CHALLENGE ME IN CREATIVE WRITING... THIS IS A CHALLENGE GOOGZI don't know.Kinda feel like I'm dominating here and taking the fun away.I have the same thing in art classes,where there are already people complaining about that.While I like getting some recognition,I don't want to undermine other people's accomplishments.
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Also The past 48-72 hours have been a very weird time for me in the case of women.... I don't really know what to do as it is confusing the HELL out of me and I know I have to decide which one I need to keep my focus on.
Exhibit A. A really close friend of mine, who I've liked for approx 2 ish years now. We went and saw the lorax at a Drive In Movie Theater, nothing happened and we talked/flirt the whole time. When I was dropping her off at her house, after she had left the car and started going inside, I sub-consciously said, "Yep, She will one day be my wife." Right afterwords I was WTF did I just say.
Exhibit B. An Old Family friend who I've had a prior relationship with. That same night after going to the movie with Exhibit A, at about 2 A.M I get a text from her saying Hey and I replied. After talking around for a little bit, She gets me to come over to reconnect. So when I do come over we just talk and I hang out mostly with her brother and talk about games but when I was leaving She comes out and talks to me for about an Hour or So. Then out of no where she starts kissing me and I kinda kissed back. Even though the night before I told her I had no more feelings towards her.
Exhibit C. Another Close Friend. After the events of A and B, I get a Text the next morning from another girl who I've previously liked saying "I am listening to For you and your Denial. Makes me think of you. Only because it's yellow. Same thing goes for We Are the In Crowd. (:" This threw me out of a loop because it was out of completely no where and we hadn't talked at all through out the week, which made me think of the past of the times between me and her just hanging out and what ever.
Feelings run high for 2 of the 3. Ironically, I am not feeling any attachment to B, but I will feel like an asshole after all of the events that had happened.
THEN OUT OF FUCKING NO WHERE. While I was at work, My Ex that I lost my Virginity to Shows up and just starts talking to me. Thats when shit hit the fan in my head...
I really don't know what to do...
. It's not uncommon for someone to idealize someone in their head like that, but holy crap.





