Life The MangaHelpers Confessional Thread - Part 2

[earthforge]

Ever fell in love with a 10 year old?

Have you?

 

[Imperium]

Yes. When I was 10.

 

[M3J]

That's so cute.

 

[Naomi]

I went to my youngest sister's room, lay on her bed, and said "entertain meeeee~"

And you know what she said? You wanna KNOW what she said???
"Eh.... Turn on Star Trek and watch that or something." *it should be noted that she does not like Star Trek and will not watch it with me*

...........................................
I ed at her for so long that she finally said she would watch this anime with me if I really wanted. It was totally gorey and crazy and I didn't really want to watch it, but I did anyway.

I confess that my little sister doesn're adore me any more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1oneone *sob*

---------- Post added at 12:51 AM ---------- Previous post was at 12:23 AM ----------

SHUT UP. GARY. SHUT UP.

 

[xi0]

SHUT UP. GARY. SHUT UP.

 

[scav]

i confess trolling gary feel gud

 

[xi0]

i confess trolling gary feel gud

you're a tard

I confess I only put up with you because you're not complete trash at LoL.

 

[Adorien]

I confess that

I CAN'T GET NO
tararam
SATISFACTION~

 

[scav]

you're a tard

I confess I only put up with you because you're not complete trash at LoL.

someone is really mad here

 

[Schabrak]

I went to my youngest sister's room, lay on her bed, and said "entertain meeeee~"

And you know what she said? You wanna KNOW what she said???
"Eh.... Turn on Star Trek and watch that or something." *it should be noted that she does not like Star Trek and will not watch it with me*

...........................................
I ed at her for so long that she finally said she would watch this anime with me if I really wanted. It was totally gorey and crazy and I didn't really want to watch it, but I did anyway.

I confess that my little sister doesn're adore me any more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1oneone *sob*

I wouldn't hen kicking people either. Maybe it was just a bad day or it finally clicked.

 

[BBB Banana]

I confess that

I CAN'T GET NO
tararam
SATISFACTION~

Oh you naughty girl

 

[xi0]

someone is really mad here

Pfft, you wish

 

[BBB Banana]

I confess I'm almost sure I have Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder or ADHD. I've always thought I had it to some degree throughout high school and earlier. I always been electrical and couldn't sit and do my work, I'd talk to much, I'd get distracted by anything, I couldn't focus on things that didn't interest me, not to mention my inability to finish whatever I start and how easily I lose my interest in stuff.

I always had trouble with going to school and would skip classes, my levels of procrastination are way too high.

Well although this had always troubled my life and my grades where never as good as they could be due to this, I had always managed to get good grades and deal with this to some degree.

But right now my life has become so messy that I simply can't deal with it anymore, and some people start to look at me like I am worthless and this has been causing me some troubles when we have group assignments, and it's not like I want it to be like this, it's not like I want to cause others harm, or even to myself, it's not I like skipping classes, it's not like I like doing nothing.

It's not just about willpower not right now I feel like this has advanced to a way higher level that I could never get out of this situation by myself. And I guess I started to acknowledge that I might need some medication to face this.

I've always avoided going to a shrink because I have always been afraid of Ritalin, although stuff had been bad in the past I never wanted to rely on it as I was afraid it would make me become a dead person on the inside, I've always been a cheerful person and quite impulsive and those are what I think to be my greatest traits that make me who I am, and I was always afraid that Ritalin would take that away from me and that would change me.

Not to mention it can get someone addicted and well I still feel really afraid of it but I guess there's no more running, my life has gotten to a point where I need to change, if I want to be a good professional, if I want to achieve something i life I need to change now and no matter how afraid I am of this drug I might need it to make my life right again.

Has anyone ever used ritalin? How was it? I really need guidance.

 

[M3J]

I used Adderall or Ritalin... I can get through a chapter of a small textbook in an hour, but one of those ADHD pills I took for studying made me unable to study... I didn't even get past 3 pages in like, two or three hours. One bad experience with it, I dunno if it'd be bad for you or if you'd be affected the way I was. But I hear you tend to lose your personality with such pill.

 

[BBB Banana]

I used Adderall or Ritalin... I can get through a chapter of a small textbook in an hour, but one of those ADHD pills I took for studying made me unable to study... I didn't even get past 3 pages in like, two or three hours. One bad experience with it, I dunno if it'd be bad for you or if you'd be affected the way I was. But I hear you tend to lose your personality with such pill.

But were diagnosed with ADHD or just took it for a boost in your studies? Cuse I heard it usually has the reverse effect on "normal" people.

 

[Nast.J]

They tend to give Ritalin to alot of hyperactive kids in Canada, its like the easy way of calming people here.

I personnally think that you shouldn't take any medications especially Ritalin. Ive seen what it did to a person i knew, you'll become more calm ( a drastic change for you obviously) and a lot more quiet and who knows what might be in your minds.

So please don't! A natural approach is always better especially for atdhd because there's alot of controversy about those medications.

 

[M3J]

But were diagnosed with ADHD or just took it for a boost in your studies? Cuse I heard it usually has the reverse effect on "normal" people.

Latter. Though I could be ADHD, I dunno or care. I read stories of how ADHD kids on Ritalin or ADHD pills were more subdued and quiet, and many parents didn't like that so they stopped.

 

[BBB Banana]

It's just that my life has become such a mess and I can't feel at peace with myself, I start to think that I am worthless just like some people start to do the same, and I feel that I am not able to reach my full potential, I can't keep up with deadlines, and some people I really like start to become harmed by some of my actions.

I feel so bad that I start to think I don't even mind selling my soul to that devil as long as it makes me normal.

I'm desperate and I start to hate myself I can't deal with it anymore. I can't see any way out other than medicine even though I hate the idea.

 

[xi0]

It's just that my life has become such a mess and I can't feel at peace with myself, I start to think that I am worthless just like some people start to do the same, and I feel that I am not able to reach my full potential, I can't keep up with deadlines, and some people I really like start to become harmed by some of my actions.

I feel so bad that I start to think I don't even mind selling my soul to that devil as long as it makes me normal.

I'm desperate and I start to hate myself I can't deal with it anymore. I can't see any way out other than medicine even though I hate the idea.

I'm sorry, what is the problem really? This time last year you were complaining about missing out on uni and having to get a summer job and were depressed about that. Now you're in school, but you have ADHD?

It seems like you're hyperfocused on the negative and aren't looking back to how you felt when you weren't really going anywhere. Subsequently, you're ruining the here and now for yourself because of that.

A pill isn't going to fix shit. Trust me, I've been there, done that. It makes the problem less severe, but it isn't going to FIX anything.

 

[M3J]

It's just that my life has become such a mess and I can't feel at peace with myself, I start to think that I am worthless just like some people start to do the same, and I feel that I am not able to reach my full potential, I can't keep up with deadlines, and some people I really like start to become harmed by some of my actions.

I feel so bad that I start to think I don't even mind selling my soul to that devil as long as it makes me normal.

I'm desperate and I start to hate myself I can't deal with it anymore. I can't see any way out other than medicine even though I hate the idea.

If you're feelin that bad and are that desperate, then try to work on it without pills. Force yourself to do things on time, even early, and force yourself to come to class earlier. DO something about it that doesn't involve taking drugs that alter you. Personally, I'd never take ADHD pills ever again, it's not worth it and probably brings my IQ and reading comprehension to 0 or something.