Life The MangaHelpers Confessional Thread - Part 3

[Adorien]

NAOM PLS SOFIA OK

 

[Hakuteiken]

I wrote something after a long time. 29 months of time, to be exact. I have spent most of the time in between believing that I would be awesome once I spell everything out for myself, and having just finished, I do realize that it was a waste of expectation. Now, I feel even worse thanks to this childish letdown getting to me.

So much for that, eh..

 

[Adorien]

Haku

That's why I try not to have any expectations at all.

I confess I feel great. And it's been a while.

 

[Hakuteiken]

Somewhat true, but are you not feeling hollow? Does that lack of expectation take a turn for a lack of ambition in no time?

 

[Adorien]

[No I mean like... I don't expect neither win nor fail, but mostly prepare for the worst... And I'm sort of... it's hard to motivate myself really xD But I can be enthusiastic about things overall. I'm not very ambitious, but still a bit ambitious I guess.

Hope it makes sense, I'm sleepy. xD

 

[Hakuteiken]

Surprised that you manage to balance that out. It seems unimaginable to achieve from my perspective, mostly due to me being highly conscious of the situation.

 

[Notice me Escanor senpai]

[No I mean like... I don't expect neither win nor fail, but mostly prepare for the worst... And I'm sort of... it's hard to motivate myself really xD But I can be enthusiastic about things overall. I'm not very ambitious, but still a bit ambitious I guess.

Hope it makes sense, I'm sleepy. xD

I wish I could be like that, not have too many expectations while still doing something I like and be enthusiastic about it. Sadly I end up having too many expectations, and I always get disappointed which really gets to me. Meh.

 

[Adorien]

Being easily amused has its ups and downs, yeah.

Don't worry, I still get disappointed in people cause even though I don't have some particular expectations, my judgement is usually way off and I end up wondering how the hell can that person be that way. Feels bitter.

I'm trying to see people as they are but I always fixate on something like how "nice" they seem.

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Surprised that you manage to balance that out. It seems unimaginable to achieve from my perspective, mostly due to me being highly conscious of the situation.

Oh I'm always conscious don't get me wrong. I am the overthinker, I analyze and daydream. xD But I also try to have that realistic perspective.

For instance I thought I might get fired at work cause I was making mistakes, and really did overthink the situation in a negative way, but managed to keep my cool with positive but mostly realistic thoughts like how I'm new and I'll learn and all that.

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tl;dr again xD

 

[Naomi]

Going in June!

Amsterdam
London
Paris
Geneva
Milan

Here's to hoping they have tours of the Large Hadron Collider!

 

[Copy Panda]

Hm I have been diagnosed with severe depression

 

[Adorien]

I wish you all the best!

Going in June!

Amsterdam
London
Paris
Geneva
Milan

Here's to hoping they have tours of the Large Hadron Collider!

When will you be in London? I'll be there 29th June. :/ Til July 4th.

 

[Hardy]

Hm I have been diagnosed with severe depression

Oh, hang there man, hope you manage to fight against it asap. If you need a hand or just wanna chat give me a PM o/

Going in June!

Amsterdam
London
Paris
Geneva
Milan

Here's to hoping they have tours of the Large Hadron Collider!

Congrats, have tons of fun ^^

If you were going to Rome I would recommend you a restaurant of a dude that ended up really liking me :P (in fact talking about liking me... I met a gay Argie dude working in a food place in London, and he even gave me and my family free cutlery for us to take ).

 

[scav]

Got 20/20 and the best grade of my promo on my Artificial Intelligence exam which happen to be one of the hardest course in computer science engineering program. Kinda proud and happy with myself. dedicated myself on 4 things last couple of months: sport, eating healthy, personal projects and studies. starting to see the results now and i gotta say i never felt better in my life. hard work always lead to self-satisfaction and i'm pumped up and ready to tackle many challenges this summer.
many time when i was exhausted or felt lazy i told myself it's that extra step you're willing to make when you're at your limit that make the difference between champions and quitters. heart of a champion

 

[Kat]

Nerd I mean congratz scav! \o/

 

[Adorien]

Scav, is that you??

 

[YumaKuga]

I caught my GF Cheating on me Im about to dump her now. I hurt so bad that I wanna die..

 

[Copy Panda]

Hang in there dude :/

 

[scav]

I caught my GF Cheating on me Im about to dump her now. I hurt so bad that I wanna die..

stand still, dump her, stay strong and move on. the hardest part is getting up but you'll get stronger and eventually find someone better

 

[Adorien]

I caught my GF Cheating on me Im about to dump her now. I hurt so bad that I wanna die..

I don't know it for a fact, but I think my ex cheated on me too. And my first bf was trying to cheat on me with both sexes, but they all turned him down.

So I feel you.

Make that bitch know you're better than her!

 

[YumaKuga]

Well, I broke up with the cheating bitch, made sure to have my buds there to back me up. Its funny how she tried to make it my fault that she cheated on me, lol. Now she wants me back, but I keep telling her no.