Archived The MangaHelpers Confessional Thread

[xi0]

There is nothing like driving in a rural area at night in the summer with the windows down...nothing. Such a simple pleasure

 

[Adorien]

There is nothing like driving in a rural area at night in the summer with the windows down...nothing. Such a simple pleasure

Yeah, it sounds great. Maybe one day. ^^

I confess I feel lonely again. And I really want to talk with someone, but there's no one to talk to. I want to talk about something that's bothering me. I want to understand myself better. I feel like I change from one state to another and I'm not sure which I like. Confused? I am too.

 

[Gats]

Mmh So I'm back for a few days to my parents house. I confess I noticed they (especially my mother, since my father is too serious for that), bought a lot of DVD. Some French films which I don't have any opinion, a collection of NCIS, a box with Batman Begins and The Dark Knight Returns (awesome), then....

Spoiler

...Twilight : Fascination...
...Twilight : Tentation...
...Twilight : Hesitation...

wtf mummy ?

 

[xi0]

It seems like older women are into Twilight too. My mom seemed to be familiar with the story despite never reading/watching it. She's weird though, she'll watch a show and say it's one of "her shows" but can be fine with skipping an episode or five. I can't live like that

 

[Gats]

It seems like older women are into Twilight too. My mom seemed to be familiar with the story despite never reading/watching it. She's weird though, she'll watch a show and say it's one of "her shows" but can be fine with skipping an episode or five. I can't live like that

It's roughly the same with me. She is even often talking with somebody by phone while watching the serie.
Just imagine how my pain was when sometimes I also like the series and I have constantly her speaking in vietnamiese in the background.

 

[xi0]

A lot of times she'll be like "I want to watch my show please?" so then I'll turn to it and then 5 minutes (if that) later she'll be asleep on the couch. I stopped watching what I wanted and then....

 

[Gats]

A lot of times she'll be like "I want to watch my show please?" so then I'll turn to it and then 5 minutes (if that) later she'll be asleep on the couch. I stopped watching what I wanted and then....

I think you meant "what she wanted".
But yeah the whole sleeping joke is a classic one, it happened with me too. But it never went to a scolding. Well I ddn't dare to change the channel actually, and I'm not much into zapping too, when I start to watch a show, even a meh one, I still like to see the end of the story. Unless it's very shitty and predictable.

 

[xi0]

No, I'm just saying I stopped watching whatever I was watching to watch what she wants to watch and she doesn't even finish

My Dad is a maniac with surfing the channels. Good thing the digital age of TV slowed him down

 

[Gats]

No, I'm just saying I stopped watching whatever I was watching to watch what she wants to watch and she doesn't even finish

My Dad is a maniac with surfing the channels. Good thing the digital age of TV slowed him down

Oh yeah, that's also a classic. xD

My dad simply doesn't watch TV...at all, he even hates to have the TV on when we eat at the table (even he doesn't forbid it), since he is veeeeery talkative. Unless it is documentary show. He really is not into entertaintment, he has his own one which is also a job.

 

[xi0]

My Dad only watches movies or Reruns. The only thing he'll watch week to week is Survivor....for some reason.

 

[Naomi]

The only thing he'll watch week to week is Survivor.

Approved.

Although I haven't watched it since the 'all-star' season though where Rupert won the million dollars from a vote of the viewers.

 

[xi0]

Approved.

Although I haven't watched it since the 'all-star' season though where Rupert won the million dollars from a vote of the viewers.

He had a mancrush on that Russel guy and how he played the game so he started watching it after he was on the first time. I actually watched the first 5 season religiously and just grew bored of it. It's still a good game and a good show so I started watching it with him. The last season we both missed but I've seen some of the current season.

 

[Naomi]

To be perfectly honest, I didn't even know it was still a show.

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I confess that I slept all day and I'm still exhausted, so I'm going to have to turn this lab report in late. -.- I just don't think I can stay up the whole night.

 

[kdowns]

... I have made it my goal to get on survivor or some sort of reality T.V Game Show.

 

[xi0]

To be perfectly honest, I didn't even know it was still a show.

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I confess that I slept all day and I'm still exhausted, so I'm going to have to turn this lab report in late. -.- I just don't think I can stay up the whole night.

Yeah, they do two seasons a year, people still watch it. You approve but you don't even watch it

If late is cool...I hear sleep is pretty rad

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... I have made it my goal to get on survivor or some sort of reality T.V Game Show.

And what have you done to work towards this goal?

 

[M3J]

I confess that if I ever hang out with Gary again, I will have smelly farts and torture him with it.

I confess I joke not.

 

[xi0]

I confess that I like smelly farts

 

[Adorien]

Okay, so here's the drama.

Spoiler: Foreword

Me and my boyfriend have had a hard time together lately, mainly because for the past 6 months or so I haven't been feeling like I really like him. I always thought it's because I'm depressed or nervous because of work or other things. There was a time around the beginning of March when I decided I should end this relationship because I thought it'd be better for both of us. And we broke up. We were supposed to never see eachother again because I felt like I didn't want to be friends. But I somehow felt that wasn't what I wanted and two days after that I called him by mistake. I said everything that was on my mind and we decided we should try again. Then I suddenly felt like everything was okay again. And then after a while I felt like I wanted to be distant from him again. And all this moodiness resulted in us not really having proper time together.

And here is what I didn't want to say here:

Spoiler: Weird Stuff

I confess my best friend recently told me that when him and my boyfriend went out to talk, my boyfriend told him that he felt insecure, that he didn't know what I might tell him, that my moodiness is making him lonely, etc. Which is very understandable and I cried when I heard that, because I didn't really know he felt like that. He put on a smile most of the time and I kinda felt like maybe something was wrong, but I was so busy thinking about work and other things, I didn't really notice how he felt. At the time I was trying not to think about things and just take small steps or something. So I felt very bad about it. But here's what else my friend told me. My boyfriend also started seeing a girl I used to know, she's an ex of my best friend. My boyfriend told me they saw eachother once, which I thought was weird. But they also saw eachother another time and were talking over the net. He told her how he liked her and whatnot. And the second time he saw her, he almost kissed her. I really felt very very depressed about it when I heard it. But talking with my friend made me think this is kinda normal in that situation, because my boyfriend was feeling lonely and all. And I thought about it for a bit and it stopped bothering me. That doesn't mean I like it though. And some days ago, while we were watching anime at his place, a Skype window popped up, in which that girl said "hi". I acted like I didn't notice, but it bugged me. That girl is the type that likes to be liked and if someone likes her, it's heaven. Doesn't matter if she has a boyfriend or if the boy has a girlfriend, she just likes to play whenever there's a chance. There are also some more complicated things about her which I'm not gonna talk about, but yeah, she's the type that really likes attention. And my boyfriend is like a very naive person, I feel like he's more naive than me. I tried not to think about it again, but I already felt like I didn't really like my boyfriend anymore. And these days he's just getting on my nerves.

Right now I feel like I want to end this, there's nothing left for me to give.

Sorry for the long text. Don't kill me. o.o It's really hard to express myself. >.<

 

[M3J]

Okay, so here's the drama.

Spoiler: Foreword

Me and my boyfriend have had a hard time together lately, mainly because for the past 6 months or so I haven't been feeling like I really like him. I always thought it's because I'm depressed or nervous because of work or other things. There was a time around the beginning of March when I decided I should end this relationship because I thought it'd be better for both of us. And we broke up. We were supposed to never see eachother again because I felt like I didn't want to be friends. But I somehow felt that wasn't what I wanted and two days after that I called him by mistake. I said everything that was on my mind and we decided we should try again. Then I suddenly felt like everything was okay again. And then after a while I felt like I wanted to be distant from him again. And all this moodiness resulted in us not really having proper time together.

And here is what I didn't want to say here:

Spoiler: Weird Stuff

I confess my best friend recently told me that when him and my boyfriend went out to talk, my boyfriend told him that he felt insecure, that he didn't know what I might tell him, that my moodiness is making him lonely, etc. Which is very understandable and I cried when I heard that, because I didn't really know he felt like that. He put on a smile most of the time and I kinda felt like maybe something was wrong, but I was so busy thinking about work and other things, I didn't really notice how I felt. At the time I was trying not to think about things and just take small steps or something. So I felt very bad about it. But here's what else my friend told me. My boyfriend also started seeing a girl I used to know, she's an ex of my best friend. My boyfriend told me they saw eachother once, which I thought was weird. But they also saw eachother another time and were talking over the net. He told her how he liked her and whatnot. And the second time he saw her, he almost kissed her. I really felt very very depressed about it when I heard it. But talking with my friend made me think this is kinda normal in that situation, because my boyfriend was feeling lonely and all. And I thought about it for a bit and it stopped bothering me. That doesn't mean I like it though. And some days ago, while we were watching anime at his place, a Skype window popped up, in which that girl said "hi". I acted like I didn't notice, but it bugged me. That girl is the type that likes to be liked and if someone likes her, it's heaven. Doesn't matter if she has a boyfriend or if the boy has a girlfriend, she just likes to play whenever there's a chance. There are also some more complicated things about her which I'm not gonna talk about, but yeah, she's the type that really likes attention. And my boyfriend is like a very naive person, I feel like he's more naive than me. I tried not to think about it again, but I already felt like I didn't really like my boyfriend anymore. And these days he's just getting on my nerves.

Right now I feel like I want to end this, there's nothing left for me to give.

Sorry for the long text. Don't kill me. o.o It's really hard to express myself. >.<

I think you should end it. For his sake, at the least, since it's not fair to him to be in a relationship where you won't talk to him much or anything.

I confess that I like smelly farts

Death by dutch oven will happen to you, sucky.

 

[Adorien]

Millly, we are still seeing eachother, it's not like I'm not talking to him. It's just that... we're more like friends right now, because physical contact is hard for me.

I feel like all of this is just stupid and there's nothing left in the whole relationship for me.