BECAUSE I DON'T. I just can't help it.
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I confess I'm fucking scared for the future, when my classes finally start in September and after I graduate.
I confess I have no right to be scared when I have the power to put more effort in school and work hard to get good grades. I can't help it though.
I confess I couldn't care less how I do. I'm more worried about paying off the debts and supporting my parents.
I confess this is one of the few times I've actually thought in the future or long-term, and one of the few times I've been scared. I don't like it, I hate this feeling. I'd rather be stressed to death than scared of my uncertain future.
I confess I hate coming up with excuses and disappointing myself. I know I have a great potential, but I need to live up to it.
I confess I'm trying to redeem myself in this thread for all the spam by being on topic, since I actually tweeted the above.
I confess it took the fact that my steering wheel vibrated horribly, feeling like the proverbial string attaching the steering wheel to the wheels, and the fact taht I had to brake suddenly (the cabin actually went forward) and hard to make me ask my dad to get the brakes inspected. Test result said it was pretty worn out and all, which is not shocking.
I confess I didn't delete the above post because Gary thanked it. Rare thing.
I confess I really want to give myself a personality overhaul. Get rid of the immaturity and all things that make me, me, and be more mature, more responsible. Basically, more boring. This is extremely hard to do so.
I feel weird for confessing all these things... meh.