Try jumping off a bridge. A lot of survivors apparently said how they realized the reason they were killing themselves for could actually be fixed, like 3/4 way down. Not that I'm being literal with jumping off bridge.A quick death would not cut it for me. The only reason I toyed with the idea was curiosity in the first place. I was wondering whether I would try to survive as I slowly die. Or simply regret my decision. I was obsessed with grasping the instinct to live, you see.
I also considered jumping off of somewhere high, but such a high place that I can drop down from to spend minutes or maybe even more, and to do it without losing consciousness along the fall at that speed, probably does not exist.
I did have suicidal thoughts, but I stopped having them once someone told me I was just being an attention whore, and I agreed. I still don't know what I was thinking, but it was pretty dumb of me. Guess it was bad time? I dunno, but I know I had it pretty well off, so it really makes no sense. Never had a thought after that, but the topic of suicide just makes me feel supremely depressed and hopeless. I dunno why.
I also personally think suicide is dumb when life can get better if people actually put in the effort to make it better.