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Nozoki Ana Chapter 77
Chapter 77: Last
Covering the "hole" right now...
and pretending the "peeping" never happened...?
It's for Watari Madoka-san's sake.
Fubaba. You're kidding, right?
As if we could pull this of like a magic trick.
I'm going to see Madoka-chan tomorrow.
It's no use going against it.
There is a way...
Like I told you before, // You just have to lie.
Leaving Oeda Rie aside, // I'm sure we can convince Mochizuki-kun and Yoneyama-kun.
If you just tell a lie, with a bit of pain in your heart,
it'll end without Watari-san getting hurt.
You're telling me to pretend...
that I don't know about the "hole" in the wall and the "peeping"...?
People are able to believe only the words from those they want to believe in.
Even if there's a bit of doubt left, // with time, it should fade away cleanly.
At that time, I'll be long gone. // You two are sure to stay happy...
...Hey, // Somehow, it's different from the case with Kotobiki-san, right?
At that time, you tried to protect us for my "weakness"... // But now....
When she started the "peeping"... // I really thought of her as a cold and callous person.
Watari-san... is sacrificing her time with you // to try to hang out with me.
Of course, I refuse most of the times.
I'm not good with accepting good will... // It makes me perplexed.
But against her pure feelings // I just can't stay obvious to them...
That's even more reason then.
I also received a lot of "love" from Madoka-chan.
That's why I want to tell her everything in front of the "hole".
Show her everything and apologize...
That's why I want to leave the "hole" like this until then.
I kept on blabbering... // again...
Emire gave off a slightly lonely smile // and returned to her own room.
I didn't know at all that Emiru was thinking of Madoka-chan
We two sure have changed.
Through this long "peeping" period...
Did Emiru go to sleep already? // It's only 9pm yet.
Geh, am I lonely or what.
It's like I still wanted to talk more with her.
Kido-san, // are you awake?
I have an request....
W- What is it?
Why am I so flustered?
Friday is my turn to peep, // but I want you to take a peep.
A rule violation from Emiru...?
....O- // Okay...
She helped me a lot already....
At least tonight I can be a bit obedient.
W- Wh- Wha-
What are you thinking, idiot!!
I- I was only going to peep
as thanks for today, but you...
You're still teasing me like when we just met.
Right now, while you keep peeping, // I'll masturbate.
I let my guard down for a bit and then this!!
...it'll be gone...
Tonight, I'll lose the peeping hole---
the connection to you, Kido-san... // I want my body to remember the last "peeping"....
The last "peeping"...?
Please, Kido-san... // Please peep...
When I tell Madoka-chan everything tomorrow...
it'll turn out into covering the hole either way...!
The "peeping" will end---!!
Tonight's the last...!
the last "peeping"----
Hah... // Thank... you....
Compared to just now when I was surprised---
I'm fairly calm now...
Emiru's finger play... and her moaning, all of them
are shining like a divine thing....
This is Emiru's ceremony... // A ceremony to bid farewell to our "peeping"----
The "peeping" we protected so desperately // was let go so easily tonight....
She indeed accepted my resolve
of telling Yoneyama everything.
Now that I look back on it, it was always me
on the receiving end during the "peeping"...
She fixed my past love.
Saved me from my failed love.
And pushed my back towards a new love----
But what--- // did I do for Emiru?
Kido-san, // Can I be selfish once again?
W- What is it?
I know it's // kinda cheeky to ask for more, but...
You don't need to show me...
I just want you to do "it" alongside me....
When I tell Madoka-chan everything tomorrow
Both the hole and Emiru behind it will vanish.
On that thought, my chest painfully tightened.
And mainly unconsciousness I replied...