Yeah I get you. If you wanna talk about something just hit me up.
It's no problem man. I'm not very romantic in regards of my own birthday. My plans got spoiled that day anyway.
I know, never again, fuck...
Yeah, maybe, but it's rather disgustingly annoying to me how we had something so intense and she ended it out of the blue for reasons not related to me/us at all. There are some very complicated circumstances (not work related) that made it necessary for her to end it, and I respected that. I won't go into details openly on this forum. Then 5 weeks later she's already serious enough seemingly to be on a trip with her ex. Which leaves me with a huge question mark of everything being a lie, or why it's suddenly OK to be with that person despite the reasons she had to end it with me. If it was suddenly OK to be in a relationship again, I don't get why she turned that way. I won't be able to handle that shit at work, so I'll probably have to quit it, which fucking sucks as I'm killing it there. Oh well.