Destroy and Revolution 6

Reserved for Death Toll only...

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気づき
Chapter 06 – Noticing

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最近は
Lately...

Yes?

How are your headaches?

Well… as long as
I take the medicine….

Hmm…

薬はそろそろ
減らしていきたい
ところだけど…
I guess it’s time for us to start
decreasing your dosage …

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But let’s
take it slowly…

あまり先の事を 考えてもな
Also try not to ponder
on the past, alright?

Yes. Thank you
very much.

On the past, huh…

ばあちやんが
働けるかわか
I have no idea how long grandma
can keep supporting me being here…

本当は早く出ないと
いけないんだ。。。
I really have to get out
of here as soon as possible…

Still…

学校に行かないだけで
ずい分 薬だ
Not going to school
is medicine in itself.

人には
会いたくない
I simply don’t want to
meet with people.

この何もない場所で
ずうっと
何もしないで
すごしていたい
I REALLY want to stay in this place…

Where there’s nothing, and no one forces you to do anything.

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AAAAAAAAAAAAA
!
AAAAAAAA

Wha’ the-

Someone has
panic attack again…
It would be bad if
was one of doctors…

AAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaa

AAA!!
NO NONO I DON”T WANT TO!!
LET GO OF ME!!!

P-Please calm down

Please…

IT HURTS!

I wonder if their’ alright.

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ホラ。。。
お部屋に
いかないと
Come on... we have to get you in to a room.

No way! I’m staying here!!

B-but!

NO- NO way!!!

He caught me… HE COUGHT ME!!
PLESE GET AWAY FROM ME!!

It’s my doctor!

I… am… AM I … Still here?!

I AM REALLY HERE?!???

Sensei!

Please get a grip on yourself!

PLEASE STOP~~~ I don’t want to disappear!!!

NO way please!!! NOO!!.. no….


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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


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This doctor...

例の人に
会ったんだ
ろうか。。。
must have met that
special person huh...


本当なのかな
…あの噂
I wonder if this rumor is really true then...

怖いなあ
it’s quite scary....

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Huh? Was someone
sitting here before…?

見ない人だな
来客に
見えないけど…
いくつくらい
なんだ?
He’s blind, isn’t he?
I never seen anyone visit him…

I wonder how old he is…

違う違う
そんな場合じや
ないだろ？
No no. It’s not a time
to be pondering such things.

I can’t keep doing as I please…

I have to hurry up and return
to her or it will be bad…

Damn… my head is
starting to hurt again….

I- I don’t want to disappear…!!

That doctor… if it was me I would gladly disappear… if I could.

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It’s neither a matter of not disappearing nor disappearing…

!? Did he just say something?

I’m- I’m sorry but~~

Also it’s neither only about myself nor other people…

一つだ
it’s ONE (note: ‘one’ in veeery big bold fancy font )

Somehow his
shape is…

wha-!?

Just now…
this person…

What the?
Is it because of
medications….?

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Wa-

…Hu-…

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wh- what was that!!? just now!!!

AAh I…
I.. know..
It must … be because
of … the me-medications….

I have to calm down!!

冷や汗が…
暑くないの
。。。
I’m sweating… even
through it’s not hot….

You’ve seen me big.
You’ve seen me small.

そこにある
いるように
見える
You simple see me
as I am in a place I am.

それは人間の
器官を使って
認識しているに
すぎない
it’s simply human being’s
usage of organs that allows
them to percept as they do…

世界の
本当の姿…
The true shape of a universe…

それはそんな
範疇に収まる
モノではない
…it’s not something that
can be categorized in that way…


何を悩む？
何を恐れてる？
Why do you fear?
Why do you worry?

個としての苦痛は
個を保持しようと
する痛みだ
The pain each individual feels,
is something that same individual
can completely shape.

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Don’t tell me…
that this person is…

this…

I have chosen you


Give me your hand…


行こう。。。
君を苦しめる
モノなど
存在しない事
。。。
見せてあげる
Come on…
I will show you something…

That will wipe away all
the things that worry you.

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wha-? Are these…

stars…?

宇宙…
it’s cosmos…

there are galaxies…

it’s milky way….

Ah….

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Earth…

Water…

分。。。
原子。。。?
This Particles… an atoms…?

量子の
world… on quantum level…?

更に先の
it’s the same… as our cosmos

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And how is it?

!?

個というカセを
外し
意識を無限に
広げれば

ミクロもマクロも。。。ない
宇宙に謎なんて
ない

If a person unfastens shackles binding them… and their consciousness can encompass infinity…

Then there’s no difference between macro and micro…
And universe isn’t a mystery anymore.

Are you…

神。。。か
a .. God?

それは人の
概念だ
That’s just idea men created.

ただ
気づくだけ
I simply…
am able to notice

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個から自由に
なり
Every individual
can freely do it.

一緒に行こう
Let’s go there together

W-Wait…!

I’m n…

I….

…

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Hey you…
What’s wrong!?

Tanaka-kun….?

Someone get the doctor!!

Are you alright!?

And then I fainted.

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意識が
拡大して…宇宙に
散っていくような
……いや
It’s as if… my consciousness enlarged
by scattering over the cosmos… no…

rather then that… it’s as if the cosmos
in it’s entire glory that went through my body…

僕に気づきを
起こし
and it made me notice.

彼は行って
しまつた…
But he went there…

消えて
しまつたんだ
And disappeared.

Chapter 06 end