I know it's hard when you're emotionally hurt but all you have to do is to forget what made you feel like that, eventually time will heal you and makes you stronger.
I can relate to that. The last decade passed so fast for me in some senses, but at the same time some parts of it were excruciating slow that I feel like I'm trapped on a loop.
yeah very relatable but atleast you have a group of friends you can maybe confide in if you ever feel like you need some help, i cant say myself that my work is the cause of it all,maybe i phrased it wrong, but dont really see the point in anything, kinda going through the motions. i hope u finish ur college and life gets better for you.
Aww
…you need a hug 
.Have you tried finding an activity to get your mind off of whatever is stressing you? I went through my first heart break a couple months ago. I was left devastated and felt heart broken everyday. binge watching the anime and manga I was on a hiatus for this summer had really helped me get my mind off of some of the stress I've been through. I think maybe finding something fun to do with friends would help you get your mind off of whatever is stressing you.
Find a new hobby and meet different people.
Its ok....long as the decision is ok with you.
Also be selfish and don’t let other‘s opinion affect you so much. It’s your life not theirs.
Take care, girl.
I still don't know what to do with my life and I'm much older than you
Sometimes a year off to work or get life experience can help. You can always go back to school anytime to compete your education. I wouldn't wait too long or you're the weird old person 
. Or if you want to go to school right away, you could just apply for something you mostly enjoy and go from there. A lot of people change their majors after the first year so as long as you're in university you can move around and decide what you like. Nothing is set in stone. I had some anxiety when I was in grade 12 because I put too much pressure on myself. You're not the only one who feels like this.
Is there stuff in life you've consistently wanted throughout? If you keep wanting certain things, it might be worth examining those desires. If it sticks It’s probably important. Recurring themes, things or thoughts can offer direction
We are all products of our environment, in my experience if your environment is making you clinically depressed then you need to change your environment. What is it that is keeping you in that job? In that town? If i were you i would take stock and ask serious hard questions about how much you actually need it.
@gnut@Crescent Jinx@Reebi a bit late in response but thanks for the best advises guys
To be honest, the reason why I'm unsure because of all the pressure that's weighing on me, especially on picking colleges. I have less than a month to choose because almost all admissions will be closed by then. I have time to pick, but it's either they're closed already or my parents don't want me to. There's also my paranoia of failing them, notably my first choice, because I experienced that feeling before. But I'm going through them again and see where I can study now. Switching courses is easy, and though it's not allowed to pick courses that's away from a specific strand, it shouldn't be too hard for me. I thought about it a lot, what I want to be and what I don't want to be, and same goes for the rest too.
Again, thanks for the advises <3
We felt the exact same. Kept thinking there was prolly a better and more trustworthy deal somewhere. Rather normal I guess, maybe with time you get used to those '-'
