Desire 8

Everything has reasons, including failed relationships with the opposite sex. When Takashi takes time off to return home for family business, he may see the reason behind his problems...before Rikako came along!

File:8: AUNT

184.
Caption: Gunma Prefecture, F-City
(TN: Gunma is a prefecture in Kanto. As for "F-City", it is assumed to be the city of Fujioka, the only city with an "F" starting it's name)
Takashi: For the 7th anniversary of my grandfather's death, I return home for a day, even if it's a Sunday.
Sign: FUJII

185.
Man: Well then, Takashi.............you seemed to really not have relations with women since you were in school, so how are things now? Have you even done a marriage interview? You can tell me.
Takashi: Father, I'm already different from when I was in school.
Mr. Fujii: Well...

186.
Takashi: I was my study room from when I was in high school, searching for "example things" that I had hid away without disposing when a painful memory was ressurected.
Takashi: .........
Voice: Taka-chan!!
Girl: It's been a while!!
Takashi: Ma...Machiko-san!!

187.
Takashi: ......
Takashi: It's bizarre to see your face at this memorial.
Machiko: I wasn't planning on attending, but I wanted to breathe in the country air again. I just came in earlier.
Machiko: Really...I wanted to meet you immediately since I heard Taka-chan had come home.
Takashi: .........
Machiko: WHAT'S--GOING ON!
Takashi: SAKURA Machiko......It's hard to see it, but she's my distant aunt whose 3 years older than me. We played a bit when we were younger due to our closeness in age......no, it may be better to say that I came face to place with a girl at play.

188.
Takashi: Well, say hi to your husband for me.
Machiko: I came here alone. My husband has been on an inspection business trip in Europe since last month.
Machiko: It is legend that he is a high-level bureaucrat in the Trade Ministry and he prides himself on it too. Due to the corruption incidents that are piling up, he's been shamed due to the strong world criticism against bureaucrats.
Machiko: Since it's my husband over there, I've been no good at all due to being so timid! I've been without sex for close to a half-year already.
Takashi: Honestly she hasn't changed at all. I could allow myself to pull her asiide if I had anything for me to take the initiative.
Machiko: Hey......shouldn't we look into that room after all this time?
Takashi: Huh...

189.
Takashi: When my grandfather was alive, there were times when he would gather together the relatives to hold family meetings.
Takashi: Machiko would have fun in exploring around his large mansion and discovering play spots. The futon room was a secret play spot that she had found.
Takashi: We would have fun playing house and hide-and-seek, but nature wouldn't interfere as the years went on.
Takashi: It was the summer when Machiko was 19 and I was 16......by chance I saw her go into her secret play spot alone.

190.
Takashi: That scene was shocking to my 16-year old self.
Takashi: !!

191.
Machiko: Please wait!!
Takashi: !!
Machiko: What is it?
Takashi: It's...nothing...
Machiko: Come here for a moment!
Takashi: HI
Takashi: I'm...sorry, but I was studying......
Machiko: Studying to be a peeping tom?
Takashi: My peeping...............I heard these sounds...

192.
Machiko: Taka-chan the honor student shouldn't be taught these studies but......
Machiko: These--things aren't taught in school.
Takashi: A...auntie!!
Machiko: An auntie is an old hag, stop calling me that! Please call me Machiko-san.
Takashi: Ma...Machiko-san, wh...what are you!!

193.
Machiko: What......Hey, can't I do this?
Machiko: Hm--m.........
Takashi: ......
Machiko: IT STI~~nks! So salty...well, isn't it better if I breathe through my nose?
(TN: This part really confused me)
Takashi: ......
SFX: Squish...
Machiko: NO!!

194.
Takashi: Wh...what are you...!?
Machiko: You touched me. You shouldn't be doing anything!!
Machiko: There...You'll just watch.
Takashi: ........

195.
Machiko: It doesn't seem well, but...it's good!
Machiko: AH...HOLD IT IN!!......

196.
Machiko: AH...!!
Machiko: Aa--h, you've released already. It told you to hold it in......
Machiko: We dirtied the floor, we'll have to clean it.
Machiko: This is in memory.
Takashi: Ma...Machiko-san, the strings......!!
Takashi: My 16-year old self had an experience that felt more embarrased than pleasured and was just humiliating.

197.
Machiko: This place...hasn't changed at all since then.
Takashi: Yes...this means that that incident was the source of how I became cowardly towards women.
Machiko: I'm sorry about that day......Actually I was still a virgin. I wanted to study the way to suck a man beforehand, thus I had a measure to steal you away so I could do it on a partner.
Machiko: Since Taka-chan was innocent and obedient, I thought it wouldn't be a problem...
Takashi: .........
Machiko: Even as time goes on, only in here does it stop......If we want to, well? Shall we continue from then...

198.
Takashi: Please don't tease me. Don't you have your husband?
Machiko: I'm serious! You've already become an amazing adult. Until the memorial starts...
Takashi: You're only thinking of conveniencing yourself as usual. Let's go. Everyone's gathering already.
Machiko: How could you speak so boorishly! People will worry but
Machiko: Ah...I've got it! Are you possibly still a virgin, Taka-chan?

199.
Machiko: .........
Machiko: What's wrong!? This is no good at all. I'm not charming anymore? We're not children but we are still young.
Takashi: It's not that I'm don't feel the charm of my aunt. I see she's uninhibited but actually...she's an intelligent woman who thoroughly knows her limits of protecting her own securtiy. That's why she's made herself the wife of a bureaucrat......
Takashi: But now I've experienced it with Rikako......
Machiko: ............It didn't realize it. It's hopeless. I understand. I'll forget it.

200.
Machiko: !!

201.
Machiko: Ta...Taka-chan, what are you...!?
Takashi: I've changed my mind! Let's go at it until it's over.
Machiko: Wh...what are you saying here!! It will be horrible if someone finds us...!!
Machiko: KYA!!

202.
Takashi: I really want to do what my feelings want to do. For you...
Machiko: St...stop, please......!!
Machiko: N...No...

203.
Mr. Itou: My boy did come. What's wrong with him?
Man: Huh? I don't see Machiko-san either.
Machiko: Taka-chan, STOP...
Machiko: St...

204.
Takashi: HA...
Machiko: AH.

205.
Mr. Itou: What were you doing!
Takashi: I'm sorry, I suddenly had to call work...
Mr. Itou: That Takashi...he's different from before, he holds a face matured by confidence.

206.
Takashi: We'll have a pure place for you, just wait a bit longer...
Machiko: Don't misunderstand, I'm not angry.
Machiko: I've achieved my purpose with you and it's needless to overstay.
Machiko: It's the first time I've felt that...!!
Machiko: Here, in memory of today......
Machiko: A woman shouldn't cry at all.
Takashi: I'm a late bloomer. That's the only think I knew. I was able to see my other self in my hometown.--On that day.
(End of Vol. 1)

TN: First of all, the title of this chapter nearly skirted me away. After all Takashi's done and this being vol. 1...he's already going to do his aunt!? Well luckily it's a far distant aunt who is 3 years older than him so it's not like he's doing blood...but is still a disturbed thought in some ways. Meanwhile, at least we know that Machiko (said aunt) is the reason behind Takashi's actions "pre-Rikako"...but then again having a blow-job done by someone so poorly at that age definitely brings trauma. It's not just that it's a blow-job...but it's badly done and by blood. Regardless...I do have one more thing to say about this chapter: is it just me or does Takashi's dad look like an older Groucho Marx? I mean, it's not as obvious a reference as someone we're going to meet next volume...but it just felt very coincidental!