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My Happy Way of Life
P162
Yes / right // maybe
Haha
Yea / okay // I’ll ask / if Rika-chan is coming tomorrow, I can bring it
Yeah // okay / yup // bye
Umm
Ah // Is this Noda-san? This is Yoshino in 203… / oh um…it’s about the CD I mentioned the other day
Ohh yeah it’s fine she said you can borrow it / I’ll bring it, yup, totally fine
P163
Heeey are you watching TV? / I was watching “Unbeliveable” with Yuka…Minagishi-san from next door // it’s so funny / watch it okay?
There was this supernatural picture where this person had no head… // okay I will go pick it up
Slam / bang bang / click / Ohh sorry to have you bring it all the way // thank you very much! Oh this actually just arrived // please have some
Box: You all may have guessed / what I am doing…
P164
Our next door neighbor Kawai: Shit!
Kawai-kun… K: wait / wait wait wait // wait a second
Kawai-kun!! K: Yes! / just just just one minute!
Box: I’m wire-tapping
P165
Oh
Sorry to barge in // hello K: Oh…what’s up?
We got these strawberries / Noda-san gave them to us and said we should bring some to you too K: Oh // thanks
Are you eating right?
K: My apologies
P166
This place Kasumino where I just moved to has a high population of girls because they have an all girls high school and college // all 7 people living in this apartment complex besides me are girls
So // there are a lot of distractions living in this room and I found
Something the last person who lived here left behind // it’s a naughty magical box / that’s set up to hear into everyone’s room
How can I resist!?
I know I shouldn’t but my hands don’t listen to me~
P167
Yanai-san in 101 just broke up with her cheating boyfriend I’ll kill you! / stop it aah!
Noda-san in 102 is homesick so she calls her friends a lot
Nikaidou-san in 103 never gets calls and always spends her days off watching TV
Shouta-san in 104 and Shimizu-san in 204 // for some reason come home the next morning when they leave for school
Amamiya-san in 201 studies hard to become a nurse
And
Good morning
P168
K: Oh // good morning
Kawai-kun (me) in 202 // is in love with Yoshida-san of 203, and they go to the same school
K: Thanks for the strawberries Y: Were they good?
K: It might be from knowing all this stuff about them from the eavesdropping // but I feel closer to her
Here goes
K: Yoshida-san
Y: Yes? K: You know how we’re going to Karuizawa for the new students to bond? / do you want to hang out then?
P169
K: Huh…? Y: Oh yeah…
Y: I want to go… // yes… / if I can go / okay
K: I thought everyone has to go… Y: Oh yeah! Okay sure!
K: Really? I’m so excited, I have to ask my mom to send me money Y: Already?
Y: It’s the seventh year anniversary of father’s death so you must be out of money anyway // you’re relieved it’s cancelled aren’t you?
Y: Right? Haha
I…
P171
I think I know everything about everyone // but I’m an idiot
No matter how much I listen // the other person doesn’t know
Y: Oh // good morning
So I can’t help N: Uh…um // nothing…
I can’t do anything
P172
K: I can’t believe I said I want my mom to send me money! // I’m so stupid!!
K: This thing!
K: There! // I won’t open it ever again!
K: No…she would throw this away…
Girl: Oh / how are you? K: Hello…
P173
Y: Oh // Kawai-kun K: Yoshida-san…!
Y: About the trip… K: Sorry I’m in a rush!!
Y: Good morning
Girls: Morning! / hey he’s trying pretty hard isn’t he? // he’s probably going to burst soon! Y: Who?
Huh?
P174
One Month Later
K: I haven’t spoken to her since… / I wonder if she threw the money out…I bet she did // I…I…
K: Yes… Girls: Ready
Girls: CONGRATULATIONS KAWAI-KUN!! K: Woah!
K: What? Girls: You’re pretty strong // let all the past stuff go // let’s be friends K: huh? // what?
To tell you the truth
P175
Girls: The wire-tap K: You knew… Girls: We’re the ones that set it up! K: Wha // WHAAAAT!?
Girls: It’s scary to live in an all girls apartment // so we wanted a boy here that we could trust
But we had to be wary // it’s hard to tell from looks // so we understand that it can be fun at first // but since you quit after 3 months we knew you were a fit K: WHAAT!?
Girls: A red lamp went off when you were listening so we all knew!
P176
K: How dare you embarrass me like that!! Girls: Wire-tapping is illegal! // yeah we can go to the police
Yanai: We were doing it for fun // by the way my boyfriend and I didn’t break up / it was a lie!
Noda: My homesickness is a lie too K: Whaaat
K: Wha… / why would you… Noda: If we don’t have something fun it get boring // it’s like a performance
P177
K: I’m an idiot // I didn’t know anything about anyone
K: Oh // Yoshida-san… // so // then // Yoshida-san too…?
Y: No, I… Yanai: About her! / we had a mishap / so forget everything you heard!!
Y: I have to run an errand… Yanai: Oh sorry Yoshida-san sorry!
P178
Yanai: Ohhhhhh no
Girls: She’s mad // I would be mad too if I was being listened in on K: You guys are the ones that set it up!!
Amamiya: What are you saying, you shouldn’t have listened K: Uhh Noda: Yeah it’s your own fault K: ugghh
Yanai: Anyway, you’re now officially part of our group // I hope we can all be friends
P179
Noda: Kawai-ku----------n From then on
Noda: This broke K: Okay okay I’ll fix it but please be more careful… Yanai: Say “okay” just once!!
Yanai: And have you been slacking on the cleaning? K: Why can’t we all clean the hall… Yanai: WHAT!! K: Nothing…
K: They’re gone…
P180
Ever since then everyone has been making me do everything around here by making me feel guilty // but it’s nice considering I was committing a crime / and I am a little relieved that I don’t have to live in secrecy anymore
But Yoshida-san has been avoiding me // I rarely see her at school or here / and even if we do run into each other she rushes off somewhere
Y: Mr. Long-legs* * Kawai put this name on the envelope with money that he left in her mailbox
K: Yoshida-san…?
P181
Y: This money // it was you right?
Y: I’m glad, you can have it back now K: But…
K: I know it’s kind of awkward now… // but please take it…
Y: Why? / you feel bad that I’m poor? K: No…
Y: Thanks / but I can’t take money from someone // here
K: But… / let’s go on the trip / it’ll be fun
P182
K: If you don’t want to see my face, I won’t go on the trip // and that promise to hang out… / you can forget about it of course…
K: And you can give this back to me whenever! / just consider it a loan and go on the trip!
Y: We’re not going to hang out? K: No! Y: What
P183
Y: All because you said “let’s hang out” / I’ve been excited about it and have been working to save money // you can’t suddenly take it back
I’m sorry I eavesdropped // if I ever want to know something / I’ll ask you directly from now on // will you talk to me from now on?
Girls: Hey / isn’t this eavesdropping? // it’s their fault for being in a public place!
P185
The Rabbit of 10:30AM
Nishino: You’re a terrible person!! // Don’t ever show your face again!!
Guy: There are instances when I want to kill this girl // who I loved so dearly the moment before
P186
N: You’re not even allowed to come into the backroom / get out! Guy: Wha
Guy: What is that? / I just told you I liked you, why do I have to get yelled at like this? N: I’m telling you it’s rude to tell me you like me
N: You’re saying you’re interested in the girl inside the bunny costume so you came to see me everyday? // I’m doing this to entertain the kids that come here!
Guy: What’s the difference…? N: All of it!
Guy: I’ve been watching you // it looks heavy / and it looks rough in the heat N: That’s what I’m saying is rude!
P187
N: The bunny is like that all year! / no matter if it’s summer or winter, the forest is always a happy place! Guy: I get that’s the setup… N: That’s not the point
Guy: Don’t you have something to say to your fan who comes everyday…?
N: Fan? // Sorry, you’re not a fan! / I’m not a celebrity
N: If people come to see the bunny, I’ll continue to do it // but if people are coming to see me like you, I don’t want to do it no matter how many people come
N: Just get out!!
P188
Guy: SHIT!
Guy: What the hell / whatever she says, she is the bunny of the forest!
It’s not my fault I saw her go into the bunny when I peeked in // it’s not my fault I was attracted to her either
P189
Guy: Plus / I’m not a kid // it would be weird if I was going to see the bunny!
“You’re not even allowed to come into the backroom” Guy: So I should have waited outside? / I didn’t know what to do
“Don’t ever show your face again!” Guy: Ughh / fine!
I will never go see you again!!
P190
Guy: Ha… // you have to do it no matter what
Today is the last day of the campaign performance anyway
Oh no did you forget something bunny? // ohh no this is my third time
Did I forget it at wolf’s house? Guy: what an… / idiot
P191
The bunny was very sad // but could not find what she lost // she became hungry // and the forest was dark already
Kid: mama, poor bunny! Mom: Yes
Kid: I want to give her my candy // mama give it to her Mom: What?
Oh // look how easily he’s influenced by the bunny
P192
Good job // oh / Nishino-san
N: Oh hello! Some boy told me to give this to you… / I think
This / is for you right?
The Rabbit of 10:30AM
I never got to find out your name / and I’m sorry to have been rude to you when you’re working so hard // I was just happy to see someone / working so hard without anyone knowing you / and I got over-excited
P193
But / in the way that you didn’t want anyone to see who’s inside the bunny // I wanted you to see me as someone that likes you instead of being just another audience
N: Don’t you think kids that have dreams are strong? // they get excited by imagining that a fairytale world really exists
N: Kids that had some happy times / can give other people their happiness // even if they realize things are make believe when they grow older // that’s what I think
N: So I’m leaving Japan tomorrow
P194
Guy: What?
N: I’m going to join the NGO to perform for children that can’t read of have any schools to go to // and I won’t return for a while // even when I’m in Japan I never have weekends off / and I always wander off alone // I’m mean and impatient // but if that’s okay with you, let’s meet again!
Oh God // I guess there are moments when you can // like someone more than ever despite the hatred I felt // aren’t there?
P195
The Cat in Boots
Haruna: Oh / sensei! / here we go! / the rain is stopping!
Teacher: You know // forget the rain // do this! // this question! // can you do it?
P196
H: But sensei // I’m worried about // the fireworks tonight!
H: Please make it stop raining! T: Haruna-san… // I will be fired if you don’t study / so can you worry about that too…?
T: You can go see fireworks next year too… // oh // you’re worried about who you’re going with aren’t you?
H: No! / you can only see this year’s fireworks this year / and… T: And you can only take an entrance exam once / now focus
T: When you finish that page tell me H: Yes…
P197
H: Um / sensei T: Done? H: No
H: Are you going with Yuki-san tonight? T: What / I haven’t invited her… // and it’s probably cancelled
H: No it’s not! T: Okay okay / but I’m busy / I’m jealous you kids have time to play
H: It’s summer vacation, you should play too! / you used to play when you were a kid too right? / when you were my age / what were you doing?
T: Me? / I…
P198
T: I played my Final Fantasy VII game / and Tamagochi! H: All games… T: I had to study a lot / but I played soccer with friends / but I didn’t play that much… // oh
T: I remember! / Okinawa! // we went as a family! H: Wow! / you should go this summer too! With the money you make from tutoring
H: You should // invite Yuki-san!
P199
T: I have homework…
H: Homework? // is that a continuation of your memories? T: No…I have some now // assigned by Yuki
T: She said she’ll break up with me // If I can’t score a job somewhere…
H: You don’t think you can…? T: It’s probably as hard as winning a plasma TV…. / if it were easier I might win…
H: Then why did you agree to this homework? / that would be terrible if you have to break up! T: I can’t help it! She’s at the level where she won a glamorous cruise!
H: Um… / are you sure you shouldn’t go to fireworks with her?
P200
T: If I invite her when I haven’t even done my homework / she will break up with me for sure
H: Do you think so? / I think it’s the same if you finish your homework on the first or last day of the summer T: Yeah… // but… / it’s probably cancelled anyway
H: I hope it stops raining T: Eh // you don’t even care H: That’s cuz // you’re silly / you’re saying all these things when you haven’t even done anything yet
H: I know // I can send her an email and make it my responsibility // I’ll say that I’m worried about you because you’re sad so can you go to see fireworks? / and if she comes we should ask her not to break up with you!
P201
T: NO!! // That makes me so lame!! / no way!!
H: Really? // but if it’s going to end anyway… T: It won’t!! H: I think doing nothing is more lame
T: Don’t simplify it like that… H: I’m not, that’s why I’m thinking about it… // but to simplify it I think it’s fine if you two broke up T: Oh really…
T: It won’t stop raining anyway… H: I’m telling you we don’t know that…
P202
T: Phew…
T: here
T: Just invite her // thanks… H: Ok…!
H: Leave it up to me! / I will write a really sad email!! T: Oh / I’m beginning to regret it already! H: It’s fine it’s fine!! T: And the rain… https://mangahelpers.com/t/shirokuro/releases/11313[English] [Translation] Mon Seul 5 by shirokuro2009-04-11T23:24:10+00:00shirokuroadmin@mangahelpers.comP119
Chapter 5
P120
P121
Kanda: Look / here // look at this Nanami: What’s this? / a pupa? // it’s a black swallowtail / it’s emerging
P122
N: Wow… K: Ah!
K: Don’t touch it! N: eh?
K: Once / Ikeuchi and I found a butterfly in the midst of emergence from it’s pupa // we were so happy we wanted to see it fly // so we tried to help it spread it’s wings…
P123
K: But it needed to spend a lot of time and build up tolerance to the outside world by itself // and because we touched it, it couldn’t spread it’s body fluids so the butterfly eventually…
P124
K: Ikeuchi!
K: Why did you ignore us… Ikeuchi: I… // thought I might be in the way
P125
K: In the way? / Ikeuchi I: Why?
I: You guys agreed with each other right? / good for you // if your partner says “ok” then there’s no problem // if you guys love each other then it shouldn’t matter if your partner is a grade schooler or a kindergartener right?
I: That’s the “freedom” you guys refer to // so whatever // it doesn’t matter to me anymore
P126
K: How can it
K: Not matter! / you’re family! // don’t turn the blind eye to Minami-chan, you should just hate me!
K: Ikeuchi!
P127
K: Ikeuchi…
N: Oniichan / hates me now doesn’t he… K: Minami-chan…
K: But // it’s ok
P128
N: Ever since I cut my long hair that I purposely grew long to look more childlike // I quit being “oniichan’s little sister”
N: But even without oniichan / or father // you’ll be there for me right? / so I’m okay! // right?
K: Minami-chan…
P129
N: Ah… // I can’t // do much
N: I can practice cooking / and I can wear make-up to look older // I’ll grow up soon // Yamano-san who’s a year older looks like a high schooler
N: I know it’ll stop hurting when we have sex / then you’ll have less to worry about // I’ll try hard // so don’t leave me all alone K: Stop it!
P130
N: Kanda-chan…
K: Let’s go // you’ll catch cold
P131
Father: phew…
F: Masaki / you’re wet, here’s a towel…
F: Masaki // what’s wrong?
P132
I: Nothing… F: That face doesn’t say nothing I: Leave me alone!
F: Don’t be a jerk because you don’t want me to worry about you! // we’re family and I care about you!
I: Family…?
P133
I: We were broken from the beginning // we’re only connected by blood // we’re only like dolls in a set, trying to keep a family together only in structure
I: We still managed even without a mother or a father // we should just randomly decide how we’re going to live as things happen
I: You could leave us because you thought that way too right? // and now you’re telling me you’re worried about “family”? // you said a family is too much of a hassle
P134
I: So let’s mind out own business / that way we’re peaceful // we don’t have to worry about anything // that’s perfect right? F: Masaki!
F: Don’t say something so helpless… // if you say that // the family becomes so meaningless… I: It is meaningless
P135
P136
M: Here
F: Oh / thanks M: sure I: Stop it Minami
M: eh? I: No one said they wanted tea
I: If we want tea we’ll get it ourselves // I don’t want any
M: Ok…
P137
K: Hah
I: What?
K: You’re so immature // Ikeuchi
K: If you don’t want any just don’t drink it / you just want everyone’s attention // and you’re moping because no one will agree with you
K: You only get mad at your father because you rely on him / you’re hoping that he can protect you I: Kanda!
P138
I: I don’t need someone like you…! // telling me anything!
K: Yeah don’t let me // someone like me
K: When your mother left you were worried / we even skipped school to look for her // you still search for her in crowds // you’re angry because you’re so worried about your father and sister
P139
K: Even if you deny it // if you have someone you worry about / a family is a family // don’t worry
P140
M: Stay healthy and eat your food // will you come back when you feel better? F: Yeah… / watch out for yourself
F: I feel really bad… / about leaving you both // even though it’s like this now
F: I always think about you two… I: Old man // there’s no room for you even if you come home
P141
M: Oniichan! I: We’re doing fine so you don’t have to feel responsible for anything
I: If you decide to come home because of reasons other than responsibility or necessity… // just call so I can prepare your room or something
M: Oniichan! F: It’s okay
M: Father… F: It’s okay
P142
P143
I: Kanda… / Minami what are you two // going to do now
M: We… // we’re going to date! // I don’t care if you’re against it! K: How?
M: Kanda-kun… K: You’re selfish // such a child
P144
M: But I… K: Shh
K: Can you not raise your voice here / if people find out about us, I’ll get arrested // did you know that?
I: Kanda… K: I have to always worry about everyone around us
K: I can’t tell anyone / and we have nothing to talk about…we’re just physical // can you call that a relationship?
P145
K: I can’t… // be your guardian
I: Kanda… K: Ikeuchi / if you had been more responsible / this wouldn’t have happened
K: I can’t / continue playing this little game
P146
M: Ha…
I: Minami…
M: Don’t make it my fault because I’m a child… // it’s not fair
M: You did something you’re not supposed to do to a child so you’re upset // and now you’re making it all my fault / because I’m a child
P147
M: You’re making excuses that I was relying on you // but you thought it felt good
M: Aren’t I right!? // It felt good? // Don’t degrade me! // take responsibility as an adult!
P148
I: Kanda…
I: I’m still trying to decide / if I should leave her up to you even if she has to face the shame // I might be the only one that can stop you two
I: But don’t make me or Minami decide // you can’t say you’re going to break up with her because I was against it or because she’s making you take responsibility // what do you want? // don’t purposely make Minami mad, you make the decision
P149
M: Kanda-kun
M: I know I’m just a child / and I’ll cause trouble // but don’t think my feelings are a lie / I’m serious // I really… // really.. // so don’t leave me alone…
P150
K: Ok… // I got it… // I got it so stop crying…
The train is arriving on track 2
P151
M: This train? I: Yeah // come on we’re getting on
K: Oh… / there’s still time I: Hm?
K: Lunch / I’m grabbing some food I: Yeah?
K: I’ll meet you on the train!
P152
M: Kanda-kun’s taking a while I: Yeah M: I hope he’s okay
P153
I: Minami // I don’t think he’s coming
M: What?
I: I’m not lying // I know the kinds of things he does since we were kids // he can’t fool me / that idiot
P154
I: He intends on never seeing you again // this is the path he chose / what do you want to do?
M: I… // I… // I…
P155
I: Minami
I: You will be… / my sister forever
M: Uuuhh
P156
M: Sob // sob // sob // sob
P157
M: This… // and an eggplant // and the radish
Here you are // good girl M: Haha thank you https://mangahelpers.com/t/shirokuro/releases/11312[English] [Translation] Mon Seul 4 by shirokuro2009-04-11T23:23:27+00:00shirokuroadmin@mangahelpers.com**This translation was requested by DFCG / Arienai! group. Please do not use this without permission! Thanks :)
Chapter 4
P84
Minami: Huh?
P85
M: What are you doing Oniichan? Where’s your uniform? / and school? Ikeuchi: Hmm? / Do you want me to tell you? / when we’re done taking our entrance exams…us seniors…
I: Can spend the rest of our school year playing! It’s the law!
M: Weird. What about breakfast? I: Don’t need it / I’m eating out
I: Soooo
P86
I: I’m going out so can you give me money? Father: Ah… / yeah but… // your tuition is pretty expensive… / can’t you find a part time job… I: WHAT
I: A part time job? I will / but you’re the one that said I should study until I’m done with my tests! // The only reason you never say anything about the family or care for us because your only job is to bring home the money so why can’t you just give me the money without saying anything… M: I’m done
I: Oh? / Ahh Minami I’m going too so wait a sec M: We’ll be late!
P87
M: Oniichan that’s not cool // saying stuff like that when he’s giving you money I: I know…sorry / I just get so frustrated looking at him complain
M: Dad’s kind of been depressed lately right? I: Nah I don’t think so! / He’s always like that!
M: I guess / I’m just over thinking it
P88
Minami-chan Minami-chan! M: Yeah?
I got tickets to see “Junior de Pon”! M: really? // wow!
Let’s go together, Minami-chan! M: Eh?
Just the two of us, we’ll keep it a secret from Tajima-san and the others! / It’s 8pm tonight so after school! Ok? M: Really? // Me? I can go?
P89
M: ehhh…what to do… / I have to make everyone’s dinner… Come on! It’s just today / okay? // we can see Matsu-kun and Nagai-chan live!!
Sometimes my mom even buys our dinner instead of making it! M: Ummmm You’re always working hard! / so they’ll be okay just one day!
M: Uh… // uhh… //no I can’t! Ehhhhhh!! M: I’m sorry! I can’t do it!
TV: see you next week!
P90
M: Ah // yes yes
M: Hello? Dad? Are you at the station? // eh…?
M: Oh… / okay… // it’s everyday these days… / I understand it’s for work… // so you don’t need dinner…okay
M: Hello? // oniichan?
P91
I: Sorry! Sorry sorry! I’m going to be late! // dinner? // sorry! Don’t need it!
M: Fine! // bye! // I’m hanging up!
M: Everyone is so selfish!
P92
M: And that’s why
M: We have all these leftovers! // can you have some?
M: You didn’t have to walk me home! / everyone walks home this late! K: Nope! / what are you saying
P93
M: I’m sorry / I bet the dinner you make yourself is much better than mine K: No no / you’re supposed to appreciate the love that went into the cooking
M: Haha all it is is love! K: Just kidding! // I am happy, really! // Ikeuchi is so stupid, missing out on his sister’s dinner
K: You’re allowed to get mad too Minami-chan! / you made dinner for them! M: Yeah…
M: True… // they’re so terrible, I cancel my plans to make dinner… / I should say I won’t make it anymore right? K: Yup
M: Tell them to take me out more? K: Yup M: And to make me my lunch for my fieldtrips? K: Yup M: and that mom being gone is no excuse to stop celebrating Christmas?
P94
K: You’re still so young but you’re so tough // I’m proud of you
M: I don’t really want to hold it in / but if I say anything selfish it would only cause trouble / I thought / that’s how we all stuck together
M: I thought I was okay // for a long time
P95
I: Mi…
I: Look! You’ve caused so much stress… // you left Minami behind! / what were you thinking… M: Stop it oniichan
I: Minami… M: Why do you think I know this place?
P96
M: I’m the one that told him // to leave us
M: You’re the only one that still thinks that // that dad left us and went missing
I: What is she saying?
P97
F: Oh?
F: So / did you find them? K: Yes // He’s talking to Minami-chan
F: I feel bad for what I did to Masaki… / he must be so confused K: It looks like he just couldn’t believe it so he ran… // but it’s the only thing that could have been done at that time…
P98
When Masaki just entered junior high his mother left… // and I worked so hard I didn’t even go home many days to take care of the two of them // but I made Minami take the role of the mother when she was in elementary school // I convinced myself it was for work… / but really I was just scared of Masaki’s eyes that blamed me for everything
So when I was laid off at my job… / I realized I had lost my purpose in the family
P99
The reason why their mother left in the first place was because I always put off family for my job // I knew those kids would suffer a second time of having another parent walk out on them… // but I didn’t know I was so weak…
I: He should have told me…
P100
M: You’re the one that didn’t let him I: How? M: He couldn’t have told you // he’d been laid off
M: “Your only purpose is to bring home money” / “I only live with you because you bring the money home” I: Uh… M: Who used to say that all the time?
M: Oniichan I: What…
M: To continue that story… // I started to bring Kanda-kun dinner / a few times after that too
P101
M: How I came to love Kanda-kun // and how he came to love me
And how we feel now
Listen to me // oniichan
I’m sorry / I know I’m hurting you // I’m doing something cruel… // but listen a little bit more / about dad and about me
P102
Listen!
P103
K: Hey!
K: That’s so dangerous / ignoring the red light! // you can’t complain if you get hit! M: Ahh I’m sorry!
K: Ohhh… M: Sorry…
K: At least nothing happened… / but if you had gotten in an accident right in front of my eyes, what would I tell Ikeuchi…? M: What you’re just worried about making excuses?
P104
K: Of course not! M: Ow oww sorrrryyy
K: You’re like a sister to me too / so please be careful from now on M: Okay
M: A sister…
K: So? // where were you trying to go so quickly? M: Eh…?
My dad // should be at work at this time… // but I saw him
P105
P106
M: Dad! F: Ah // uhh // what? M: I don’t want to go to school today!
F: Eh? M: Take me somewhere! F: What are you saying…I have to…
M: Yeah // I heard // you don’t work anymore // I called… / your office…
My father // would read the newspaper to hide his face // he would pretend to go to work and he couldn’t say anything for so long // my father that I love
P107
I: Ah?
I: You better go to school before you’re late M: Oh…yeah // I’m leaving now
I: Huh!? // what are you still doing here dad! // if you’re late you’re going to get laid off! So hurry… M: Ah! // he’s leaving now too! Right?
I: geez…
Short-tempered and selfish // my brother that I love // he doesn’t mean to // but he keeps hurting father
P108
F: I’m scared of Masaki
He knows I just use the excuse that I’m busy to take care of you two / I can’t tell him I lost my job…he won’t forgive me… I’m suffering at home… // I can’t take it anymore // it’s my punishment for neglecting you kids…
I’m sorry… / this is too difficult for you… M: No… / I understand…
If oniichan finds out dad lost his job / oniichan will look down on dad more // dad in his weakened state can’t live with oniichan anymore
Don’t cry
P109
I have to think // and protect them both // I can’t give in // I have to be tough…
M: It’s okay dad // you can leave us // we’ll be okay just the two of us
I: Minami! // our dad! // I can’t believe him!
I’m scared
P110
M: Oniichan…
I: What should we do… // how are we going to survive?
I: I have to give up… // going to college… M: Eh?
Dad told me that he already paid for college // is it not enough? // I don’t know // oniichan studied so hard… // is it better to have dad come back? // but they would fight? // dad might die // did I make a mistake?
P111
What should I do // I don’t know I: Minami!
I: Kanda…
I: Kanda said he’d help! / I might be able to go to college…! // yeah we shouldn’t rely on that father of ours… // Minami, he’s a great guy!!
M: Kanda-kun…
P112
M: Kanda-kun… K: Oh?
K: Hello… // how are you? Is this brother of yours treating you well? I: Whaat hey!
Kanda-kun might help me
Kanda-kun might be // someone to rely on
P113
M: Mother // I turned 10 today…
The year you made me this bunny was the best year…. / the piano and Disneyland was fun too… I guess oniichan forgot this year… / oh well
How old I am now isn’t important to anyone anymore
P114
K: Tada!
K: Ikeuchi asked me to come / because he’s working… // he remembered your birthday! M: Such lies…
P115
K: He’s so late… // he should at least call! M: It’s okay, I’m glad you came
K: I’m just here in his place / I’ll get mad at him for you M: I like you Kanda-kun
K: Hm? / me too M: Not like that
M: Not like that… // not…
P116
M: Hm! // oh well! / can I show you a game that’s popular in my class right now? K: Really? It might be something we used to play!
M: First close your eyes K: Nothing that hurts okay?
K: Eh?
P117
What do I have to do // to have someone to love me more than my brother or father does // before I break down from fear // help me
P118
I: This girl here M: I don’t regret it // the person who helped me // is not dad or you I: Is not my sister
Who is this “woman” in front of me?
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Chapter 3
P60
When we were in elementary school / Kanda and I broke the classroom clock when we were playing catch // I just kept making up excuses so we wouldn’t get in trouble and Kanda stood next to me looking at the ground
K: It’s not Ikeuchi-kun’s fault / I’m the one who threw the ball / I’m sorry
Oh / he stood up for me / I’m embarrassed that all I did was cry / I thought Kanda was a good guy / that’s what I thought
I: Eh? K: Ohh no no // I thought if we apologize quickly she’d forgive us quickly too
P61
Kanda is that kind of a guy
I: Shit…
I: What… / why do I have to take a friendly train ride with you? // Forget it / Just tell me where she went and you go home!
I: What…?
P62
K: Oh… // It’s no time to be smiling / sorry…
K: You wouldn’t speak to me so…I just got happy that you spoke… I: Wha…
K: Don’t think things are going your way, idiot!! // You’re always like that!! // You always think I’ll forgive you if you act sad!
I: This time… / is different / you disgust me // Kanda
K: I know…
P63
I: And? K: Eh? I: I’m telling you to tell me where she is!
I: Do you even really know where Minami is!? / just tell me where and go home! Girl: so annoying // yeaahh
K: Sorry… / I can’t do that
I: Why…? // why!
P64
K: If she’s where I think she is / she’s probably hoping that we come together
I: Wow… // you know everything about Minami // where she is / why / and what she’s waiting for
I: What the hell
I: I don’t… / know anything // Why did Minami run away from me? / She didn’t want to be with me? // She couldn’t bear to be with me more than she couldn’t bear to be without you? // What did I… / ever do
P65
M: Oniichan! / I made this / it’s for you! I: Minami… // I never thought she hated me
K: Minami-chan likes you I: It’s a lie
K: I’m sure you don’t want me to say it… I: You got that right
I: Minami and you / everybody… // I can’t believe anyone / you two made things this way
I: My mom // and dad // and even Minami // everyone runs away when things go bad / …so they’re okay with betraying people…
P66
K: Ikeuchi, you should go with me / that’s best I: What / you’re saying all this but you just want to see Minami don’t you!
K: Yeah… I: You…
K: I’ve been worried about her since she left / If I didn’t want to see her in a situation like this…if that’s all she was to me // we wouldn’t have / ended up that way
P67
K: Ha…
K: Haha…
K: Don’t shrug off your mistakes now // you hentai
P68
I: What is this place…I have no idea where we are K: Excuse me
Old man: Yes? K: Can you please help?
P69
K: Ikeuchi I: Huh? / oh…it’s still far ahead
K: No, the bus we need to go on to go past the mountain has stopped running for the day // but he said we can stay with him Old Man: we don’t have anything though I: Wha…no
Girl: There are no buses so there’s no use in trying to rush / but I guess you’re both boys so you can camp out here instead if you want
Old Man: Oh really // that’s so great that you friends are traveling together! I: Yes…
P70
I: What am I doing…
Minami could be suffering all alone right now // and I can’t even get to her by myself // relying on Kanda // and having strangers help me
Girl: What’s wrong? I: Oh
P71
I: I… / just wanted to cool off a bit Girl: Eh? I thought my dad made you drink too much
Girl: Hmmmm
I: Um… / I’m okay now Girl: Oh yeah? / Do you want me to leave?
Girl: I can leave but your face says “Poor me~ worry about me~” I: Huh? Girl: …you’re releasing that type of aura~
I: Uh… / am I!? Girl: yeah / pretty much
I: That… / might be kinda true
P72
Girl: Hmmm
Girl: So / “you can’t reveal the details but your sister has been treated horribly” // and you can’t forgive it / Mr. big brother I: Right…
G: Hmm… I: She’s my family so I’m worried
G: But / did you sister come crying to you that she was mistreated? I: No… // my sister… is still a child so she doesn’t realize…
P73
G: Hmmm… / I don’t think you should worry about it too much
G: You warned her and got angry with her right? / and you know / your sister isn’t always going to listen to you as she grows up
I: But… / she’s still a child / so I have to protect her G: Yeah / and it’s good that you take care of her
G: She’s your family and you’re worried about her… / and it’s your will to want to protect her and it’s something you should do because only you can do it // but it’s pointless to force it / children have their own will too / and she’s trying to become her own person
P74
G: She told me, “When she comes to me I’ll help her” // “Why don’t you take that stance?” // but that’s for a regular problem right? // what Kanda did is a crime // I can’t let it go
K: Ikeuchi… I: All through the night
K: Kanda apologized to me for a while / how he didn’t want to hurt me and how he really cared about Minami // so what? / I didn’t respond…
P75
K: Thank you very much Old Man: Oh yeah drop by anytime
I: Thanks… Girl: Well, good luck // come again
K: I’m glad some nice people helped up / I wonder if everyone is like that around here I: Hmm // I bet we were just lucky
P76
K: That girl I: Hmm? K: Isn’t his real daughter
I: Really?
K: He was drunk and told me / when his son refused to become the successor of the house he looked for someone that would / then the girl came forward amongst all the boys G: If you really become my family // I’ll do anything beyond becoming a family member
K: But / that family was really / a “family” in some sense I: Yeah… // at least more than mine
K: But that old man / he reminded me of your dad I: HUH!?
P77
I: Not at all! / what are you saying Kanda! / that useless father… // why are you comparing such a nice man to him?
K: I don’t think so….your dad was a great guy / I can’t understand why he left but still
I: He just put up a good front! / he didn’t care about us at all and he was just a boring man // he left us because he didn’t care
No one else can understand // what it feels like to be betrayed or have your sister taken advantage of
P78
I: Here…?
I don’t know this place at all
P79
I: Kanda… // What are you going to do / once you see Minami?
K: I don’t know I: You don’t know?! K: Really
K: I really // don’t know
K: Ikeuchi… I: Hm?
P80
M: Oniichan! // and Kanda-kun!
I: Minami…!!
P81
I: You idiot!! // don’t make me worry… / so much!
M: Don’t blow it out of proportion! / it’s only been 2 days I: One day is long enough!! // leaving like that… / I almost died from worrying about you!
I: Aw / thanks for coming all this way… / I’m sorry
I: Mina… ?: Minami
?: The noodles are ready
P82
I: Dad… https://mangahelpers.com/t/shirokuro/releases/11310[English] [Translation] Mon Seul 1 by shirokuro2009-04-11T23:22:07+00:00shirokuroadmin@mangahelpers.com**This translation was requested by DFCG / Arienai! group. Please do not use this without permission! Thanks :)
Monseul Chapter 1
P4
Ikeuchi-kun! Come on the professor is coming! Hmm… Hey wake up!
I: Uuh… Classmate: you awake now?
I: Uwa… // was I sleeping again? Classmate: out cold
Classmate: I felt bad waking you but… I: It’s fine, thanks
I don’t have the luxury to sleep these days
P5
I: Enoki mushrooms and… Scallions? Scallions too
M: I hope this is okay… I: Minami
M: Oh // you’ve finished school oniichan?
P6
I: Yeah, the class after my fourth one got cancelled M: Yay we can take our time to eat today / I’ll do my best with it
M: Oh yeah, Kanda-kun was at the bakery I: Really?
M: Yup, he said it’s off today I: Right, should we invite him to eat?
I: hehehe he’s thinking so hard // why does he think so hard about buying just one piece of bread?
M: Kanda-kun, oniichan is here
P7
K: Wow…you guys do hot pot in the summer? M: Oh, it’s best to have a spicy hot pot in the summer to stay healthy! I: Yeah, it’s an easy way to eat your veggies and it’s cheap
M: It’s rare to eat this much food in one sitting
I: Kanda // is work tough?
P8
After my dad divorced my mom, he was in charge of the household // but after I got accepted into college, he suddenly left one day leaving a note that said “sorry”
But he was rarely home because of work anyway // he was here but he wasn’t / we didn’t even know what he was thinking
We were // living together but didn’t feel like a family
P9
So his disappearance wasn’t very shocking
K: It’s no prob // Since I started out from part-time, now I’m at the top of the full-timers
But the fact that we were out of an income source… // that hurt a lot
I: …okay K: I’m supposed to be a new guy but I don’t act it / I would hate a new guy like me
Kanda
Said he’d give up college and work
K: Idiot // what are you saying
P10
I: …but… Minami is still in grade school // unless I work and make money for food K: The tuition for your first year has already been paid
I: Yeah / but starting next year… K: Yeah so I’m saying / you own your house so the only money you need is for living expenses and tuition
I: “only”…? K: That’s stupid / it’s nothing to give up college over
K: Alright // Look for scholarships / and study hard to get them // you can make money working nights and during school breaks
P11
K: Don’t worry // my job pays well / if anything happens, I can be your bank to borrow from
Happiness or unhappiness
Can change based on how it is interpreted // the second you give up by thinking you’re unhappy, that’s where unhappiness starts / but if you try hard enough you won’t end up unhappy
P12
Having friends you can believe in I: Hey! / don’t eat it all! Having a family to protect I: We’re in frugal-mode Even if there are unfortunate events / you should be able to live happily K: Shuddup, I’m still in my growth spurt unlike you
Is what I thought
P13
I: Crap / I’m late M: Have a good day
I: …sorry M: Hm?
I: Sorry I have to work on Sundays / I wish I could take you somewhere… M: What are you saying silly! // good job even working on a Sunday, now go!
P 14
TV: So I just told you! // I don’t know about that!
P 15
Coworker: Ikeuchi-kun I: yes?
Coworker: The manager said not to forget the order form because the vendors are coming tomorrow I: Alright… // eh?
I: wait…if the vendors are coming that means tomorrow is already the 15th? // so today is the 14th? Coworker: yep
Lady: it will be 840yen please
I: Is it possible to get candles with that, even though it’s a regular cake? Lady: sure // I’ll put them in the box
P16
M: Ah
M: Welcome home! I: Sorry…I’m late
I: It’s not t hat I forgot your birthday… M: Yup!
M: Since you couldn’t make it because of work / you asked Kanda-kun right? I: Eh?
P 17
M: I thought he’d stay until you came home // but he just left because he was work tomorrow
I: Hello? Kanda? / It’s me // Uh… / thanks for Minami’s…sorry about that
K: Oh… // don’t worry about it / I thought you’d forget because you’re forgetful I: hey hey
K: Minami would be sad if you had forgotten I: Yeah thanks a lot / you’re such a good guy Kanda…
K: Can I say something? I: huh? K: IDIOT
P18
I: Minami / did you already take a bath… M: Look look I got this from Kanda-kun!
I: Wow M: I’m so happy! // this is so popular but no one in class has it yet!
P19
That’s impressive // remembering her birthday and what she wanted // it’s almost as if he know so much about Minami
K: Sorry Ikeda…
P20
Girl: Ike-chan!
Girl: What are you doing this summer? I: Hm? // ahh… // I have work
Girl: That’s what I thought / I know a good place to work // actually, I’m being asked to gather people, can you come? I: What kind of work?
K: and?
P21
I: Please! I already said yes to this job that requires me to stay over // the only issue is Minami
I: Can you just stay over at our house while I’m away at this job? K: I don’t want to
I: Eh? K: I’m saying no
I: oh…oh // did you already make plans? K: No // it’s not that I can’t, it’s that I don’t want to
K: What is that face? / you assumed I’d help you out whenever you need me // I’m not as nice as you think I am // don’t rely on me so much
P22
I: … / sorry
I: sorry / I rely on you too much, you’re right // you’re busy too // please don’t be mad?
I: Bye…
K: Ikeda!
P23
K: sorry… / no it’s my fault // okay… / I’ll do it
K: Sorry / …it’s okay, don’t worry // you should go take that job
I: Thanks! // Thanks so much you saved me! Oh, God
I thought he was a truly great guy // but please
Kill Kanda for me
P24
Ikeuchi-kun! Next is table 5! I: Yes sir!
Next clean room 203! I: Yes sir!
Go pick this up! Yes And this! Yes! And this!
Wash dishes! Clean!
M: hahaha / that’s how busy a hotel is in the summer? I: Yeah // there’s a bunch of little ones like you here too
I: Everything okay over there? M: Yup! Are you coming home soon, oniichan?
P25
I: Ahh…I’m supposed to finish up tomorrow but I’ll have to clean up at night so the day after tomorrow M: Ohh…so it’s a few more days I: How’s Kanda? M: He plays a lot of games I: Oh…I have to go now M: Ok…
M: bye bye
Your sister? I: Yes // she’s still in grade school so I have to take care of her Wow, I’m proud of you
Isn’t it tough? I: Not really // my best friend helps me / and it makes it worth it that she relies on me
P26
Why don’t you go home tomorrow? Isn’t it hard on you taking such a late train? I: Nah…my sister is waiting // I want to get home soon
I guess so, it’s nice to have someone waiting // you can force yourself a little more I: That’s true
I: Dad…for you dad… // I guess we didn’t have that kind of effect on you
I: Dad / I wonder what he’s doing now
Ah // we’re finally here
I: Should I call… / eh, it’s late // I’ll go straight home
P27 I: I’m home
I: Minami / are you awake? // I was supposed to come back tomorrow / but I came back today
M: Onii-chan… ? I: Yeah / I took the train with a coworker
I: Anyway I’m coming in… M: NO!! NONONONONONOOO!!
P28
P29
Having friends you can believe in
Having a family to protect
Even if there are unfortunate events You should be able to live happily