Suicide Island 10

SUICIDE ISLAND #10

tl by molokidan

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Chapter 10 - The Requirements

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1: Why...is it?
2: Eh?
3: Why are they so beautiful...
4: so strong...

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1: ...probably
2: because we aren't innocent...
3: Innocent?
4: Searching for food in order to live,
5: running...swimming,
6: flying.
7(2b): Basking in sunlight, sleeping when tired...
8: They're all...just living in order to live.

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1: This island's...no, all living creatures
2: know the joy of living solely to live.
3: We--
4: Aside from we humans...

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1: If that's the case...
2: Then we--
3: Voices!
4: Over there?!
5: Ryou-kun!
6: Yeah!
7: Someone's collapsed?!
8: A-at that corner...
9: What happened...
10: It looks...like there was a fight.
11: H...horrible!

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1: Then we...
2: What are you going to do?
3: Hey! You alright?!
4: If that's the case, then we
5: hoo hoo
6: ggh...ggggh..hoo...hoo
7: Looks like they kept fighting after that.
8: What sad, sad creatures
9: They took this way too far!
10: we are.
11: I'm scared...!
12: Where's the other one?!

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1: Ah...!
2: Just...what the hell do you think you're doing?
3: This makes no sense!!
4(2b): There are no rules here. If a disagreement develops between two people,
5: they have to end it between them somehow.
6: If we don't work together, we aren't gonna make it here!!
7: Don't you think you're overdoing it!??

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1: No, I don't. What's wrong with killing those who oppose me, in order to survive?
2: Don't you remember what Kai said?
3: You...bastard!
4: You're too naive...Ryou.
5: H--
6: Hey, wait!
7: wait!!
8: Hey!

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1: Hoo--...
2: This should do it...

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1: In my head, Tomo's words
2: Hoooo...no good...
3: swirled.
4: Not sturdy enough.

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1: Why--
2: Why, dammit?
3: We've distanced ourselves too far from other animals.
4: Back in society--
5: even if I ate until I was full,
6: or slept in a warm futon, I...
7: didn't feel happy.

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1: This...
2: is really flexible...!
3: I didn't feel the happiness of living
4: that every other creatures feels.
5: This'll do it!

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1: We've turned our backs,
2: swallowed up in the pain
3: of living.
4: I...the society I was in--

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1: says that if you don't have anything you want to do
2: then you're no good.
3: That if you don't have dreams, you're no good.
4: If you don't win, you're no good.
5: If you can't get a nice life...
6: If you can't accumulate a lot...
7: then you aren't happy, they said.

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1: That's also how I thought, and I was always suffering,
2: so I ran away.
3: There must be something you want to do.
4: At this rate, you're just going to get left behind, you know?
5: We can't understand how you feel unless you speak.
6: I couldn't answer with anything.
7: Because I had nothing.
8: Just what do you want us to do, Sei?
9: And yet...and yet, mom...

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1: I...
2: I just wanted you to say
3: that I'm fine how I am.
4: That's all...

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1: No...
2: This is wrong...
3: This is all sentimental.
4: Completely different
5: from how that is.
6: I feel like...I'm on the verge of understanding something...think!
7: Don't get dragged away by sentimentalism...there's something more...
8: Something...

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1: Right now...am I...
2: thinking about living...?!
3: Running,
4: dying,
5: ending everything.
6: That's all I've thought about so far, but now--

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1: I've been feeling it this whole time
2: ever since I got to this island...

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1: The feeling that I'm being tested
2: on this island...
3: Changing,
4: living.
5: Have I fulfilled the requirements
6: to do something like that?

[Chapter 10 - The Requirements End]