Holyland 13

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Page 047
僕の望みは・・・無感になる事
I wanted... to be numb.

今さら考える事なんてなにもない
There was nothing more for me to think about.

答えは出ていた
I had my answer.

３０ｃｍも踏み出せば
If I step 30cm forward,

終る
it'll all be over.

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終る事が出来るんだ
I can end this.

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よし・・・
Okay...

あ・・・れ？
Hu-... uh?

Page 050
突然
All of a sudden,

あ・・・
Ah...

今まで閉ざしていた
the five senses that I'd shut out

ハッ
Hah.

あらゆる五感がわめき出した
started to scream in protest.

ハ
Hah.

ハァ
Haah.

いや・・・行くんだ
No... I'm going.

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・・・コワイ・・・
... I'm scared...

終るんだ・・・こ・・・ここに残る
I'm going to end it... Th-... there's no reason for me

理由なんて
to stay here.

ハ
Hah.

ハッ
Hah.

ハァ
Haah.

な　何もないんだ！！
N-No reason at all!!

・・・シヌノハイヤダオソロシイ・・・
... I don't want to die, it's terrifying...

い・・・
I...

く・・・
am...

ん・・・だ
go-... ing.

ハァッ
Haah.

ハッ！！
Hah!!

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ハァ
Haah.

ハッ
Hah.

ハヒッ
Hagh.

アッ
Ah.

ハヒ
Hagh.

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ハァ
Haah.

ハッ
Hah.

む・・・
I...

Page 054
無理だ
I can't.

僕は何一つ決断などした事はなかった
I didn't manage to end anything.

死の決意など出来るはずもない
I couldn't even decide to die.

僕はー
I'll...

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抵抗するのはもうやめよう
I'll quit trying to resist.

そして
Then,

鈍い時が過ぎるのを
just wait for

ただ待つ事にするんだ
the bad times to pass.

Page 056
ボクシング入門
An Introduction to Boxing

そう言えばよく殴られるよなあ・・・
Well, I do get punched a lot...

痛くなく殴られる方法なんてないかな・・・
Maybe there's a way to make it not hurt as much in here...

あるわけないか
Not likely.

殴り方だ　ボクシングは
Boxing's about how to punch.

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僕は今まで殴られた事しかない
I'd only ever been punched.

あなたが・・・！！
It's your...!!

お前が・・・・！！・・・・・・・からだ！！
No, you...!! Because...!!

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そもそも不登校なんてのは　しつけの問題だ！！
Not going to school means there are problems with how he was raised!!

母親の役目だろうが・・・！
That's the mother's job, isn't it...!?

あたしだけに押し付けないで下さい・・・だいたい・・・
Don't put all the blame on me... and honestly...

あれって・・・確か
Let's see...

どんなだったっけ・・・
how did that go...

先ず肩幅の１．５倍位にスタンスする
First, widen your stance to about 1.5 times your shoulder width.

１．５倍・・・こんなもんか
1.5 times... about this much?

Page 059
右構えの場合　右足を軸に左足の方向へ腰から上を２／３～３／４程回転させる
If you're right handed, turn your upper body with your hips about a third, or three quarter turn pivoting your right leg towards your left.

え・・・と　こっちが正面になるのかな？
Uh-... hm, so this is my front?

膝を楽に少しまげ　踵を少し浮かせる
Bend lightly at the knees, and raise your heels off the ground a bit.

前後のウエイトバランスはー
My front vs. back weight should be...

４・６・・・
40% to 60%...

前４の後６・・・
40% front, 60% back...

拳を極めて軽く握り　右拳を顎から２０ｃｍ程の位置に
Make a really light fist, and bring your right hand to about 20cm away from your chin.

だったっけ・・・
I think...

顎を引き
Tuck my chin,

左肩を顎方向に少し入れる
then bring in my left shoulder towards it.

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こ　こんなに窮屈なもんなの！？
I-Is it supposed to be this uncomfortable!?

こ　これじゃあ
I-It doesn't

とても自在に動けそうにないよ
feel like I could move very easily like this.

いや・・・でも
But... well,

見た目はこんな感じだった・・・気が・・・する
it did look kind of like this... I... think.

初めて構える人はユウのように感じるかも・・・
Someone who hasn't ever been in stance before might feel like Yuu does now...

よ　よし・・・打ってみよう
O-Okay... let's try punching.

後足を蹴る感じで
Kick off with the back foot,

前足にすばやくウエイトをのせる
and let all the weight rest on the front foot.

Page 061
荷重移動（シフト・ウエイト）によって上体が前へ出ると同時に
This shift in weight will bring the torso forward,

前方やや内側を意識し真っすぐ左拳を突き出す
Be aware of your front as you strike your left fist forward.

手の甲は必ず水平よりー
Make the back of the hand level,

やや下になるように
and pointed slightly down.

目標は人差し指と中指の拳関節でとらえる
Get your target with the joint between your pointer and middle fingers.

シフトウエイトの際前足の膝を少し内側へ入れると
If you turn the knee of your front leg a little inwards as you finish shifting your weight,

スムーズに荷重が移動する・・・
you can move your weight much more smoothly...

あっホントだ
Wow, it works.

腕が伸びきる反動を使ってすばやく元に戻る
Use the reaction from your arm stretching all the way out to snap your hand back into place.

腕全体のスナップを効かして鋭く　速く
Use the snap from the full length of your arm to make it sharper, faster.

出来るまで何十回何百回と繰り返す
Repeat this as much as you can. Tens, hundreds of times.

＊このマンガはボクシングの教本ではないので厳密にフォームを解説はしていません。もっとくわしく知りたい方はジムへ行こう！
*This is not a boxing manual, so I didn't explain everything about the form. If you'd like to know more, please head to a boxing gym!

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鋭く速くどころか　まともに真っすぐ拳が出ないよ
I can't do this sharp or fast. My fist won't go straight either.

やり方が違う？
Am I doing it wrong?

何十回・・・何百・・・
Tens... hundreds of times...

くり返してたら真っすぐ出るのかな
Maybe if I do it a lot my fist will go straight.

身につけようと思ったわけじゃなかった
I wasn't thinking about learning how to do it.

立ち読みを思い出しながら
I was merely remembering what I'd read,

なんとなくはじめた
and just kind of started.

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いつの間にか耳障りな階下の声は消え
Before I knew it, the loud voices from downstairs disappeared.

ハ
Hah.

数を数える事に集中した
I focused on counting.

いろいろな物が消え
Many things disappeared.

頭の中は数だけになった
Numbers were all that remained.

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人は許容以上の精神的負荷を負うとそれを逃がす為に逃避的行動をとると言う
It is said that when someone undergoes immense mental strain, they will find a way to escape from it and relieve that burden.

軽いものでは無意識な落書きや
Non-major problems could make you scribble unconsciously,

びんぼうゆすりなど
or shake without knowing it.

自身に単純な刺激を与えストレスから気をそらす
Giving oneself such simple stimulation helps to take one's mind off stress.

僕（作者）にも十代の不安定な時期そういう経験がある
I (the author) have had similar experiences in my own unstable teen years.

規則的に並んでいるモノや音など無意識に教えてしまうと言うものだ
I would count things or sounds that lined up regularly without knowing it.

Page 065
ひどい時には新宿の地下道のタイルを端から端まで数えたりもした
The worst times were when I would count the tiles in the underground tunnels of Shinjuku from start to finish.

確か４０００以上あったはずである
Over 4,000 if I remember correctly.

カウント症などとからかわれたりした
People made fun of me for my counting sickness.

ユウの場合もそのケースに近い
Yuu's case is similar to my own.

ー純化する作業にー
He focused hard on

集中していきー
purifying himself...

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恐るべき能力は
And a fearful power

逃避行動から開花しようとしていた
bloomed from his escapist actions.

ハッ
Hah.

ユウはその夜久しぶりに熟睡した・・・
That night, Yuu slept soundly for the first time in a long while...

泥のような眠りだった
He slept like a rock.

おわり
The End.

Enjoy.