Reserved for Utopia
Aku no Hana Chapter 44
(Who is taking off my shackles!?)
Chapter 44: What my sinful heart seeks is
Eh, everyone is coming?
Yep, you come too, Nozomi.
What about today?
Hey, what present did you buy?
Ah, we're going buy one together today.
Eh, so nice.
What about you, Shouko?
You know, I---
Geh. // Just die, all you normalfags!
Every single one of them...
Calm down. We'll just do our thing.
We'll buy a chicken, eat cake // and play games until dawn!
In the end a party of boys // amounts to this....
What a horrible youth.
You join us too, Kazuka. Screw your relatives.
Well, no, I have to go.
You're neglecting your friends too much, dude!
You coming too, Tokiwa? // Everyone else is coming too.
Ah, sorry, // I got a shift today.
Eh---- // Ah, right! Together with Kouji-kun!
Are you going somewhere afterwards?
Aw-- // Tokiwa is going to fuck her boyfriend...
He'll cum into her three times without pulling it out.
Really fuck this class society!
Merry Christmas, fucker.
Ah, a manga line.
Kamogawa Residential Area---Kamogawa Residential Area---
You're amazing, Izuki-kun.
You look like a zombie.
I guess I have no talent after all.
I want to work hard on my own for now.
Sorry to disturb you on Christmas. Thanks for earlier. Did you make any progress on the novel?
Thanks for earlier. Did you make any progress on the novel? You said you had no talent, but I don't think that's true
Thanks for earlier. Did you make any progress on the novel? I'm in no position to say anything, but
That girl is a replacement for Nakamura-san?
make her unhappy too?
...No. // I certainly saw it.
There was something in her novel... // Something I need to live...
That's just your selfish belief.
You're just dependant
on that novel. // You just want it to comfort you.
You have always been dependant.
And now again // you're dependant on Tokiwa and her novel.
That's not true.
You don't even know why Nakamura pushed you away.
Nakamura was looking at something different than you.
You couldn't help her at all!
It's your fault. // You destroyed everything.
Nakamura, Saeki, your father, your mother,
you broke them all!
You shouldn't exist!
You're only brining misfortune.
Who am I!? Mh!?
Yeah... That's right...
I'm empty. // A shiteater. // A bringer of misfortune.
([crossed] Ghost // Ghost Murder Incident // [crossed] Ghost reappears)
([circled] Spiritual Spot)
A light in the window...
And there were the missing people floating!
You like books?
I haven't told anyone
that I like books.
Maybe I was always forcing myself...
I'll try writing one!
am I stupid?
always worrying on your own... like a ghost...
Your self from back then is long lost. // Forever...
All that's left // is your current self that's somewhere out there in the world.
live as a ghost for the rest of my life.
Thanks for the wait.
you can take a break.
I love you.
Go out with me.