Suddenly the BF isn't so nice anymore.
Aku no Hana Chapter 39
Chapter 39: No cries from the abyss
And then! // Kubo-san staggered in...
Uwa, here it comes!
Hey, I'm here now~~
Buhahaha // For real!?
Sounds so like him!
Touji really practiced
that imitation of Kubo-san!
Don't spill it, Aya!
So cute, Touji-kun!
Fuh, I'm so hungry.
Ah, can I have this slice?
You haven't eaten at all yet.
Ah, // S- Sorry.
Th- Then I'll... // take this.
...Eh!? // Ah...
Wh- What is it? Aha...
"This... pizza" he says!
You're behaving too insecure!
Haha... Don't be so tense!
Ah.. // Ahaha.
Kasuga-kun was it? // You're Aya's friend?
How close are you?
well, just average I guess?
What was the occasion?
Ah, // we just went to karaoke together by chance.
Kind of since then.
Oh, do you often go to karaoke?
What kind of songs do you sing?
Well... // I don't go that often...
Oh, // really...
Do you have a girlfriend?
how many girls
have you dated so far?
I haven't dated anyone.
Then you're a virgin!?
You're too blunt!
Then // do you have anyone you like?
Sorry... // I'm not good at that stuff...
Eh, you don't even have a crush?
How about // we announce the name of our crush
in middle school!
Everyone should have had at least one.
No... wait a moment...
Spill it already!
Then I'll go first! // Mine was Yamanaka Aiko-chan!
See!! It's better if you just say it out straight!!
I don't want to say it...
Could it be your crush
You said it earlier // that you're chasing your old friend's shadow in Aya!
Don't go chasing other's girlfriends!
As your punishment, say her name!
...Give it a rest already.
That's not funny, // so stop it.
Slow down, Aya.
I'm just trying to befriend him.
But he's just so boring, // so I'm living up things a bit.
And I say it's not funny.
Not at all.
just go home.
Why are you so keen to take his side?
...I'm not really taking his side.
It's just that you're so lame, Touji.
C- // Calm down!
Let's make up!
Aww, // the mood is totally
Not my fault...
What? // You're that fed up with me?
Then just say it to my face.
Isn't it you, who's fed up?
Yeah, I am!! // I didn't want to bring it up though!!
It's him!! // And that you let him into your room!!
Do you even remember what you said before!? // "I'll never let anyone into my room" you said!!
I wasn't let in even after I asked you so often.... // But he gets in so easily!!!
you're not the girl to cheat. // But
you're hiding something, right?
We're dating for a year now.
But I always felt this wall between us...
...Don't you love me?
Then... // Have you
ever tried to break down that wall?
You're just empty,
Damn, enough of this shit!
Let's have a blast at karaoke!! // Okay!?
Get out of my sight already.
Okay, let's roll!
For putting you through this...
thanks for sticking up for me...
I just said what was on my mind.
Why... // did you only let me into your room?
the books // are in my room.
I haven't told anyone
that I love books...
Because... the other's don't read at all, Touji included.
Probably never have.
I felt that I shouldn't bring it up...
In the end...
I'm also empty...
I was always putting up a front...
I'm also empty.
That's why // I thought about stopping
borrowing books from you.
I'll be empty wherever I go.
I still want to borrow more books...
And... I want to read the novel