Life The MangaHelpers Confessional Thread - Part 2

[Evil3ye]

So what STD did you get this time?

 

[Xadyu]

I'm not allowed to talk about it, but I got it from the government.

 

[digitaldude]

Does not help. <_<

Meh, I just want a job and excitement in my life. It's the same old shit routine every day, and it's boring. Of course, I could be feeling like this due to sleep, whether too much or not enough I dunno.

Start a screamo band, I think it will help you.

 

[Charlie]

Routine stuff does get boring so - change things up once in a while. You might not be able to do it on the job per-se but maybe on something weekends, Milly.

 

[M3J]

Routine is shit! FUCK EVERYTHING UP MILLY!

GO CRAZY!






I did.. It was awesome.. Now I'm paying a hefty price for it though..

Last part does not make me feel better. D:

Start a screamo band, I think it will help you.

Only if we can do tons of drugs and cola. Namely the latter.


I think I just wanna travel somewhere. Maybe Chicago, London again, France, Norway, or another city or country. Paris looks cheaper than France though, and less time intensive.

 

[Xadyu]

Paris looks cheaper than France though, and less time intensive.

 

[xi0]

For me, I would say I have two friends only at the moment.

....ouch

 

[M3J]

What? Isn't it cheaper and take up less time to tour one city of France rather than the entire country itself?

 

[jorped]

There was a time in my life where i started thinking about death and the meaning behind life. You know, all those philosophical questions. I don't know how i actually started thinking about it, cuz fortunately nothing had happened to any one close to me, so i guess it was probably something i saw on tv. I was still really young, around 14/15, and i remember that for a while, i started hating going to sleep because i would always end up thinking about it. I would even start thinking about possible scenarios that could happen in my life and be scared of all that.
And the problem is that i couldn't really come to a consensus. Sometimes i could see death as something natural and honestly as something that i shouldn't be worrying about,but then there would also exist those times when everything would seem hopeless. As if there exists something bigger than me, something way bigger, that at some point will swallow me and have me destroyed for all eternity.
Eternity is such a strong word, we can't really grasp the meaning of such concept. But the ideia of death really meaning that that person or that soul or wathever, will never ever exist once more, is what really scares me.

Theorically i am supposed to be a christian, but i never really believed in any of that, and that was the reason why i ended dropping catechism. Of course that, and the fact that Pokemon aired around the time i had to go to that
So, i think that i can safely say that i am more atheist than anything else. But even though i don't believe in any religion, i respect everyone's beliefs, at least to a certain point. I mean, even at some point i want that some of those belives end up to be true. It seems way better than being dead for all eternity.
What i just have some problems understanding, is how some people can blindly accept wathever anyone else teaches to them. And in my opinion that's something wrong. And i ain't talking about someone believing there exist hell and heaven, or that there exist and entity called "God", i have problem is how religion can be molded into something that makes some people think they are better than others. I have a problem seeing people use religion as a pretext for them to think they are the best persons in the world. This is just something that disgust me. People say shit like "oh you don't believe in god, so you are going to hell!", or, "i am such a nice person, cuz i go to church every sunday", when all they do is shit every fucking day of the week. This is what bothers me the most.
I have also a problem understand how most people believe in things, that have no single proof of being real, but it doesn't really bother me, because i know how much it can help someone to have faith, specially during hard times. It's always nice to think that someday we can be reunited with the people we love, even if deep down i think that faith is prolly just created on a lie.

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I don't believe i could express myself that clearly, but meh

 

[xi0]

What? Isn't it cheaper and take up less time to tour one city of France rather than the entire country itself?

Who tours an ENTIRE country? Paris is a notorious tourist trap.

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Go to bed jorped, you're not getting diamond this season...sorry bro

 

[jorped]

I wouldn't be able to get diamond anyway. I don't even care that i can't play in the future, i am just sad it had to be this exact week.
I skipped a class to go home and play and then this happened

At least i hope i will still be able to uni related stuff. I am worried my computer might crash still this semester, i will really need it a lot this semester

 

[M3J]

Who tours an ENTIRE country? Paris is a notorious tourist trap.

Don't people tour USA? Paris may be a tourist trap, but it seems like a great place to go to.


jorped, wouldn't your school be able to lend you a loaner laptop?

 

[xi0]

Don't people tour USA? Paris may be a tourist trap, but it seems like a great place to go to.


jorped, wouldn't your school be able to lend you a loaner laptop?

Sigh, the point is you said you'd visit Paris instead of France...

 

[M3J]

... and? I like touring.

 

[Xadyu]

Milly...

 

[Evil3ye]

....ouch

Why ouch? I feel like that's enough for the moment.

Don't people tour USA? Paris may be a tourist trap, but it seems like a great place to go to.


jorped, wouldn't your school be able to lend you a loaner laptop?

It's not that great when you don't speak any French though, and look kinda not white- which you do. They have some issues with their dark skinned population, cuz poor and criminal. But as you are only a tourist foreigner not a local it might be different.

And I agree with you, that you get more out of it, if you concentrate on one city and for instance spend more time in Paris, than you'd tour through Toulouse, Lyon, Marseille, whatsoever. There's a hell lot to do and see in Paris, lot of sights, culture and all kinds of entertainment for body and soul.

I mean, I also have made some tours on which you like hop through cities, just so you can make a check on your personal list, like been there, but seriously, what can you see, do and experience in two days in a world city like that. Not much I would say.

 

[Xadyu]

People can surprise you, you can think of them in one way, stuck in their behavior. They are what they are.

And then, they do something, that shows you all that there's all this depth and dimensions, you never knew existed..

Sometimes I get really surprised with certain people, I'm not prejudice, but after some certain time or certain actions you get this image of people.
Usually they fulfill those roles, but people can really surprise you.. And I think I get 'too shocked' because of that, which makes me feel like a bad person sometimes. xD

 

[jorped]

Don't people tour USA? Paris may be a tourist trap, but it seems like a great place to go to.


jorped, wouldn't your school be able to lend you a loaner laptop?

I don't think so. I could go to library and use some of the computers there but that is extremely unpractical at least for my course, since we have a lot of classes that require spending hours and hours on computer. But anyway my laptop is working fine for now. I just can't play any games like League of Legends, since the graphic card that stopped working is the one my laptop uses for games. My laptop has 2! I am worried that i might have problems in the future, but lets hope not.
But this kinda sucks, cuz a bit more than one month ago, i spent considerable amount of money to fix it on some other problems.

 

[xi0]

Why ouch? I feel like that's enough for the moment.

No...no reason

 

[Evil3ye]

You seem a little bit overly emotional lately. What happened to you? Is it the after summertime sadness? Or is it something you confessed here earlier and I should know about, cuz if so I'm sorry, not following this thread.