bb can now be a tech support for babylon-related issues.
yes indeed.
ang baba ng self-esteem ko..
so I will now fish.
why?
In other news...
Background:
my life-long dream is to run a spa-like bed and breakfast that may later morph into an even more complicated project such as cafe/artisan shop etc. etc.
Situation: circa 2011 My parents finally said after purchasing a new lot that they want to build their retirement home. Single-story, ramps, small, for old fogeys.
it is now nearing the end of 2012. and my parents nearing retirement said "make the design
NOW." 2-STORY, many rooms, to convert it into a bed-and-breakfast since you kids are all away and will have families of your own, you won't be living here" etc etc.
I lit up and worked on the project like a woman (yes, woman) possessed. refer to Background. And I presented it to them and they said "wow it's big, I'm suddenly chickening out because maybe it's too big of a project and I (mother) can't do this by myself... you kids can't possibly help me with this because you're all away."
*cough* *cough*
note: I have not expressed to either parent my DESIRE and MOTIVE of taking hold of that frigging business- LIKE GIVE IT TO ME! kinda thing.
and our conversation broke off because I was heading for work.
DILEMMA:
I don't know how to tell my parents my intention. That is all. It just requires so much vulnerability to tell them an ambition like that... or not?
