We’ll overhaul your “infection”, erasing it your from being. You’ll be cured and be able to live a life with maximum efficiency.I also think I should be burned alive
We’ll overhaul your “infection”, erasing it your from being. You’ll be cured and be able to live a life with maximum efficiency.I also think I should be burned alive
I don't think you're being too hard on yourself, you could still be traumatized and fear going back to how life was back then. You probably won't heal any time soon, and you may not at all, but as long as you enjoy who you are and are happy, as well as keep moving forward, that's what's more important.**crickets**
I barely contributed anyway, I would lurk to be nosey like most.
But..for once why not?
I've lived such a hellish life from my childhood into early adulthood. From abuse(emotionally and sexually), abandonment, poverty, and I avoided death. So, I learned to endure and became really strong. Through it all, it was the courage I had that pushed me forward.
I can remember everything vividly even though my life has gotten so much better in the last 2 years. It's hard to separate yourself from the past even when you're out of it. The pain lingers in your heart, it comes back to haunt you now and then and you helplessly fall prey to it, feeling sorry for yourself. It's pitiful sometimes, well at least it feels that way.
Despite how much I have grown and improved on myself. The love, self-confidence and courage I have now is great compared to back then. However, my identity still remains trap in the past because I don't know how to let it go and live my life peacefully and free.
It's such a shame..but maybe I'm too hard on myself, I could enjoyed who I'm becoming. It's amazing, yet scary..
I'm gonna try to enjoy who am I more and not look back..that's the challenge!
Well, that's about it, I'm not sure that was a confession lol
Maybe I just needed to get it off my chest.
First of all, I think it’s pretty courageous to tell these things here. I am sure that there is so much more to your story, but the fact that you chose to tell a part of it here shows a oart of your soul. I really think that takes guts.**crickets**
I barely contributed anyway, I would lurk to be nosey like most.
But..for once why not?
I've lived such a hellish life from my childhood into early adulthood. From abuse(emotionally and sexually), abandonment, poverty, and I avoided death. So, I learned to endure and became really strong. Through it all, it was the courage I had that pushed me forward.
I can remember everything vividly even though my life has gotten so much better in the last 2 years. It's hard to separate yourself from the past even when you're out of it. The pain lingers in your heart, it comes back to haunt you now and then and you helplessly fall prey to it, feeling sorry for yourself. It's pitiful sometimes, well at least it feels that way.
Despite how much I have grown and improved on myself. The love, self-confidence and courage I have now is great compared to back then. However, my identity still remains trap in the past because I don't know how to let it go and live my life peacefully and free.
It's such a shame..but maybe I'm too hard on myself, I could enjoyed who I'm becoming. It's amazing, yet scary..
I'm gonna try to enjoy who am I more and not look back..that's the challenge!
Well, that's about it, I'm not sure that was a confession lol
Maybe I just needed to get it off my chest.
Is it still lockdown in your place? I think taking a walk outside and meeting new people can help to ease yourself.You got this <3 @liductan
So, time for a confession of my own.
I've been frustrated with life lately, perhaps even angry. I think today more so than other days. And that's okay. I know it will work out, eventually. Just probably not in the way that is ideal for me. And that frustrates me to no end.
Just went out and bought a couple of plants. Did not help fight my frustration but at least they're cute
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to be honest, there wasn't any direct talk about going in a relationship but i could see it coming so i had to stop it from happening right off the patIt's annoying women have to resolve to such measures as about lying about relationship status to get rid of creeps. When will men ever learn to take a hint and that ni means no.
Good luck recovering from shit expeperience.
I sympathize with women that go through that. I'm glad I have never experienced that online, probably because I never get involve in forums. Then, again, there could be other reasons why it doesn't occur to me.It's annoying women have to resolve to such measures as about lying about relationship status to get rid of creeps. When will men ever learn to take a hint and that ni means no.
Good luck recovering from shit expeperience.
I think it's quite toxic to carry that kind of feelings towards the past. Personally I try overcoming those by telling myself "but that experience made me learn this or that about myself, therefore it was worth it."Another confession, I'm too stupid to care about others with good intentions. I regret every second i wasted talking to trash people and trusting them, I could have invested that time in doing better stuff.
True.I think it's quite toxic to carry that kind of feelings towards the past. Personally I try overcoming those by telling myself "but that experience made me learn this or that about myself, therefore it was worth it."
You do you!Here is a confession. I lied about being married. It's a strategy i use in online forums to keep certain weirdos off my ass. Today i finally had that burden lifted off my chest. In the 3 forums i joined i faced the same problem lmao
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Another confession, I planned to leaving this forum once FT ended and i was making problems on purpose to justify my departure like getting mad over none sense FT ships poll made by regular members.
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Another confession, when discord app happened, There was multi FT servers i got invited to, In short, These servers didn't last, I got banned in some and some just deleted their own servers. Later i got invited to another discord server and i thought the people in this very server are friends, Spoilers most of them weren't, I wanted to leave many times but some fake ass weirdo kept telling me it's selfish act to do because of certain people you don't like doesn't mean you have to punish us all.
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Another confession, I'm too stupid to care about others with good intentions. I regret every second i wasted talking to trash people and trusting them, I could have invested that time in doing better stuff.
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To conclude i'm not sad, I will learn from this experience and will shut down any fake ass weirdo right off the pat.
Oh man, the stories I've heard from women range from creepy to downright scary. Even at times claiming to be in relationship isn't enough, as guys will just say "cheat on him, he won't know!" I don't think we'll see much improvement for women until we start teaching boys consent and respecting women, what no means, and make sure they grow up to respect and listen to women.It's annoying women have to resolve to such measures as about lying about relationship status to get rid of creeps. When will men ever learn to take a hint and that ni means no.
Good luck recovering from shit expeperience.
From what I've seen, guys are more likely to back off if they think the woman belongs to another man, which seems to be rooted in misogyny and all. Plus, men also cry about being friendzoned when women reject them, so yeah. And there are stories of how men often stalk and even attack women who aren't interested in them. It's actually scary as hell being a woman in real life, and probably even worse online.But why saying the reason for not wanting or rather being unable to mingle with the guy is a moral commitment to someone else, rather than straight up confronting with the truth - which may be like not being visually their type? It sort of gives hope to wait till the lady is single again, because a only reason that was given has nothing to do with the fact they're being assholes or something.
Maybe I'm naive, I don't know.