No, I was just making fun of you saying the very obvious 









Kind anot funny if I say it like that... x'D
Any idea why? Maybe malnutrition among other things. And no, this is no joke but a serious question and guess.Second week? Usually I am doing this every week.Kind anot funny if I say it like that... x'D
I am really trying though... It's just... When I start stuff lately I lose interest rather soon...
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how can I believe that when you don't even remember my birthdayYou have your rare moments...
Haha thanks, that's good to know. I only pester people I care about and want to discuss great stuff with, so I'm glad that it's not annoying you![]()

I'm really bad with birthdays lol, even forgot my father's once...how can I believe that when you don't even remember my birthday![]()
And with MH you don't really see them anywhere if you don't look out for them specifically. But no excuses, I'm sorry. Belated Happy Birthday Holt, hope you had a great day! 
I don't think so. Lately I am really trying to eat healthy.Any idea why? Maybe malnutrition among other things. And no, this is no joke but a serious question and guess.
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What does this healthy food entail and how often do you eat?I don't think so. Lately I am really trying to eat healthy.
Maybe the lack of sleep is finally affecting my head?
Arigatou.![]()


Okay just healthy food then... As I still only eat once a day... Need to lose more weight so my winter jacket finally fits...What does this healthy food entail and how often do you eat?
It's always affecting your head, considering you had a switch of motivation very often and for a long time.
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So it remains malnutrition, just like I said XD Must be a nice jacket if you need to lose like 50kg to make it fit..............Okay just healthy food then... As I still only eat once a day... Need to lose more weight so my winter jacket finally fits...
Usually many proteins, little to know calories. Trying to go way below the 2k kilo calories I am supposed to eat a day. At the am I hardly reach 800 these days. So this is good I guess? Just looking for way way to kickstart my metabolism... Any ideas?
You think so? I always ahd this kind of motivation problems. In school, at home... Even when I did sleep well.
For example you would just have to look at my grades in classes 11 and 12. I suddenly felt motivated in 12 I and only scored between 15 and 13 points most of the time.
Not that my grades were bad usually but 10-12 was the norm.
Daisuki
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Song was okay but somehow I waited for a change in melody to hook me completely.


No time, no motivation...evil is hosting a game this month....sign up plz![]()

but it's an evil gameNo time, no motivation...![]()


But I stopped being hungry. At the moment I am still eating some carrots. Still not sick of the taste.So it remains malnutrition, just like I said XD Must be a nice jacket if you need to lose like 50kg to make it fit..............
How exactly is it good if your body gets less than it needs? I mean sure a diet works that way to some extent, but there are ways to keep the energy drain low, have three little meals over the day for example, eat some vegetables... and if you want to kick your metabolism, eat a bit more and do some sports instead, that's what's going to work wonders. Your current way is very very far away from being healthy, I'm not surprised that your mood is changing like no tomorrow lately.
School is like just one aspect of life, motivation there (or not) isn't the whole picture, not to mention your motivation switch happened with months or even a whole year in-between, which actually is somewhat normal because people develope and things naturally change during months. It's weird if it changes every second or third week. Just my few cents on the matter =/


Also not really feeling bad. 
It's because your body is broken thanks to your behaviourBut I stopped being hungry. At the moment I am still eating some carrots. Still not sick of the taste.
Well I need to lose 5 more me thinks... It is a really nice jacket...
I still need a Heimtrainer. Actually found a really cheap one already. Probably going to pick it up this friday. I know that I am far from being healthy but so far it works.Also not really feeling bad.
You think my mood changes are related to that? I think it is related to my lack of sleep though.
Yeah it probably really is related to my lack of sleep as I don't feel any hunger or anything related.![]()
