate like that…
and you’re not?
Page (9/2) 18 I have no idea…
Huh?
何で そんなに がんばれるん ですか Why are you trying so hard?
この先に すごく 嫌な事が待ってる かも知らない We have no idea, what kind of Horrible things await us in the future.
それでも前に 進めるのは 何故です? And yet, why are you taking it head on?
歳をおうごと。。。 嫌な事や つらい事は だんだん 増えていき。。。 for all this years… unbearable and painful things… steadily… keep increasing…
素晴らしい事は 起きなくなった while the enjoyments… keep getting fewer and fewer…
これから先も。。。 それを一つ一つ耐え 克服し…乗り越えて いく。。。 But you still… one by one… keep withstanding these problems… climbing over this hurtle…
その気力が 僕には湧かない んです But I can’t muster this willpower in me…
前に進む 気力が。。。 This willpower to move forward… ( to improve… ) Page (10/1) 19 なんでね 完全に満たされる 事なんて殆どない もの Is a wonder, isn’t it? We practically almost never can be completely content with life…
だから幕は まだまだ先! And that’ why the show must go on!
泣いたり わめいたり Let’s cry, Let’s scream…
思いっきり ジタバタして やるんだ! Let’s make ruckus to our heart’s contest!
君も 見習いなさい You should just follow my lead (take example from me)
Page (10/2) 20 It was… 先輩を見た 最後の姿になった The last time I saw her…
数日後---- several days later….
先輩は突然 Senpai… suddenly…
自ら幕を have ended… 降ろした her show.
Page (11/1) 21 屋上から飛びおり 命を絶つたのだ She has jumped from the roof top… Ending her life…
妊娠していた と Later on I’ve heard a rumor…
後に噂が 聞こうてきた that it was because of pregnancy…
Page (11/2) 22 On book: 弓具の歴史 History of archery implements
To you
驚いた？ Surprised?
こんな本を開く もの好きな人は 君だろうと思って 書いておきます I was writing this having in mind that you are the person that loves this book the most, and would be first to open it.
信じられないかも しれないけど… It might be really hard to believe but…
完全に満たされる事が 私に起きました …something happened that made me completely content …
and that’s why…
Page (12/1) 23 I think the show must end…
話 聞いてくれて ありがとう Thank you for listening to my stories…
Farewell
On the rooftop, the autumn breeze has begun to blow…
Senpai...
won’t have to feel it anymore this painful cold
End of chapter 11.
https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25611[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 10 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:15:45+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #10
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199) Chapter 10 - The Requirements
200) 1: Why...is it? 2: Eh? 3: Why are they so beautiful... 4: so strong...
201) 1: ...probably 2: because we aren't innocent... 3: Innocent? 4: Searching for food in order to live, 5: running...swimming, 6: flying. 7(2b): Basking in sunlight, sleeping when tired... 8: They're all...just living in order to live.
202) 1: This island's...no, all living creatures 2: know the joy of living solely to live. 3: We-- 4: Aside from we humans...
203) 1: If that's the case... 2: Then we-- 3: Voices! 4: Over there?! 5: Ryou-kun! 6: Yeah! 7: Someone's collapsed?! 8: A-at that corner... 9: What happened... 10: It looks...like there was a fight. 11: H...horrible!
204) 1: Then we... 2: What are you going to do? 3: Hey! You alright?! 4: If that's the case, then we 5: hoo hoo 6: ggh...ggggh..hoo...hoo 7: Looks like they kept fighting after that. 8: What sad, sad creatures 9: They took this way too far! 10: we are. 11: I'm scared...! 12: Where's the other one?!
205) 1: Ah...! 2: Just...what the hell do you think you're doing? 3: This makes no sense!! 4(2b): There are no rules here. If a disagreement develops between two people, 5: they have to end it between them somehow. 6: If we don't work together, we aren't gonna make it here!! 7: Don't you think you're overdoing it!??
206) 1: No, I don't. What's wrong with killing those who oppose me, in order to survive? 2: Don't you remember what Kai said? 3: You...bastard! 4: You're too naive...Ryou. 5: H-- 6: Hey, wait! 7: wait!! 8: Hey!
207) 1: Hoo--... 2: This should do it...
208) 1: In my head, Tomo's words 2: Hoooo...no good... 3: swirled. 4: Not sturdy enough.
209) 1: Why-- 2: Why, dammit? 3: We've distanced ourselves too far from other animals. 4: Back in society-- 5: even if I ate until I was full, 6: or slept in a warm futon, I... 7: didn't feel happy.
210) 1: This... 2: is really flexible...! 3: I didn't feel the happiness of living 4: that every other creatures feels. 5: This'll do it!
211) 1: We've turned our backs, 2: swallowed up in the pain 3: of living. 4: I...the society I was in--
212) 1: says that if you don't have anything you want to do 2: then you're no good. 3: That if you don't have dreams, you're no good. 4: If you don't win, you're no good. 5: If you can't get a nice life... 6: If you can't accumulate a lot... 7: then you aren't happy, they said.
213) 1: That's also how I thought, and I was always suffering, 2: so I ran away. 3: There must be something you want to do. 4: At this rate, you're just going to get left behind, you know? 5: We can't understand how you feel unless you speak. 6: I couldn't answer with anything. 7: Because I had nothing. 8: Just what do you want us to do, Sei? 9: And yet...and yet, mom...
214) 1: I... 2: I just wanted you to say 3: that I'm fine how I am. 4: That's all...
215) 1: No... 2: This is wrong... 3: This is all sentimental. 4: Completely different 5: from how that is. 6: I feel like...I'm on the verge of understanding something...think! 7: Don't get dragged away by sentimentalism...there's something more... 8: Something...
216) 1: Right now...am I... 2: thinking about living...?! 3: Running, 4: dying, 5: ending everything. 6: That's all I've thought about so far, but now--
217) 1: I've been feeling it this whole time 2: ever since I got to this island...
218) 1: The feeling that I'm being tested 2: on this island... 3: Changing, 4: living. 5: Have I fulfilled the requirements 6: to do something like that?
[Chapter 10 - The Requirements End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25610[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 9 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:15:27+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #9
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77) Chapter 9 - That Which is Beautiful
78) 1: After a few days of fishing failures continued, our food conditions rapidly worsened. 2: And along with that-- 3: Discontent among the group members heightened, 4: and instead of working together, 5: people splitting up to act on their own increased. 6: We're steadily being driven to a wall. 7: One might even say 8: that things had simply gone too well for our own good up until now.
79) 1: Midst all of that, I 2: had taken up a daily hobby. 3: There they are...!
80) 1: A group where the male is the leader. 2(2b): Every morning this group goes to drink water from the valley. At noon, I saw a group of all females along the mountain ridge. 3: And after that, on the hill behind the beach... 4(2b): So there is some regularity in their movement...if I can follow them well...I might be able to see them again...!! 5: I was entranced. 6: Ever since I felt that overwhelming vitality... 7: that energy...
81) 1: They're gone... 2: I felt like I wanted to touch it again. 3: Next is at night. 4: Before it's too late. 5: They'll come out on the hill by the beach...
82) 1: You're here often, aren't you... 2: on the rooftop. 3: Yeah...you too. 4: Is there...some reason? 5: It puts me at ease. 6: Ease? 7(2b): I can end this at any time. Feeling that way 8: puts me at ease a little.
83) 1: You too? 2: N...no, I... 3: Um... 4(2b): At the bottom of that valley, the upper-right ridge. 5: And...the hill near the beach. 6: You can see deer. 7: Since I'm following their movements... 8: You're going to hunt them? 9: Eh? 10(2b): No...there's no way I could...no way.
84) 1: It'd be good for us if we were able to, but...my interest 2: is different. 3: We...no, I... 4: no matter what I do, 5: I'm just going to end up dying in the end... 6: But before that...I want to touch that existence, bursting with vitality. 7: As long as I can do that, I...!
85) 1: I? 2(2b): N...no, er...I can't really explain it well... 3: Sounds nice. 4(2b): If something like that really exists, 5: then I want to touch it too... 6: Yeah...
86) 1: The wind's...started blowing. 2: Y...yeah... 3: What?! What's the meaning of this? 4: I don't know...
87) 1: Tomo! 2: Ah, Sei... 3: What's wrong? 4: Well... 5: Apparently our bananas are all gone. 6: Eh?! 7: We still had two or three big bunches left, right? ALL of them are gone?! 8: Yeah! They were all cut from the stalk! 9: I saw it too. 10: What'll we do? ...we can't even fish right now...
88) 1: No...more importantly, 2: who was it?! 3: Two bunches of 30 bananas each? No one could eat that much alone! 4(2b): I'll forgive you, so just be honest...c'mon!!! 5: What about you, with that weird attitude? 6: Huh?! 7: What'd you say just now?! 8: You're not the only one who's pissed off here!!
(*89-90 are duplicates)
91) 1: Uuuohhhhhh!! 2: Zahhh!! 3: Kyaaah 3: Gyahh!! 4: I have something important to tell you all. 5: If you're gonna fight then do it somewhere else.
92) 1: You're going to interrogate each and every person? 2: No. But in an atmosphere like this, there's no way the guilty party is going to come out. The timing is wrong. 3: more importantly, 4(2b): we need to fish. The real problem is that lately, there have been less and less people going out to fish! 5: What are we gonna do? This is seriously bad.
93) 1: I haven't eaten a thing, how do you expect me to have enough stamina to go fishing! 2: Even if we do try, we never catch anything... 3: Guess it really was too much for amateurs to handle... 4: There's no way it could be that easy. 5: You idiots! That's why we have to keep trying until we get something... 6: There's no other way to get any food! 7: I'll go look for some different food. 8: Me too... 9: Hey! We can't lay down the net unless we have enough people!! 10: Ryou-kun...
94) 1: Goddammit! 2: W-wait! 3: Just who...did that...? 4: Now everyone's going to start losing trust in each other... 5: And then maybe...we'll all start stealing each other's food... 6(2b): Yeah...well. 7: You never know... 8: Anyway, let's all look for some food as well. 9: Yeah... 10: You coming too? It'll be dangerous for a girl to stay alone.
95) 1: Instead of going to the ocean, we went to the opposite side of the beach that we hadn't been to before-- 2: searching for wild plants. 3: Tomo said he had lived in Okinawa before, 4: and had some knowledge about southern plants.
96) 1: There are a lot of these growing here! If everyone knew... small: Thatch Screwpine: Grows on beaches in the subtropics. Soft buds in the center of the leaves can be cut off and used as fruit. Surprisingly, the pineapple-looking fruit that sprouts out cannot be eaten. (*This is a mistake on Mori's part: it CAN be used as food, and is often eaten in Micronesia.) 2: Tomo? 3: I... 4: I'm not different from the banana thief... 5: No, I'm the same. 6: Wha? What's wrong...? 7: Do you know why I didn't tell anyone? 8: Because if I did, then my "share" would disappear-- 9: That's what I thought...that it'd be stolen by a stronger person. The person who stole the bananas--... 10: must be weak, just like me...I'm sure of it.
97) 1: Tomo... 2: Ahhh!! 3: Wh...what? 4: Look! The hill on the left side...
98) 1: How beautiful... 2: Yeah... 3: Different 4: from us. 5: ...Tomo... 6: That's right... 7: We're living on this island too, 8: but only we 9: are not beautiful.
[Chapter 9 - That Which is Beautiful End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25609[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 8 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:15:06+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #8
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157) 1: How much time has passed 2: since I lost all my energy? 3: I have to stand up... 4: Today's already begun. 5: I have to move...
Chapter 8 - Energy
159) 1: Ah...
161) 1: You said you saw deer? 2: Woah... 3: Yeah. 4: Uh...umm...! 5: I wasn't just seeing things.. 6: And they came surprisingly close...! Really--... 7: No, we're not doubting you. 8: There are others who've seen them, too. 9: So it's true...this'll be difficult. 10: Yes, surely...
162) 1: It'd be great if we could hunt them...but yeah, it'll be hard. 2: Ah!! 3: That's right. Deer...can be used as food! 4: For some reason...I didn't make the connection. 5: Why not--... 6: That presence I felt 7: bursting with vitality... 8: I felt like I could hear everything 9: right down to the beating of its heart.
163) 1: This isn't realistic. We don't even have any technical knowledge about them... 2: And neither the allowance to bet on something like that. 3: OK, so it's settled! We'll stay as fishermen for a while!! 4: Yeah. 5(small): Why is this guy is positive... 6: Alright, then let's keep working! You too, exploration group! 7: Take care of the salt for us! 8: Only one banana for lunch, got it?! 9: Sika Deer - A species of deer with varying subspecies from the Yezo Deer in Hokkaido to the Kerama Deer in Kerama, Okinawa (as well as others in Honshu, Shikoku, and Kyushu). The farther south they get, the smaller their bodies are.
164) 1: We haven't been past this point for a while. 2: Yeah. 3: Everyone knew what each other was thinking. 4: That 5: panic
165) 1: Some smoke went up...so there must be people there. 2: Yeah. 3: But in order to avoid the beach, 4: we took the road into the mountains. 5: So there was a settlement here too... 6: Guess we'll have to all search around one by one-- 7: "Excuse me"...guess I don't need to say that. 8: If you find something big, call. We'll all help carry it. 9: OK.
166) 1: This place is surrounded by trees...so it isn't too messed up. 2: The windows aren't broken...people might be able to live here. 3: Ah
167) 1: Wha...! ...wh... 2: ...ah... 3: Um...! 4: Wh...what is this? He isn't an animal...he's a human...so why? 5: I'm scared... 6: Ah...ah, you. 7: ...! Oh, that's right. 8: Y-you were walking around the beach...! 9: That tall, uh...what? Why--
168) 1: What...hahaha! Food, I, uh... 2: don't have any more...hahaha! 3: I'm scared...I want to run... 4: Eh? No, me neither... 5: Nnn!? 6: Wh-what's wrong? 7: You...the color of your face looks pretty good. 8: Eh? 9: That's strange. 10: We've been here five days now...in a place like this!
169) 1: That's strange! What have you been eating... 2: could it be... 3: What...? Bananas...and fish I caught... 4: Is that...a banana? 5: On your hip... 6: Eh? Th...this is... 7: Um
170) 1: Don't like to me!! It is, isn't it?!?! 2: Ahh...o...oww... 3: Give it...to me. 4; You don't mind, do you? 5: I...this is all I have, too...for the morning... 6: T-that hurts...let me go...!
171) 1: Gyaahh!! 2: O...owww... 3: You should be careful... 4: There are no laws here...remember? It's dangerous... 5: What are you gonna do? 6: See?!?!
173) 1: I 2: I'm saaaved!! 3: I...I've had nothing to eat this whole time...!! And he just...gave me a banana! 4: O-oh really... 5: Are you OK?
174) 1: Make sure to eat it slowly. 2: Want some...water? 3: Sei... 4: What's wrong? Your face...it's red? 5: On our exploration, we managed to find a little clothing 6: It's nothing... 7: Nothing to worry about. 8: and a new... 9: comrade.
175) 1: Everything that was hard to accept 2: or that I didn't want to accept, even now, 3: so many things... 4: began to give me energy.
176) 1: And with it...the power to resist, 2: and the power to try to change and move forward... 3: slowly, but surely 4: began to slip away... 5: I can't let this happen. 6: I need to move again. 7: Before all my energy 8: disappears.
[Chapter 8 - Energy End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25608[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 7 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:14:47+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #7
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137) Chapter 7 - The Have-Not
138) 1: How is it? 2: Fine, it's cooked. 3: Pass some over here, too! 4: ...doesn't taste like anything. 5: I'm happy just being able to eat fish! 6: Yeah, they're looking great! 7: How are the remaining ones? 8: I put them in a pretty big tide pool*. They should stay a live for a bit. * Line: A place where seawater remains after the tide draws out. 9: Oh really...looks like we'll be able to keep eating for a while, then.
139) 1: It was really lucky that we found those nets... 2: Without them, we wouldn't have been able to get any. We'll have to take good care of those... 3: The masks and fins too... 4: Without those, we wouldn't have been able to chase the fish. 5: Yeah-- 6: The fishing hut...nets...masks...fins...swimsuits... 7: Banana trees...warm southern island... 8: What are you going on about...? A memory game?! 9: No...just thinking about how well-equipped... 10: this island just happened to be...you know? 11: ...yeah.
140) 1: I thought things would end up being worse at the beginning...and thought it'd be absolutely impossible. 2: But...well, I don't know what will happen in the future, but for now, it looks like we can make it. 3: You're right, if this wasn't a southern island and without equipment...over half of us wouldn't have survived... 4: Why...a southern island...? Just what are the intentions of the government...? 5(2b): Just what is this place anyway?
141) 1: We won't know the answer to that no matter how much we think...it's useless. 2: It will be better for us to learn more about this island, though. Like what else we can use--- 3: Also...salt... 4: I want some salt. 5: Yeah! Me too!! I can't eat this tasteless fish forever. 6: We need some salt! Wouldn't saltwater work? 7: I think...if you take in salt from saltwater...you'll ruin your liver.* *It apparently causes liver and kidney failure. 8: I think that's what I heard... 9: Wow...you're well-informed.
142) 1(2b): Taste is also important, but...the main thing is preserving our food. We may not always be able to gather fish. 2: If we're able to dry them out and preserve them, then we can get a stable stock. 3: All we need to do is boil some saltwater then, right? 4: There was a place near my house that made natural salt like that. 5: It's probably possible...but it'll use up a lot of firewood. 6: What about a saltpan? 7: Saltpan? 8: All we need to do is separate it from the water...So we lay down those vinyl sheets from the fishing hut and pour saltwater on. 9: Since the sun is strong here, it'll evaporate. Once the water goes down, we add more...and if we repeat this, we should gradually end up with some thick saltwater.
143) 1: I see! Then we can get salt at the end. 2: Then we just boil the thick saltwater. 3: You're pretty smart! 4: I, I'm pretty sure you're-- 5: I haven't told you my name yet...it's Sugimura. 6: Just call me Sugi. 7: Alright, so tomorrow is salt...shall we split up into a group to work on the saltpan and a group to explore the island? 8: Yeah. 9: OK, so tomorrow, at the bottom of the hill... 10: Wait a minute! ...before we sleep, 11: there's something I want to ask...!
144) 1: Among these people here...there have been a number of men...who have...come at us demanding things... 2: And trying to force us to do it...especially when night comes. 3: I won't say who it is here...but, 4: if you can't guarantee our safety, then we won't cooperate! 5: Goddammit...! This is ridiculous, there are still idiots out there trying to do stuff like that?! 6: What should we do?
146) 1: What do you mean...? 2(2b): That's something personal, completely unrelated to lie or death...additionally, 3(2b): if you really don't want to, you should just stab and kill your attacker. There are no laws on this island. 4: That's...!! Y...you... 5: Are you being serious? 6: Of course. 7: If we create rules, we will then have to employ a system in order to enforce them... 8: And we don't have any time to do that right now. The ones involved should solve the problem for themselves.
147) 1(2b): Hmmm...smart people really are tough to death with...alright, but I-- 2: personally cannot forgive anyone who does that, and do not intend to in the future!! 3: If I receive any reports, then I'll personally deal with them. 4: You're creating a rule...does this mean you're going to enforce it? 5: No...this isn't something that difficult... 6: It's just personal emotion!
148) 1: Ah 2: That's...! 3: Smoke...
149) 1: There are people...who have survived on that side, too... 2: I was nervous. 3: I wonder how many there are... 4: Who knows... 5: Those two have already become the pillars of our group. 6: I wanted to avoid having them go against each other, by all means... 7: Everyone else understood. 8: It has to be absolutely avoided... 9: Absolutely...
150) 1: Haah...my body aches! We should probably go look for some futons. 2(2b): Yeah...ah! It's Ryou-kun. 3: Yo. 4: You guys are the exploration team today, right? Think you can go search for some razors for us? We keep messing up with this knife. 5: Yeah! And if you can find some soap, that'd be great too. 6: Things like that aren't just gonna conveniently pop up somewhere. (So selfish!) 7: You two are gonna work on the saltpan, right? 8: Yeah, we're gonna dig out a pretty big space and them put the sheet there...it's brute work. 9: The girls will be doing it, so we gotta help.
151) 1: Alright then, time to go get today's share of bananas. 2: Yeah. 3: Ah, I'll go too. 4: Me too... 5: Three people will be enough, there's no reason for you to come too. 6: Ah...haha... 7: Good morning...today, are you... 8: You don't need to push yourself. 9: No...I... 10: Like I said...don't push yourself 11: when you're around me. 12: Eh?
152) 1(2b): It makes you tired, doesn't it? Being around people like that...I understand. 2: What...? 3: What do you mean? 4: Guys who are tall, with power. 5: Smart guys, guys with cool faces. 6: Slender and beautiful girls. 7(2b): Those people...have something...and yet they attempted suicide. Makes me wanna laugh. 8: Makes me disgusted...
153) 1: What!!? I...never... 2: Heh heh...what's wrong? Just quit already. 3: I know, man. 4: You're just like me...that's right-- 5: You have nothing. 6: What...what are you... 7: Didn't you notice yourself? Heh heh... 8: Or maybe you just didn't want to notice...which is it?
154) 1(2b): Alright then, I'll explain it for you. Have you ever won at something, even once? Ever took a prize at a sports festival? Or in studies? 2(2b): How about this one: Have you ever confessed to a girl you like? 3(2b): Those who have something just keep on getting more and more...while we lost everything. 4: Even the strength to compete, too. 5: We're the Have-Nots. 6: Let's work together.
155) 1: Ah 2: Well, it's fine either way. 3: I just wanted you to know that we're different from those people, that's all. 4: In the end, this place really is the same as the outside world. 5: No matter what you expect, 6: you'll just end up getting hurt in the end.
[Chapter 7 End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25607[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 6 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:14:30+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #6
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117) Chapter 6 - ~Fishing~
119) 1: Puhaah
120) 1: Looks like this place is a little too deep to enter. 2: The current is fast too...it may be too difficult for people who can't swim that well. 3: Let's go back and consult with everyone. 4: Wh 5: What? 6: Nah...you're just really good, that's all. (Even better than me!) 7: N-not at all!! I just swam for a little bit a long time ago. 8: No, really. 9: Let's head back, alright? 10: ...yeah...
121) 1(2b): Here and here...there are a lot of fish, but it's deep. 2(2b): On the right side, the fish are a little scarce, but it's shallow. If you be careful of the reef, it might be alright. 3: Hmmm... 4: How's the equipment team faring? 5(2b): That diving shop was a treasure trove. They even had a lot of rental equipment left over. 6: Even life jackets! 7: Yeah, it had a nice selection of swimsuits and Seagulls*... (I think I may have seen even a bit too much...) * Line: A suit made with elastic and water resistant materials in between a wetsuit and a T-shirt. 8: If not, then I wouldn't have been able to go in the water!! 9(small): Pervert... 10(2b): But, isn't that...heavy now that it's wet?
122) 1: Hm? Ah...me...? 2: Yeah...you're right. 3: And since it's seawater, you'll probably smell later. If you don't bathe in freshwater and hang it up to dry-- 4: Mmmmm 5: Yeah, you're right...but... 6(2b): Ah! Alright, alright, it is kinda gross... 7: I'll take it off!
123) 1: Hooo... 2: Haha... 3: So it did freak you all out...
124) 1: W...why you gotta be so depressing, man? 2: Hahaha...well, it's a long story, I guess... 3: Surprising... 4: Brimming with vitality and energy...and so bright it was a mystery as to why he was sent here in the first place. 5: Despite how he looked, Ryou had the deepest scars. 6: Darkness incomparable 7: with my barely 5cm deep scars. 8: Let's hurry. 9: We've got to carry those nets behind the hill down to the beach.
125) 1: Y...yeah. 2(2b): You're right...let's hurry. 3: Uh 4: Umm... 5: Hm? 6: S...sorry. 7: About back there... 8: Don't worry about it. 9: I want to take it off anyway...it was gross.
126) 1: Let's try talking to him. 2(2b): Nah, just leave him alone. 3: It'll be better if we go in a group to try and rouse him up. 4: Heeey! 5: Ah geez... 6: We're gonna go net fishing right now, how about coming along....?
127) 1: D-damn! 2: Again...? 3: The reason why everyone was pissed off 4: Day in and day out, he's working to bury himself... 5: I guess we have no choice...let's do it. 6: is because we all started embracing a new complex... 7: regarding being unable to die. 8: Let's clean him up. 9: Yeah. 10: A complex-- 11: regarding our clinging 12: to life.
128) 1: Were you able to put down the net?! 2: How'd it go?! 3: It's in!! 4: Is this spot OK?! 5: Looks good to me? 6(2b): Yeah. Now the pursuers just need to match up their speed, 7: and go in making as much noise as possible. 8: We decided to chase the fish in. Without a boat, and nothing but our belt-shaped nets, 9: our only hope was to try fishing this way, which some people had seen on TV before.
129) 1: There are a lot more fish here than I thought. 2: At this rate... 3: They'll slip underneath me. 4: I need to get deeper and increase the pressure...
130) 1: It's no good!! I can't get in... 2: The fish are all over the place. 3: Puhah 4(2b): Their line gets out of order and gaps open up. That's where the fish run away. 5: Once more! 6: ...yeah 7: However-- 8: no matter how many times we tried after that,
131) 1: We should probably set the net in deeper, going inwards. 2: the fish never went into the net. 3: And we're being too slow closing it... 4: It's probably better if I close it... 5: No, you should move around and support whatever our weak points are... 6: It's impossible... 7: It's impossible after all...for amateurs to try and catch fish like this... 8: My legs won't even move anymore...it hurts... 9: Even I...after burying those who were able to die, every day!! Over and over... 10: I'm gonna die now too...I want to...despite having given up on it... 11: No...
132) 1: I...gave up too. 2(2b): Thinking that even on some random island like this, it'd be still be alright to die. But...watching people go off every day like this...I felt like something was wrong. 3(2b): I don't really know why, but...it isn't right...! 4: Me too...! 5: I felt the same way...I don't know how to put it, except...it felt wrong! 6: Thanks... 7(2b): Ehh!!? Ahh...n-no, I... 8: Let's do this! 9: Y-yeah!
133) 1: If we're gonna do it, then we'd better do it fast...the current's pulled out, which is making it more advantageous for us. 2: There's a funnel-shaped reef over there, it'd probably be easier to chase them if we hung the net there. 3: The sun's started to rise...let's hurry!! 4: Lost feelings 5: still resided inside us.
134) 1: Those who tried to die, 2: and those who were able to. 3: Those who were unable to die, 4: and those who had. 5: Then, finally-- 6: Close iiiiit!!!
135) 1: those who tried to live.
136) 1: W...we got them!!? 2: We got them... 3: We got theeeeeeeem!!! 4: Which one am I? 5: Is it really possible for me 6: to continue forward?
[Chapter 6 - ~Fishing~ End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25606[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 5 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:14:11+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #5
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97) Chapter 5 - Knife
98) 1: How's it going over there?! 2: Looks like there might be something... 3: Dammit! This is really stuck hard! 4: It looks like it might op... 5: en! 6: Ohh...
99) 1: A net..shed...? 2: We can use this place, can't we? 3: This is-- 4: It's been three days 5: since we reached the island... 6: What is Kai and them up to? 7: They went ahead to the beach... 8: And we've finally begun serious work
100) 1: towards living-- 2: We're really lucky to have found these bananas! 3: Yeah. If we look harder, we'll probably be able to find more. 4: There were a surprising amount of houses other those of farmers that had trees planted in the gardens-- 5: So as long as we find trees that are a bit off in their fruitification periods*, we should have little trouble supplying ourselves. * Line: The period in which fruit trees bear fruit 6: Bananas are an excellent found source that include various vitamins in abundance such as calcium and magnesium. There are even some tribes that use bananas as their main food source. 7: The point is, these will allow us to move. 8: So the question is what to do now--
101) 1: I have a proposition. 2: Kai-kun... 3: I want to fish. 4: Fish...with those nets? 5: We don't even have a boat, how are we gonna... 6: Yeah...it'll probably be difficult, but I think we've just gotta try anyway. 7: Even if we gather as much as we can individually, it'll be impossible for a group of this size to go on eating like this.
102) 1(2b): If one has a high level of survival abilities, then it might be better for one to go on by oneself, you know? That's not me, though, so I want us to work together. 2: But I have no proof that we'll be able to catch anything... 3: We girls...have no say in the matter...there's no way we could catch fish by ourselves. 4: We'll help! 5: That settles things! 6: I have some doubts, but if fishing is possible, then all our food problems will be instantly solved...let's do it!
103) 1: It's not gonna go that easily? I'm positive of that... 2: I'm know, I'm just...raising morale! 3(2b): Geez. You failures at suicide are so negative, I can never get a break, can I? 4: Hahahaha 5: Wh-what? 6: Isn't it...obvious? 7(2b): We're all the same here! Including you! 8(2b): I know thaaaat!!! C'mon, let's just get started already! 9: We all laughed as if to cover up our embarrassment. 10: It was the first time I laughed in a very long time.
104) 1: You alright over there? 2: Yeah! 3: Alright, let's put it down. 4: You really found some good material...is that duckwood? 5: Are you gonna make it so people can ride it? 6: No, for the time being, all we need to do is make it so that we can take the nets out, right? You can't swim if you're carrying something like that. 7: There were a lot of Styrol boxes in there! 8: OK, shall we begin? 9: Where are the girls? 10: Over there mending the nets.
105) 1: What are we gonna cut the rope with? 2: I have a lighter, so how about we just burn it? 3: No, it'll be a waste to use the lighter like that. 4: Wanna search for something? 5(2b): All I've got is my cell phone...and my wallet and stuff... 6: All the stuff we had before they sent us here was still in our pockets. 7: What we had before we were sent here... 8: I--
106) 1: I...have a knife...wanna use it? 2: Y...yeah! Let's tie it and then cut off the excess part. 3: I also... 4(2b): have one. I'll help out. 5: There were other people who had knives and box cutters... 6: But there were none who asked why...
107) 1: Using it like this...a knife can really come in handy, huh... 2(2b): Ehh?! Y-yeah, you're right. 3: That's when I realized... 4: That things used for death were really made to be used for survival... 5: The reason I first picked up this grim hunting knife 6: was to rouse myself up.
108) 1: I wanted enough courage 2: to take my own life. 3: I think I'm being a hypocrite, though... 4: Alriiiight! 5: There should be enough buoyancy now, right? 6: Yeah, it should work. 7: How are the nets coming?
109) 1: I think we did it just like you told us to... 2: They were pretty big, too. 3: I wonder if we can catch any... 4: I hope we can! 5: Ehh!!? 6: Ah...y-yeah, me too!! 7: This is like...
110) 1: I...think it's the first time for me...but-- 2: you know...everyone...like...how should I put this? 3: Ahh, s-sorry...butting in all of a sudden. 4: No, it's OK. 5(2b): I kinda feel like we're going to catch something now. 6: Yeah! We will, we will. 7: Yeah! 8: Mmm...it's tomorrow...let's do our best...mmm. 9: We have to do our best...mmm.
111) 1: Ah! M-my name's Tanaka! 2: Tomoki...call me Tomo. 3: I...I'm Sei... 4: Even after that... 5: Tanaka-san kept going on and on about tomorrow. 6: That's right. 7: What's necessary for us now is-- 8: tomorrow...
112) 1: --It's tomorrow--... 2: Tomo...?
113) 1: Trembling...? Tomo-kun...? 2: Someone's here again...
114) 1: Ahh...wha...
115) 1: We weren't able to stop Tanaka-san...
116) 1: The next morning, in the garden...there he was. 2: Tanaka-san... 3: wasn't able to make it to tomorrow. 4: "This is wrong"...suddenly, that thought floated into my mind. 5: As for why...I had no idea.
[Chapter 5 - Knife End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25605[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 4 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:13:52+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #4
78) 1: I wanted to, didn't I?! There's no reason why...I wouldn't!! After all... 2: No...I'm...diff... 3: We're all going to die...we all wanted to, didn't we...in that case 4: No...no!!
79) 1: He...l... 2: Uuu... 3: Ah 4: Hey! 5: She finally settled down. 6(2b): G...good...! 7: Sto
80) 1: Guh 2: Gaahhh
81) 1: Wha...!!? 2: Owwww... 3: Shut up, you two... 4: And just go to sleep!! Tomorrow's gonna be really tough. 5: ...that hurts! What the hell, man?! 6: We're all free, aren't we?! Why are you telling us what to do?! 7: ...right.
82) 1: And beating the shit out of you two in order to make you be quiet. 2: I'm free to do that if I want, too. 3: Uuu 4: U-ummm!! 5: I'm going to sleep! I'm going to be quiet and go to sleep, so just...!! 6: Tch...
83) 1: Let's go to sleep tomorrow. 2: Tomorrow's going to be a hard day. 3: In the end, I... 4: What do I want to do? 5: What did I want to do? 6: I don't know... 7: I might have seriously been trying to stop them...
84) 1: The only thing I know now is-- 2: the power to do something I want 3: the power to attack people and fulfill desires 4: and strength and willpower to stop such things... 5: I possess none of that. 6(2b): Why won't you say anything? What do you want to do? 7: If you don't tell us, we can't understand anything!
85) 1: Mother...father...I didn't understand that. Even now... 2: The next thing I knew, it was bright outside. 3: Tomorrow...no 4: today is here. 5: I don't need another 6: "today."
86) 1: I had no...choice...there was...no choice...!
88) 1: Ahhh...ah
89) 1: No...!!! 2: N... 3: ...o...?
90) 1: ...just when 2(2b): I finally thought I could make it...why... 3: Wh...y... 4(2b): ...I don't know...I-I... 5(2b): when I...woke up on the island...y...your...hair was...so long... 6(2b): And I...remembered...my senpai...
91) 1: What are you talking about? 2: mmm....mm 3(2b): You--didn't you come here to die? 4: Why...do you stop me? ...I don't get it...anymore than this 5(2b): Defiling others, defiling myself. 6: There is no point...to living... 7: Or maybe--
92) 1: You're going to go... 2: together with me? 3: I don't...have enough courage... 4-5: Together--
93) 1: Together-- 2: F... 3: From...here...
94) 1: My fear and trembling... 2: was transmitted to her. 3: Why... 4: S...sorry.
95) 1: Why...?! 2: S... 3: Sorry...! 4: Why...did you try to stop me... 5: Back then...too... 6: I don't know.
96) 1: I don't know... 2: In the end... 3: I couldn't do it. 4: But the moment when she held out her hand to me, 5: despite the reason, 6: I was surely 7: happy.
[Chapter 4 - Rooftop - End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25604[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 3 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:13:37+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #3
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57) Chapter 3 - A Lawless Night
58) 1: As the sun reached its highest point in the sky, we became able to drink water from a stream. 2: My head... 3: It's finally clearing up now...I was just about to collapse.
59) 1: You shouldn't drink anymore. If you want a full stomach's worth, we should go farther upstream... 2: If you get a stomachache, you won't have any energy to move with tomorrow. 3: Tomorrow...? 4(2b): Yeah. Tomorrow. 5: That's right. If I'm alive, then tomorrow will come. 6: We must live on to tomorrow...
60) 1: ..so. 2: Now what do we do? 3: Huh?! You're asking ME?! 4: Well of course? You're the one who brought everyone here. 5: That line AGAIN?! Enough already!! 6: Can't you decide anything for yourself...just how old are you?! 7: What's that, you little brat?! 8: Bring it on! I'm pissed off too! 9: Hey! 10: Hey, stop it!!
61) 1: Hunting and gathering... 2: A lifestyle of hunting and gathering. That's the only hope we have of surviving day to day-- 3: In fact, that'll probably take up each and every day. 4(2b): Water won't even keep us alive for a whole month. After ten days, everyone will no longer be able to move. 5: In order to keep active, we need to get food. And in order to get food, we need to be active.
62) 1: N...no! I can't live such a primitive life like that!! 2: I don't even have a change of clothes! You expect me to live like some dirty caveman in a place like this!?? 3: I can't do it! No way...uuuu....uu... 4: If you don't want to-- 5: then step off. 6(2b): Those who don't want to or can't keep on living can just step off...you're free! 7: H-hey! 8: Don't say it like that... 9: I'm sick of this!!
63) 1: Sick of having all the responsibility get pushed onto me!!! 2: How can I be responsible for others' lives?! Wh...when I can't... 3: When I couldn't even do anything with my own... 4: I... 5: We...! 6(2b): He's right...stepping off, and living. 7: We're all personally responsible for our own actions...and free to do them.
64) 1: Therefore, those who want to survive should work together. 2(2b): Moreover, if we do not work together, we will not be able to survive. 3: Kai-kun... 4: Y...yeah, you're right. 5: Let's work toward that... 6: Yeah... 7: You're so calm and collected... 8: You'll be a great help. 9: I dunno. 10: I think-- 11: they said your name was Kai, right??
65) 1: I'm Ryou! 2: Let's work hard together. 3: Yes, let's. 4: Through their handshake, I 5: felt as if I had gained a little hope... 6: until my surroundings became covered in darkness and insecurity.
66) 1: We found the ruins of a school after climbing up the river, 2: and decided to spend the night there. 3: The moon... 4: so bright... 5: Just...what am I doing? 6: None of this... 7: feels real at all.
67) 1: Just what is going on, anyway? 2: Suicide Island... 3: Some random island in the south I've never been to before 4: can I really survive here? 5: No...it's impossible. 6: That corpse wasn't of someone who committed suicide. 7: We'll all probably be... 8: ...right? 9: Yeah... 10: Outside? No, from the hallway...
68) 1: Hunting and gathering? No way! We're all amateurs... 2: Yeah... 3: I don't want to think about it...! 4: We'll end up suffering something worse than death... 5: I can't take this anymore! 6(2b): Let's just not think about anything anymore? ...alright? Don't think...OK? 7(2b): Ah! No...! 8: We're all going to die anyway! 9: Ahh... 10: It's fine, isn't it?! Isn't it? 11-13: Hah 14: Nn..nnn 15: Ahhhhh...
69) 1: Will you die with me, then? I'm...too scared. 2(2b): I'll die! I'll die with you...alright?! 3: M...me too... 4: Ahh 5: Ahhh...nnn... 6-8: Haah
70) 1: Hey. 2: Ah...! Uhh...umm 3: The same thing's started in other rooms too. 4: What are you gonna do? 5(2b): Wha...?! Wha 6: What am I gonna do...!!? 7: No one's gonna come save us...so we should just do whatever we like! Right?! 8: Wha?! 9: I've had my eye on her since the afternoon--
71) 1: That girl in the one piece... 2(2b): Long hair...see, she's sleeping in the corner over there? What about you? 3: ---ah---... 4: L...let me in too! 5: Ohhh! 6: I...I've, uhh...n...never, never done a girl before. 7-9: Hah 10: I don't wanna die...without knowing what it's like!!
72) 1(2b): If there's three of us, she won't be able to fight back. We'll be fine. Let's have some fun! 2: O...okay. 3: You got any experience? 4: No...what am I answering...what am I?! 5: No...I...! 6: Sssh! Be quiet! 7: Look!
73) 1: I knew it, she really does have a killer body... 2: T...that she does...! 3: Alright. 4: I'm gonna do her!
74) 1-2: Hah 2: ? What? 3: You're gonna go first? I wouldn't advise that...you should leave the beginning to someone with experience. 4: Y-yeah, you're right. We can't start her off... 5: N... 6: N...no... 7-10: Hah 11: I'm...not like you guys...! 12: Are you crazy?! ...we're all gonna die here, you know?! 13: Yeah!! 14: There's no point to acting cool at a time like this!
75) 1: Let's see you look down and say that again! Your pants have been getting tight since the minute we stepped in here! 2: But if you prefer to do it yourself, then you can just stand over there and watch! 3(2b): No...I'm different! 4-6: Hah 7: No you aren't! 8: I... 9: Oh shit! 10: Nnn... 11: She woke up! 12: Let's go!!
76) 1: Wha?! N...nooo! 2: Did I want to do it...did I want to watch...? 3: St... 4: Sto...p 5: Or did I really want to stop them...? 6: Ow 7: Hey, keep her down... 8: Nooooooooo 9: This is Suicide Island. 10: An island on which to wait for death. 11: My willpower, my voice 12: Sto...p 13: Sto... 14: all powerlessly slipped away.
[Chapter 3 - End]https://mangahelpers.com/t/molokidan/releases/25603[English] [Translation] Suicide Island 2 by molokidan2010-10-27T16:13:19+00:00molokidanadmin@mangahelpers.comSUICIDE ISLAND #2
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37) Chapter Two - Dryness
38) 1: Water...water...? 2: Water 3: isn't something that can be taken for granted? 4: I've never had nothing to drink before. 5: I was able to pick and choose what I liked. 6: I'm suffering.
39) 1: And if I'm suffering... 2: then all I need to do is end it, right? 3: shit 4: It's the first time...I've seen someone die...and seen a corpse! 5: Can I really do that? 6: Wait a minute!
40) 1: Where are you going? That way is-- 2: Where are we going...? 3: Back. 4: That's the only spot where there are high places. 5: W-woah?! H-hold on a minute... 6: What?! Do we need your permission?! 7: We're free, right?!
41) 1: ! Hey?! You guys... 2: We're going into the mountains. 3: This place is hot, and there might be a stream within... 4: O...oh? 5: Oh...instead of staying here, 6: M-me too... 7: That isn't a good idea.
42) 1: Before you find a source of water, you'll lose all your stamina and be unable to come back out...not to mention-- 2: it's difficult for amateurs to discover streams. 3: Ah! 4: Ah... 5: Are you saying you AREN'T an amateur? 6: Well...actually, I am.
43) 1: Ka...i...Kai...kun? 2: You're Kai-kun, aren't you? 3: Se...i? 4: So it is you, Kai-kun...! 5: Wh-what... 6: Sei...so you, too-- 7: Why are you... 8: S...sorry... 9: It's alright. 10: I'm...also surprised.
44) 1: Sorry to ruin your reunion, but... 2: Do you mind? 3: If you don't want to go into the mountains, then do you have a better idea? 4: I know it's a gamble, but it's better than sitting out to dry here... 5: Yeah, I do...it isn't that great an idea, but... 6(2b): For an island of this size, there's got to be a river or two, so we should locate a good spot on the coastline to take a look--and then find an inlet and walk to it. 7: Then, if we climb to a place that's accumulated water--
45) 1: I see... 2: That's it! 3: That's easier than finding a stream... 4: Kai-kun... 5: --he hasn't changed-- 6: I met him in therapy after my first attempt. 7: Despite being the same age, he was far more of an adult than myself. 8: Rational, prudent...he even helped lead discussions with others who came in to therapy. 9: At the time, I could do nothing but question why a guy like him would attempt to commit suicide... 10: And that question--
46) 1: I... 2: still hasn't been answered. 3: Hm? 4(2b): thought you were already OK now, Kai-kun...the doc said so as well... 5(2b): S-sorry!! Saying something rude like this... 6: Nah, 7: it's alright. 8: I screwed up.
47) 1(2b): At possessing hope. I... 2: failed. 3: at possessing hope... 4: That's right, we're--... 5: Leave me alone!!
48) 1: You have to stand and walk...don't make us leave you alone in a place like this! 2: Who cares?! I...don't care what happens anymore!! And besides... 3: You're acting unnatural! 4: Huh? 5: Why are you being so positive?! It doesn't make sense! 6: You don't seem at all like us...don't you think you're acting weird yourself!!? 7: Weird...? ...Wha... 8: What do you...
49) 1: It's true...you are acting unnatural. 2: You're suicidal just like us, and yet you try to stop people from dying...and attempt to lead everyone...y-you 3: know something about this, don't you?! This island-- 4: ...you're wrong...I... 5: I was marked down as a habitual...I failed at committing suicide...
50) 1: But I can't die HERE! 2(2b): It wouldn't be right!!! Don't you agree?! 3: This isn't funny...! Your own place of death...the place your life ends... 4: how can you bear to have it decided by someone else?!?! 5: Me...too.
51) 1: I don't...want to die here...no. 2: I can't! 3: I have to present my corpse and last testament... 4: and make all those who pushed me into this corner feel regret and fear! 5: My death...won't mean anything either, 6: in a...in a place like this... 7: M...me too. 8: Me too...! 9: Y...yeah, you're right. 10: Everyone here...has their own personal circumstances... 11: Even I have my own reason as to why I couldn't die back there...!
52) 1: I was just too scared!! It was the first time...I saw someone die, and I thought...about what would it'd be like if I was in their position!! 2: Despite having given up numerous times...and decided again and again...to end it all... 3: She's the same...as me--... 4: No. 5: People who were unable to die. 6: The majority, are all probably...
53) 1: After that, 2: everyone was silenced. 3: We just walked. 4: Bearing the dryness. 5: Embracing the hypocrisy we now understood, 6: everyone walked. 7: We are clearly trying to live---... 8: We're trying to live.
54) 1-7: hah 8: This is bad... 9: Including myself, everyone's close to reaching their limits...we haven't drank anything since we were put to sleep. 10: At this rate, dehydration will eventually immobilize us... 11: Ahh...!
55) 1: Ah...
56) 1: An inlet... 2: We can get water... 3: We finally achieved our desire. 4: Desire--... 5: For me...for us, this is too unbecoming. And as if to search out the true meaning of those words, 6: I repeated them over and over again in my head.