Seiken no Blacksmith 19

This follows the numeration of the volume's raw. I reread it, but nevertheless I suggest you a good proofread

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do you want a sheath?
Yes… I don’t feel that good recently(maybe it is a reaction after that violent battle)\\
To be honest in situations like that I feel more confortable when I’m in my sword form\\
But I cannot be always unsheathed…\\that’s why\\
You have to make me a sheath!\\
You\\ you don’t know the meaning of the word “restrain” right?\\
Chapter 19: sheath\\
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but it is easier if I talk to you, right?\\
plus I’m not asking this for free\\
I will pay with information instead of money\\
Information?\\
Yes, about the demon swords\\
Information related to Valbanill\\
(fufu) now you seem very interested\\
the secret of the demon swords, the reason why the demon swords are born that is…\\
“hatred toward god”\\
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“the negative emotion that the person performing the demon contract embracers”\\
“the killing intent toward Valbanill, that created the demon contract system”\\
“those two things incarnate into the form that we call “demon sword””\\
this is quite ironic\\
the system of the demon contract was created by Valbanill in order to make people kill each other\\
but that very system turned against his creator giving birth to the demon swords, that is fangs that point to Valbanill itself\\ tents or even hundreds of them\\
furthermore the demon swords cannot live without the spirits that Valbanill continues spewing\\
it is a situation full of contradiction that cannot be resolved no matter what you do\\
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the important point here is\\ that the demon swords are things that can oppose to　 Valbanill\\
probably that’s the reason why the empire tried to obtain me several times\\
hum… so the empire searched for the demon swords as a replacement for sacred swords as the blacksmith’s art was not passed down in their lands\\
(hum) does Cecily-san know about this?\\
no\\
why?\\
she would not understand such a thing\\
… you are not such dirty existence!\\
because you are a “sword that protects people”|\\
I will decide my own worth\\
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I have to fight too\\
In order to achieve my objective and become a “sword that protects people”!\\
“We are already on the same boat”\\
“we already swore right?”\\
“that we would die together”\\
die together…\\
I still not understand the meaning of those words but\\
I’m sure that lisa and them are fighting for something\\
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… but even if I say that\\ a sword is a tool used to kill anyway\\
it is not the same for a katana\\
eh?\\
the true essence of a sword… its mind and its will\\
the sharpened radiance of the blade shows the light reflected in its hearth, its comfortably curved appearance shows the condition of its hearth\\
“the sublime nobility”\\
the katana was born to pursuit such ideal, it is not only a tool to destroy things\\
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the meaning that things holds changes as much as one likes\\
… eh?\\
could it be that he is comforting me?\\
that’s unexpected…\\
perhaps I could not grasp it because he became so much calm\\
… probably I have to thank you for the time being but…\\
I cannot change so quickly\\ no matter what I do I’m tied to the hatred planted inside of me in the moment of my birth\\
Lately it become difficult\\
To fight my killing intent\\
It became like losing my own reason\\
… the sheath is to fight that impulse right?\\
Yeah… I think\\
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kill\\kill\\kill\\
kill\\
when you will be in the sheath you will not be able to move\\
thanks, I will be careful\\
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hum… this sheath is not bad\\
but how were you able to make that stubborn fellow make this for you?\\
I seduced him\\
w-what!?\\
ah, i-it was a lie(I payed by working for him)!!\\
… hey aria\\ is there something that is troubling you?\\
I thought that there was something strange when you said that you needed a sheath with a forced smile on your face \\
You can stay in the sheath when I don’t need to use you\\
Maybe you will be able to continue living without losing your own self… if you seclude yourself away\\
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thanks\\
yeah I’m troubled\\
but if I talk of that with you…\\
I will end up spoiled by you\\ and I will become unable to be on par with someone full of pride like you\\
That’s why I will face this troubles alone!\\
Ok\\ but try to do something about it\\
And when you will feel hopeless\\
I will be your sheath\\