Oh, never knew something like this is around here..
Anyway, here is mine.
I guess it was being alone, it is just recently though. I've been alone and the rest of my friends kindda left me or something and I don't have the self-confidence to fit in due to my weight, this left me most of the time quiet in class and out of the fun, I guess I'm afraid of getting hurt or shaming myself.
And now my mindset is still the same, just that nobody is as close to me anymore, a best friend of mine just quarreled with me and that's it. He's a overbearing friend, really.
I've learned to snapped out of it because of the loneliness and I started to walk home every day, 1 hour per day to lose all the weight, replace bread/sandwiches for all the meals and determined to change myself.
I think I'm learning to be independent and I don't want to count on anyone anymore. Even now, my self estemn is low but I try to make the best of it and tell myself that it'll be okay, lol.
I was never like that, all the time I just pull a face and keep acting sad and lonely, never getting anything done, hopefully I'll be different now.
