Only here for the food.

Hakuteiken · Oct 25, 2014

yukihime03 said:
Two months or more? Not really keeping count.
Nothing else but busy, busy, and BUSY. I'm just THAT busy.

Can you say you are finding the busy tempo as something complementing the missing pieces of your life, though? I think that's what is the most important part. If your filled to the brim busy life doesn't feel like it still lacks something, then maybe it's how things are supposed to be, hmm.
I myself have been getting busier as of late, so, I hope I'll be able to avoid the issue of lacking in a similar manner, as well.

yukihime03 · Oct 26, 2014

It's a dilemma, TBH. I like the routines as I don't like having nothing to do, but at the same time, I wish I have more time to be unproductive. :cookiestare

Hakuteiken · Oct 26, 2014

Well, everyone craves for some time to laze around, but it's all about priorities. Out of the two extreme points, being super busy is probably winning out against having nothing to do. Maybe a youngster cannot ask for that perfect balance in life, after all =/

yukihime03 · Oct 27, 2014

Hakuteiken said:
Well, everyone craves for some time to laze around, but it's all about priorities. Out of the two extreme points, being super busy is probably winning out against having nothing to do. Maybe a youngster cannot ask for that perfect balance in life, after all =/

Well, I suppose everybody does crave it, but for me, it's actually a necessity. Without that time to spend by myself doing as I wish, I won't be able to work properly for the rest of the week.
That perfect balance is indeed hard to get, but I make do with the time I get. Compared to most people, I suppose I'm more rested since I really put a clear barrier between work and private life. Once I get home, there's no way I'm working.

Hakuteiken · Oct 27, 2014

yukihime03 said:
Well, I suppose everybody does crave it, but for me, it's actually a necessity. Without that time to spend by myself doing as I wish, I won't be able to work properly for the rest of the week.
That perfect balance is indeed hard to get, but I make do with the time I get. Compared to most people, I suppose I'm more rested since I really put a clear barrier between work and private life. Once I get home, there's no way I'm working.

I might be on the same page here. Often, I feel too drained to do anything whenever someone drags me to do work without my own time to play or fool around.
Ah, I see, I see. I have been trying to do that, but still, I find myself doing work-related stuff past midnight now and then. My brakes have not been working that well , I guess :fan

yukihime03 · Oct 29, 2014

Hakuteiken said:
I might be on the same page here. Often, I feel too drained to do anything whenever someone drags me to do work without my own time to play or fool around.
Ah, I see, I see. I have been trying to do that, but still, I find myself doing work-related stuff past midnight now and then. My brakes have not been working that well , I guess

Ah, I see. I suppose it's all about choices. When we do choose to do the job with our own terms, we can actually work more efficiently.
While my brake is working too well.

Hakuteiken · Nov 2, 2014

yukihime03 said:
Ah, I see. I suppose it's all about choices. When we do choose to do the job with our own terms, we can actually work more efficiently.
While my brake is working too well.

Yep, maybe because it's you who knows about yourself the best, after all.
Better than my case, I think. At least no need to worry about whether you'll get yourself into a car crash or anything :fan

yukihime03 · Nov 3, 2014

Hakuteiken said:
Yep, maybe because it's you who knows about yourself the best, after all.
Better than my case, I think. At least no need to worry about whether you'll get yourself into a car crash or anything

I suppose so, though sometimes through my friends' eyes, I can always discover something about myself that I didn't realize before.

But I am in danger of not moving forward at all. The danger of stagnation.

Hakuteiken · Nov 3, 2014

yukihime03 said:
I suppose so, though sometimes through my friends' eyes, I can always discover something about myself that I didn't realize before.

But I am in danger of not moving forward at all. The danger of stagnation.

True, but I think it is just you looking at another direction. If it wasn't something you could see for yourself in the first place, that friend aid would be of no help. Like, it helps you with your aiming by supporting your muscles and then you aim and pull the trigger yourself again. Something like that.

Hmm, I don't think it's that dangerous. As long as you lead a mostly active life, being in sleep mode partially shouldn't hurt, no? You are also conscious of that fact, further making it easier for you to stave off such threats (=

yukihime03 · Nov 28, 2014

Hakuteiken said:
True, but I think it is just you looking at another direction. If it wasn't something you could see for yourself in the first place, that friend aid would be of no help. Like, it helps you with your aiming by supporting your muscles and then you aim and pull the trigger yourself again. Something like that.

Hmm, I don't think it's that dangerous. As long as you lead a mostly active life, being in sleep mode partially shouldn't hurt, no? You are also conscious of that fact, further making it easier for you to stave off such threats (=

Hmm. That makes sense.

But sometimes I just want to lie down and do nothing at all. :sweat

I miss holidays already...

Hakuteiken · Nov 28, 2014

yukihime03 said:
But sometimes I just want to lie down and do nothing at all. I miss holidays already...

It's my usual way to see things, I'd say.
Ah, right. Gotta love Hyouka's Houtarou and his mantra: "If I don't have to do it, I won't. If I have to do it, I'll make it quick."

yukihime03 · Dec 7, 2014

Hakuteiken said:
It's my usual way to see things, I'd say.
Ah, right. Gotta love Hyouka's Houtarou and his mantra: "If I don't have to do it, I won't. If I have to do it, I'll make it quick."

Well, Houtarou's mantra is my way of life. Though it has earned me criticism for my family and peers, my laziness still wins.

Hakuteiken · Dec 7, 2014

yukihime03 said:
Well, Houtarou's mantra is my way of life. Though it has earned me criticism for my family and peers, my laziness still wins.

If you improvise a tiny bit and make it "If I don't have to do it, I'll make it quick. If I have to do it, I won't", it becomes an incredibly unique life perspective!

yukihime03 · Dec 11, 2014

Hakuteiken said:
If you improvise a tiny bit and make it "If I don't have to do it, I'll make it quick. If I have to do it, I won't", it becomes an incredibly unique life perspective!

But it's going to create all sorts of troubles....

Hakuteiken · Dec 11, 2014

yukihime03 said:
But it's going to create all sorts of troubles....

Isn't that the beauty of life? Toying around with struggles, falling over and over again, only to stand back up.
Not smooth, but somewhat intriguing it is.

phio_chan · Dec 14, 2014

You. I wanted to ask why you were late answering my WA. It should've been faster to ask by WA but because I'm here I may as well grace your thread with my presence.