This is more of a what made me happy over the last week and a bit, but I feel a need to write about it so here I go.
Recently, I feel like I've been able to turn over a new page in my life, and I've finally been able to shed the emotional baggage I've had from this year due to some terrible things that have happened, and the emotional baggage really has held me back quite a bit this year. I'm really happy because I've finally been able to shed it, and now I'm having fun with my music again as well as other things I used to enjoy but stopped because of my issues throughout the year.
I'm also happy because part of this turning over of the new page has been confirming what I want to do in life and making changes to my lifestyle. I'm more certain than ever that I want to go study music further at a Conservatorium and after it either be a professional musician or perhaps go and teach music at a high school / college level. Before, it seemed like just a fleeting dream I mightn't ever be able to chase, but now I'm more determined to chase that dream and make it a reality. In regards to my lifestyle, I've finally begun to make necessary changes to better my health, I'm now exercising more and I'm eating healthier, and I feel great for it.
I'm so happy that things are now starting to really pick up for me, and none of this would ever have been possible if it hadn't been for
@Yahate , she's helped me out so much this year, giving me love, support and encouragement and she's really helped fix not just my life but me as well. She really saved my life in a way, and has gone to extraordinary lengths to help me out and to make me happy, and I'm getting happier each and every day because of her. I love her and I really do appreciate what she's done for me, and I'm so happy I have her in my life.