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Nozoki Ana Chapter 58
Chapter 58: Why?
The rule of our “peeping” is // to never interfere with each other…
What you’re doing is against the rule, Emiru!
Nha… // Nn…
You can move… // I’m fine.
I won’t be scared anymore…
I made my resolve..
I made mine too…
To forget about the “hole”…
Ahh!! Kido-kun… // KIDO-KUN!
Madoka-chan… // Madoka-chan!
Uhhh…. // Kuh…
Just a bit more… // a bit…
Any… Any moment now..
Owww… (She bit me)
It hurt so much…
Aha // how frustrating…
I’ll challenge myself to it until it feels better,
So keep me company.
Sure thing. // I’m fine with a daily schedule.
It’s impossible for a while after all…
I can relax with her. // We two might resemble each other in our gaucheness…
I’ll take a shower.
I’m going to the convenience store, want something?
Ah // Just buy some juice.
I have a load of things to tell her..
Like why she would interfere earlier…
Please fall in love again.
Or like saying “I’m in love like you wanted me to”… various things..
What’s with that face?
Something wrong with it?
Was I imaging things..?
Y- You satisfied…?
I got a new love! // I’m dating Madoka-chan now!
Just like you wanted!
Now you can enjoy some peeping!
I have no intention to do anything with the “hole” anymore… // Peep or whatever, do it until you drop dead! // Okay?
To begin with, you started it.
You knew you would peep on this again, didn’t you?
I’m making excuses to her..
Besides, tonight you
Pushed my back…
For having sex with Madoka-chan…?
When I was down from being dumped…!
If you had accepted me, such a thing…!!
What am I saying…?
Can you say that you, who was just dumped and weak,
Did these things to me with a serious attitude?
What you need by your side
Is a girl with a gentle heart like Watari Madoka.
Even if we, by the whim of god // get into a state of wanting each other…
That is still a mistake.
No matter how much effort I put in, I will only be able to stay at your side
From the other side of the “peeping hole”.
…Yes, that’s what I have
Always been telling myself too…
But in times like this, the human heart
Is just the opposite.
Huh? That was fast. // ..Eh, where’s the bag?
I forgot my wallet…
The human heart is just the opposite…
Like I thought, // I wasn’t imaging things earlier.
The moment she opened the door… // her usual poker face---
Was severe distorted by sadness
It stopped… raining.
The storm subdued, but---
The storm in my heart was still raging.